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Listens: Silver&Gold, U2

Meming as a means of procrastination!

 Because I hate cleaning the house oh so very much....


1. I am procrastinating/irritated/nyahhh.  

2. The bravest thing I’ve ever done is write and perform a monologue that was in a nutshell me cutting my heart open and laying it out for everyone to see.  

3. I feel prettiest when I look at myself in the mirror and notice all the good things about the way I look.  

4. Something that keeps me awake at night is insomnia.  It's a bitch, man.  

5. My favorite meal in the entire world is... hard to determine, but right now it's this truly excellent baked zucchini dish that I had in France two summers ago and have been trying (and failing) to properly replicate ever since.  

6. The way to my heart is a complicated and thorny path, but made much simpler if food is involved.  ;)

7. I would like to get my shit together enough to WRITE! I need to print words, and this desire is consuming me.  But for some reason, I just CAN'T.


Where were you born?
Aahus, Denmark.  Wish I was still there.

Who do you love?
Not many people, but I'm extraordinarily struck on those I do.  I'd have to say my fellow (ex and current) ballerinas, a few family members, childhood friends, and my two extremely close friends, Lauren and Tash.  

Did you have a pet when you were little?
Yes! I got a cat when I was six, another a year later (who I lost last year to a hemorrhage, it was AWFUL), a puggle (pug/beagle) acquired in my last year of elementary school, and my horse whom I finally bought sometime in between eighth and ninth grade although I had been riding him for much, much longer.  

Who hurt you biggest?

Myself, undoubtedly.  

How do you stay alive?
I tell myself what I'd potentially be giving up if I were to cease existing.  Oh, and coffee.  Lots and lots of coffee. <3

What color are your eyes?
They change! Is there a color for that? Most of the time though, they're an odd blend of blue, silver, and green.  There's also gold around the pupil.  Weird, I know heh.

What color is your aura?

Omg!!! I wish I knew!

What color is your underwear?

Fortunately, underwear no longer exist in my life.  Hate them in any form.  Such a fucking inconvenience.  

How many people have you abandoned?
Way too many.  It's a major character flaw of mine.  But usually when I abandon them, it is because I am afraid that they will abandon me.  

What’s your favorite food?
See #5 above.

Do you like school?
I love the idea of education, but I don't like the schooling system I am in.  I am in my last year of high school, and I can't wait to get the fuck out.  Part of it may be the fact that I am a year and a half older than everyone else in my class, but I've just never really fit here.  I don't get very good marks and I know I probably could if I applied myself, I just don't want to.  It's a really stupid, vain outlook on school, but there you have it.  I can't wait for college when I'll have more freedom to do what I will.  

Do you want more?

Oh yes.  

What does it mean to be in love?
Chuck Palahniuk once said that "the only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open." I think it goes the same way for love.


Do you believe in magic?
There's so much we don't know, and I choose not to limit myself to believing in what we've discovered.  So I guess the answer to this should be, who knows?

Do people think you’re crazy?

Those who know me well think so.  And probably many others, but I think I'm pretty good at disguising myself.

Are you?
Unquestionably.  In almost every way possible.

How old were you when you realized you're all alone?

The day I realized that there will never be anyone who will understand me utterly.  (happened quite early on.)

How old were you when you realized you're not alone?
Eighteen.  Thank god for that moment of complete and utter understanding and comprehension, even if at times I still question it. 

How do you wield power?
I make others believe that I have it.  

What’s your favorite outfit?
A sweater.  Don't care about anything else as long as I've got my sweater. <3

What helps you sleep?
My two mattresses, which make me feel like I'm floating on cloud nine.  Also lots and lots of pillows.  And not going to bed the night before.

What flavors make you gag?
String beans, BLARGH.  

Do you feel beautiful?

Yes!! I think I do! Maybe not beautiful exactly, but I have lots of confidence when it comes to my appearance.  There are little things about myself which I would change if I had opportunity to do so, but for the most part I really like the way I look.  It's a nice feeling.  

Are you afraid of the dark?
Only the thoughts the dark can bring.

Do you believe in reincarnation?
Oh, I don't know...again with me not being qualified to make any judgements, along with the rest of the population.  

If it should turn out that there's an afterlife, who would you like to meet you when you arrive? 
John Lennon.  We'd have a grand old time after I got over the initial shock of death/seeing John Lennon!