Ok... this entry isn't going to be like a normal talk about my day kinda thing... and if i've recently said sorry to you**cough**JAM**cough** i want you to read this...
Ok so, George Bernard Shaw once wrote: 'There are two tragedies in life: one is to lose your heart’s desire, the other is to gain it’.
I have 2 different opinions on this quote... my first one has to do with this year&&just like... the people in it. Yeah it's tragic to lose your hearts desire... but gaining ur hearts desire... its all you can hope for. i got everything i ever wanted this year... and in the same quickness that it came.. it was gone. But, if feeling for even just one second that feeling you get when you've got everything you've ever wanted... is tragic... then give me tragedy. Cuz i wouldn't give it back for the world.
but my other opinion is that... tradegies happen... you cant give up or quit but, just know that when you're heart breaks... you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive...cuz u are.. and eventually the pain, fear, and confusion will all go away. just remember that theres always something else out there thats better...and its worth fighting for.
Haha sooo i talked to jon today...well technically anyways... haha yeahh hes an ass but i still love him
lmao.... wow sooo i had a GREAT day today =) it was sooooooo much fun u have no idea!!
i actually had fun in P.E. WHOOAAHHH! never knew it was possible... lol yeahh we played this game like basketball except with a football i love that game its sooo fun! =D but the downside was that we had to run a mile too soo that sucked... but the rest was cool...
totally like '26' again! like whoahh...ahah LOVE IT!! =) yeahh im excited... lol
wow mann its been forever since ive used this thing...
already heres a little update on the last couple months::
Stuff With Tori:: AHH! fun times at the carnival... i love this girl man shes like a sister to me... =) i have so many good times with her and idk what i'd do without her! haha last week sometime me and her got caught ditching first period. haha my detention for it was today... it wasnt all that bad but it still sucked..=\ oh well i deserved it i guess haha
Stuff Including Jon:: I went to winter formal with jon... had a really fun time =) and ummm yeahh lol yeahh now me and him aren't friends anymore... =\ its all good though. It was fun while it lasted. Hmmm yeahh i had the weirdest dream last night. It was how i had to give him back his jacket&& in the dream i gave it back and then he gave it to alissa && the same thing happened today... lol it flipped me out like FOR REAL!! haha i was like WHOOAHHH!! =)
Mmmm... sooo info. about other guys::
I like a lot of people!! haha like.. too many... lol
ok ones in my english class hes hott and TALL and nice and yeahh sooo his nickname will be White Gangsta... lol haha yeahh hes hott =)
next person is Bubbles... hes really really really nice and has like...HUGE muscles!! hes the funnest to talk to in all my classes... but he has a gf... =( haha
next person is Trix... yeahh ive liked him for like... a lil while but not a really long time... but still a lot longer then everybody else... lol hes HOTTx638768147684768547168563416384168!! haha but hes an ass most of the time.. lol && he plays 'tricks'
next person is 'Sam' lol yeahh long story... mmm idk if i rele like him but... idk... like i do but i dont... soo yeahh im kinda confused bout him... but hes rele cool to talk to soo yeahh
next person is 'AP' yeahh i like him A LOT!! and yeahh... idk what i'd do w/o him && if i'd never met him lol thats all i gotta say
ohh yeahh i hurt my ankle today OWW!! =(
mm well i guess thats it for the day cuz this is getting long... but love you guys
so i've finally started highschool... its pretty fun... i have this rele hott guy in my bio. and geo. class... lol so thats cool... but im not naming n.e names...
i like sum1... a lot... n hes rele hott... lol n yea... im not saying who it is though cuz no body knows except for... like... everyone... lol so basically only jon doesnt kno... wow ... sad huh? oh well, sum1s bound to tell him sumtime.. but ne wayz... i think i like someone else too but this one... like... NO1 knows about so im def. not saying anything bout that..
umm me n alicia n brittany are like... rele good friends now.. its cool.. lol i never realized how fun both of them are... i had a ton of fun with them at the dance... !! and if you didnt go to the dance then ur gay.. lol cuz i sed so0o!! hehe... jp jp.. it was kinda boring but towards the end it was fun..
ummm............ thats it for now..i guess... i'll write more later...
soooo this wonderful thing that ever1 loves called summer...SUCKS!! i hate summer break so0o0o bad...theres never anything to do...but idk...n jons being retarded so thats making me mad too...
On a happier note:I'm step-mom is finally packed up n out of the house into her new apartment..and shes calling my dad almost every night outta no where when it was her who decided to leave...w/e..shes a bitch..
On an actual happier note: Me and Gisselle are talking again...yay!!(We were fighting for a while...) but i hope things can be good now..! shes such a good friend...i miss her a lot...like ... rele a lot.. i can honestly say that her and claudia are the best of friends that ive ever had....theyre great and i cant wait for claudia to come down and visit from texas...i miss her..
Anywayz...im going to go not enjoy summer some more...LOVE YOU!
Luv always, Julia
p.s. and to make the summer even better(preferablly today my little brother had an awards assembly today @ his school(theyre not out yet)and so he of course comes walking into my bedroom @ 7:25 in the morning...just so i could spike his hair...!! it sucked especially since i went to bed @ 3:30 that morning...that sucked...lol sorry thats it now tho...im tired...
Hey guys!! Sorry I never update this thing...lol it's been forever. but ive had a lot going on and especially since Jon is being an ass about everything...but w/e...umm lets see....my stepmom and my dad are getting a divorce...so thats fun..jk...umm my mom is going to leave her boyfriend(of 11 years)...so basically everything sucks around here....i have a myspace...look me up..lol my e-mail is spoiled_cheerleader698@yahoo.com Have fun!!!
Hey guys! I haven't updated this thing in FOREVER!! Lol...umm...lets see...idk wut to say rele...sorry to all those ppl who took me off their friends lists for not commenting on their journals..! :(im rele sorry...i've been dealing with all this stuff...but mostly jon cuz hes in the hospital...poor guy...but i love him! umm im going out with andres..(ugh!)but i dont want to any more cuz i like jon..lol...pretty obvious too..! ;) he just needs 2 get his head out of his ass..lol...but i love him and you guys 2!! ttyl
Hey! Today i went to the doctors...cuz my throat hurts like no fucking other..!! n so...yea..i went..the nurse swabbed my throat..then the doctor came in n checked my lymph notes. it was kinda creepy...n odd...but w/e...n.ewayz...umm..the outcome of this is that...i have: 1. a fever 2. a cold 3. (MIGHT) have strep throat(not sure yet) 4. (MIGHT) have mono lol... 5. i definetly have a viral infection 7. the chills 8. i think thats it...lol
SO, yea...it's pretty f-ing retarded!! lol..it means that me n my babes cant 'have fun' until im not sick any more! it's boring!! lol...;)...but today was fun cuz we had the 'good activity' at school today n he was a nice bf n sat by me n held my hand..like the perfect bf he is!! :)...i love him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much guys!! u don't even kno! hes so sweet to me! lol..but it's almost 10:30 n i've been tired all day long..so ima sign off AIM and then go to bed...i LOVE you guys!!
Love, Julia Rose
whoa i just realized this is probably the longest entry i've had in a while!!
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