so she's the one who pretends to care the most.

IF YOU STILL WISH TO BE MY LJFRIEND, ADD THE FOLLOWING S/N. AND COMMENT TO IT SO I'LL ADD YOU BACK.

juliesgotagun

yippee.

oh yeah, before i switch over to my new journal, since all you kids wanted to know what my sorta-mullet looks like, HERE'S A SNAZZY PIC!

closing down this livejournal for good.


i just spent some time reviewing all of these entries. i'm not at all at peace with the person i'm portraying. i never write about what i'm really thinking, i only vent that which is dancing on the top of my mind.

so yeah, in short...this is the end. i may still use this in a few of my communities, but no more writing in here.

i'm almost finished with reading "off the map" by hib chickena and kika kat. and it's made me realize at least one thing. i'm more than this.

new livejournal name: to be decided at a later date.

uhm. i just realized, this is my first excursion to NYC without a citysmart kid.


shit.



anyone in NEW YORK CITY willing to hang out with me and gabepet on nov. 26th so that we don't get terribly, hopelessly LOST?

oh god. our school is doing 'Copacabana' for the spring musical. yes, after the barry manilow song. *headdesk*

"The desire for freedom resides in every human heart. And that desire cannot be contained forever by prison walls, or martial laws, or secret police. Over time, and across the Earth, freedom will find a way."

isn't that an incredible quote?






except...i just saw who said it.





george w. bush.





i think i want to cry.

knee-high doc martens combat boots, leopard print fishnet shirt...ENDING TODAY! the boots are currently only $20, and the shirt is only $5. buy, fools.

http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQfgtpZ1…

WE'RE SOUTH CENTRAL RIOT SQUAD!
WE'RE SOUTH CENTRAL FUCKIN' PUNX!
WE'RE SOUTH CENTRAL FUCKIN' DRUNX!
OI OI OIOIOI.

wow. after hearing that, i think i just gained so many PUNX POINTZ that i could piss malt liquor.

BABYSITTING!!

holycrap. these people rool. their house is hyoooge though. i got lost. it has like 4 floors. BUT ANYWAY. i opened the tv cabinet thing and noticed the CD binder. judgmental personne i am, i started flipping through.
i swear, they own EVERY BOWIE CD THAT EXISTS. SERIOUSLY!!! WOWOWOWOW! and a million prince cds, and some iggy pop, and some t rex. WOWOW.

the kid is awesome her name is emma, she's 4 and talks SO MUCH. she's so cute though. i have to feed her and give her a bath and put her to bed. she wouldn't go to sleep though. i read 3 books, and sang 2 songs with her. sigh. I HATE CHILDREN.

anyway.

today i had no skool. yay. i did nothing really, cleaned my room some. it's in baaad shape. it'll be better soon though i promise. fo'real. i'm putting up some stuff on ebay, and then i'm hunting down a snack. later.

*yawns.* if you're a guy and PERIODTALK freaks you out, don't read the rest of this.

yeah so, my vag started to bleed right at the end of first period. WHAT THE HELL! okay, two months ago i got it on the 20th. last month, 15th. this month, the 12th?! GOOD GOD, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. maybe the mad amounts of action i've been getting started to mess with it? iunno. either way, i'm see my vagdoc in 3 months to talk about me possibly going on birth control. thank god, because then it'll be regulated.

i wanna get a divacup thing. it costs like $33 but it's worth it, i think. instead of pads or tampons, it's a little silicone cup thing. and yeah.
you save a lot of cash and don't throw out as much.

K DONE!

i dunno. i'm in the library, wasting away my lunch period. i want food but eh.