didnt even know who i was talking bout. but oh well.
glad to be out of target. the picture people is fun. but hard as hell. sucks when im in a bad mood and just want to be cranky but i have to go into the room all super jolly and make silly noises to make kids smile. its pretty funny that i find myself being overly happy infront of the customers and then the second i turn my back my face goes stone cold and blank.
got some serious bruzes and rough spots on my knees.
brad and i came up with
"i make a living servicing customers on my knees all day"
last night. lol.
sounds so wrong. but its true.
took pictures of the cutest little boy yesterday. i sat next to him and he would get so smiley and hug me. he was only a little over a year. and such a flirt already! hes going to be a ladies man when he gets older. for sure.
did make me feel good that when i went on a smoke break with the studio manager we chatted about how its going to be when we go digital. and about how big of a mess it was this weekend.
on saturday laurie was getting pissy at me because when i took over printing we were already behind and had a sitting due in 5 minutes while i was still printing the sitting before that one.
ended up printing up the perspective and the trilogy before i started the 8x10's and she came in freaking out at me. but she had other stresses from that day as well so that didnt help but when i was talking to rachelle (studio manager) she said thats how we are supose to do it so things can be framed and ready to go by the time the 8x10 and splits are done instead of rummaging through the sheets.
and she also said that i was a good photographer which made me feel good cuz portraits are HARD and i have a ton to still learn. lots and lots.
brandon and marie are getting married next september and im going to be the photographer at the wedding =)
im also going to do a wedding in march.
hopefully i will have a car and a new camera by then.
dad and i are going out to look at cars this week and kinda price them. i have 1300 in my account so the longer i wait the better car i can get =)
im excited tho.
oo went to rilo kiley on saturday. sooo sooo much fun. lame that it took 40 minutes from the 2nd band to them though. pissed everyone off. but the hour i was there for after they came on was amazing. wish i stayed for the whole thing tho.
guster is the weekend after this coming.
oh well. i was surfing myspace and saw a link to LJ so decided to come on here and see what people have been up to and saw that kirsta still uses it =) hehe.
i think its time for me to head off of this thing though. such a nice day so im having a beer and bout to head outside to drink it and soak up some sun since i didnt have time to go tanning today since when mom gets off work we are heading to nana's house.
i also think im going to 'revamp' my LJbecasue well blacks and greys with invader zim charachers as my icon just arent floatin my boat right now. im happier now then i was then.
Look at the following list and: 1) Bold what is true about you. 2) Italicize what you wish was true about you. 3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
* I miss somebody right now. * I don't watch much TV these days. * I own lots of books. * I wear glasses or contact lenses. * I love to play video games. * I've tried marijuana. * I've watched porn movies. * I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. * I believe honesty is usually always the best policy. * I curse sometimes/constantly. * I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. * I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. * I have broken someone's bones. * I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. * I hate the rain. * I'm paranoid at times/all the time. * I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. * I need/want money right now. * I love sushi. * I talk really, really fast. * I have fresh breath in the morning. * I have long hair. * I have lost money in Las Vegas. * I have at least one sibling. * I was born in a country outside of the U.S. * I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. * I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. * I like the way that I look. * I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. * I am usually pessimistic. * I have a lot of mood swings. * I think prostitution should be legalized. * I slept with a roommate. * I have a hidden talent. * I am always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. * I have a lot of friends. * I am currently single. * I have pecked someone of the same sex. * I enjoy talking on the phone. * I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. * I love to shop and/or window shop. * I'm obsessed with my Xanga, Myspace or Livejournal. * I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. * I'm a pretty good dancer. * I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. * I have a cell phone. * I believe in God. * I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. * I've rejected someone before. * I currently like /love someone. * I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. * I want to have children in the future. * I have changed a diaper before. * I've called the cops on a friend before. * I'm not allergic to anything. * I have a lot to learn. * I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. * I am shy around the opposite sex. * Im online 24/7, even as an away message. * I have at least 5 away messages saved. * I have tried alcohol or drugs before. * I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. * I own the "South Park" movie. * I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. * I enjoy some/a lot of country music. * I would die for my best friends. * I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. * I have used my sexuality to advance my career. * Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. * I have dated a close friend's ex. * I am happy at this moment. * Im obsessed with girls. * Democrat. * Conservative Republican. * I am punk rockish. * I go for older guys/girls, not younger. * I study for tests most of the time. * I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone Ive ever met. * I can work on a car. * I love my job. * I am comfortable with who I am right now. * I have more than just my ears pierced. * I walk barefoot wherever I can. * I have