california

ello i am also new here (actually first day/hour to lj also)
Ive lived in California for a few years now and i still absolutely hate it
yes i know im only a teenager etc but ive seen enough of other states,places,cultures to notice its totally different here then anywhere else
the people have a complete different air about them
its less friendly
everything moves so fast
its soo different from everywhere
even from the neighboring states
ive been up and down the ca coast and just all over it in general of course there are a few exceptions but its just insane the difference
i absolutely hate it 
the lack of respect for culture/history is worse here then anywhere
theres no patience in any area

is there anyone else who has noticed this or felt like this?
or am i just crazy? 
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I want to leave. I've been planning it forever. The one thing holding me back is actually braces (I just don't want to deal with that abroad), but they should be coming off within the next year. I'm going to go to New York -- at least to start out. Someone said he would come with me, but only maybe, and he wouldn't be a very good person to go with anyway. He's smart, but he's uptight as fuck, and that would be really inconvenient. I don't want to take him. I want to go with someone else. Contact me if you're interested; we can get to know each other first.
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Hello

I have lived for a lot of my life in Mogadishu which is a city in Somalia. It is torn by war and famine, we have not had a stable system of government for many years now, and are ruled by corrupt warlords. It is practically anarchy and the northern side of the city is incapable of sustaining any kind of business or proper lifestyle because of violence. Businessmen hire armed militia to protect them and we are surrounded by combat at all times.

I saw three of my best friends shot when I was 11 years old, and once stumbled across an armed explosive. I was able to throw it away before it exploded, but some of my primary school was destroyed. My brother was arrested years ago for exploding a federal court. I have learnt to deal with hardship. Mogadishu is probably the most dangerous city in this universe.

I moved away with my parents some years ago but it still pains me to remember the situation there, and my friends and family who still live there.

new

yeah i am new here and i totally hate living in tampa, florida. i just moved here from new jersey and i am totally depressed. i hate going to school not knowing anybody and that i now that all my friends are up in jersey having a good time while i am here getting ready for school tomorrow....

i hate it HERE!
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somtimes I feel like my giving myself a brain hemmorage

Hey!

Im 19 and live in orlando. I graduated high school last year and I'm stuck here. Im not in college. I wanted to go to Chicago, but my dad said no. Despite there being my money from savings for...college.
Which I cant touch till I'm 21. My mother got me in a car accident in December, it totaled the car and we had to go for therapy and rehab for 5 months.

Now one year later I don't really want to go college, the excitment just isnt really there. And the fear of failing has overpowered the glimmer of hope that maybe I have a chance.
I feel like I've missed out on alot of things in my life, most because of the stupidity of my parents. And I'm tired of it, I used to think for whatever reason I was pretty idependent but now I realize that I'm not independent at all. I'm seriously contemplating just buying a one way plane ticket out of here, despite having very little money, debt dosn't matter anymore as long as I get out of here.

This past year has just been the most miserable deppresing year in my whole life.Sometimes when I think about this too much I start to feel sick, get headaches, insomnia. My mother said she would help me I figured out that was a lie, she just wants to keep me here by her side forever. My dad is a selfish ass, all he cares about is his retirement. I few years ago my dad told my mom that she would have to let me go to college, now they're both holding me back. This has destroyed my trust in them.

I just feel so dead

Moving to Georgia

Hey I hardly ever use my LJ but I'm moving to Atlanta, Georgia in just one month. I'm not there yet but I have a feeling I'm going to hate it when I get there. Any one here live in Atlanta? I really want to talk to someone who lives there. Especially since I'm still in highschool. I want to know how bad the schools suck.
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small town

I live in a small ass town that there's nothing better to do than go to either the dollar theater or the regular one down the street. There's not even a mini-mall down there! Besides that, i live with an overbearing mother.

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wow this is totally random but i'm pretty desperate right now..

well me and my friend are definately fed up with where we're living.. st. pete FL it's not the area just the fact that so much shit is going on here with our friends and families i can't even begin to explain! sooo.. we are considering leaving (running away).. taking the greyhound bus to ANYWHERE but here but we don't know where exactly to live! Or even the cheapest way to live. Anyone have any advice?

And another thing.. if anyone has their own place or knows anyone with their own place that's looking for some roomates???

lol.. it's worth a shot.
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