Into This Shadow

Last year, when the hosts deleted my sites and I surrendered to the idea of merely uploading everything in zips to places like Megaupload dispite not liking it one whit... except for Jeri Ryan and Oded Fehr stuff... I was so pissed off about it all, I did something monumentally stupid _( :< I deleted all the Coppermine skins I had ever made, and a good number of other site skins too. The Lost skins were the best Coppermine skins I'd done IMHO but I was so pissed off and frustrated about losing the sites and 'cause it looked liked I could kiss galleries goodbye (only had Jeri Ryan site hosted by fan-sites.org at that point) that I deleted a lot of site stuff - not caps (I wasn't quite that idiotic - thank God!) or fanarts, but things like skins and coded pages.

Now, I'd need those Coppermine Lost skins :< What the hell was I thinking, deleting them off my hard drive?! It's not like they take space or anything, so I could've just ignored them and let them be but no, I had to go and delete *headdesk*