jumped off a bridge. * I love sea turtles. * I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. * I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. * I am proficient on a musical instrument. * I hate office jobs. * I love sci-fi movies. * I went to college out of state. * I am adopted. * I am a pyro. * I have thrown up from crying too much. * I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. * I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time. * I adore bright colors. * I usually like covers better than originals. * I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays. * I can pick up things with my toes. * I can't whistle. * I have ridden/owned a horse. * I still have every journal Ive ever written in. * I talk in my sleep. sometimes * I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. * I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. * I wear a toe ring. * I have a tattoo. * I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. * I am a caffeine junkie. * I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. * If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. * I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is. * I have been to over 15 conventions. * I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. * I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. * I'm an artist. * I am ambidexterous. * I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. * If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. * I have terrible teeth. * I hate my toes. * I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. * I have more friends on the internet than in real life. * I have lived in either three different states or countries * I am extremely flexible. * I love hugs more than kisses. * I want to own my own business. * I smoke. * I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else. * Nobody has ever said I'm normal. * Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tear every now and then. * I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons. * I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. * I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. * I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds. * I have played strip poker with someone else before. * I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. * I believe in ghosts and the paranormal. * I can't stand being alone. * I have at least one obsession at any given time. * I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. * I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. * I'm a judgmental asshole. * I'm a HUGE drama-queen. * I have traveled on more than one continent. * I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. * I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. * I am a Libertarian. * I can speak more than one language. * I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be. * I would rather read than watch TV. * I like reading fact more than fiction. * I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do. * I have no piercings. * I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. * I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried. * I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. * I've been married and am now divorced. * There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. * I like most animals better than most people. * I own a collection of retro games consoles. * I often feel completely out of control of my life. * I take medications for mental or emotional disorders. * I learned HTML just for use in my LiveJournal. * I know American Sign Language. * I'm currently wearing girl's pants * I like the way the rain smells * Sometimes I wish people could read my mind so that I wouldn't have to say something to them. * I tend to pretend my moods a lot * I Say things to make other people happy.
its 843 im actualy here on time so mom can get to class... and she goes to drop me off and goes. oh im not going to class. ill be here at noon
first of all. she knows my class doesnt start till 10 and that i dropped my lit class so im out at 11.
i asked why the fuck she didnt tell me before we left and she went "oh. well you dont talk to me"
F.U.C.K.Y.O.U.
like seriously.
and she told me "I dont think Josh [Bonita] is that good of a friend"
when you say that. it means you dont like the person. and i told her josh doesnt like being around her now cuz she doesnt like him and she flipped saying she likes him. she just doesnt think hes a good friend.
wtf. SAMETHING.
pisses me off. i was in a good mood today till she came downstairs.
she also said that she doesnt like coming to band concerts because i ignore her.
i always talk to dad at band stuff not her because ill say "hey mom how did we do?!?"
-good-
was her reply. or
-it sounded good!-
even if its totally out of tune and we fuck up royally.
but ill ask dad and like last night he said he liked the progression of the bands. and how when it got to us we came out with a bang and let our presence known. (we played in the center ring)
and then the pep band piece sounded like SHIT but it sounded like we were having fun because everyone was blasting and not thinking about balance and he saw nelthropp clap REALLY loud so that we try to stay on beat and it was just a mess.
all that stuff is what i want to hear. not. "good" or "it sounded good"
lol. i want feedback when i talk to people after we play.
after solo ensemble i wanted to listen to jazz to just keep with the playing music feeling and she turned on Default. what the fuck.
i asked how we did and she went (seriously) "it sounded good, but i have nothing to compare it to"
when she had heard us what 4 other times aside from that.
or when we were horribly out of tune at chamber music she said it sounded good but it sounded like we couldnt play it" or some shit like that.
but that was because we had been playing for the past hour. and we had NO chops.
damnit.
oh well.
i need more music on my ipod. seriously!
i think i should probably go. i dont want to write in this for another hour. and if i do. itll be a 'protected' entry.
Friday, March 17 • ALL AGES BAR W/ID Infinite Productions Presents Anti-Flag The Casualties The Unseen Smoke Or Fire The A.K.A.'s
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You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.