I honestly don't know how to put all these thoughts and feelings in my head and body into comprehensible text, but damn... After reading your novel I was on the verge of tears, because it was so painful and heartwarming and disgusting and ugly, but beautiful(?). This vn opened me like a can and made me feel things I didn't want to feel. This vn made me relive moments I didn't want to relive. This vn made me accept some things about me that I didn't want to accept, and I am deeply thankful to you for that.
stay safe and alive
^^