stupid shit
First I dont feel comfortable doing anything that comes close to sexual if I'm not dating that person its just how I am, with Yukimi and Johnny I do a little more stuff just because I'm a little more comfortable around them. Second Im not even that into sex people get that wrong about me all the time like at work, Its like this one dude can only talk about sex and to make matters worse he thinks im "bangin" my friends mom to live with them...WTF.He also told other people... I dont know about you but I hate when people are like that. Third Yeah Im Bi and people also think that when some chick is just standing around that they can talk about her in the most vial of manners and bring me into it and chances are Im not even into this chick like I might be obsessing over Mana that day or something but it pisses me off. But its all reasons that I'm just not into sexual kinds of things. It embarasses me a lot.I mean I had sex once and now that I'm more mature I realize that I really didn't even want to do that I mean I lost contact with that person so now its even worse. I would much rather be in a relationship with someone who likes to do things other than sex like take me places or just hang out with me. I'd rather be held than have sex