Paint Me Pretty

Go on
Fuck me.
You've invaded
The depths of my
Mind,
Consumed my
Every thought,
My very being...
Lived in the most
Personal areas of me.
You've invaded me
Emotionally,
Why not invade me
Physically
As well?
Intoxicate me
With
Your sex
Until I can't breath.
Make me your
Whore
In every sense
Of the
Word.

Go on,
Fuck me.
I can be Your little
Princess
Or Your filthy fucking
Wench
Just let me
Show You
Taste You
Touch You
Be
With
You.

Go on,
Fuck me.
Tease me,
Make me beg You until
I'm screaming for
Release and then
Force
Yourself
On me.
Lay in my lap,
Let me play with You
Until
You fall asleep.
I can care for You,
About You,
In ways no one else can,
If You'd let me.
Make me Yours,
And only Yours,
Eternally.

Go on,
Fuck me.
You are the
Only
One I want,
And the one I
Can't have.
It's killing me,
Getting over the
Emotional rape
I forced
On myself
And yet
I still
Blame
You.
Spurn me again,
Please?
INflict that pain,
That reckoning,
The realization that
I"ll never be good
ENough
For You.
Wrap your words
Around my neck
Like
A Noose
Or
A leash
And make me
Your Dog,
Your filthy little bitch
To use
and Abuse.
I want You,
Too.

Go on,
Fuck me.
Be my first
First,
Or my last
First...
Be my Every
First
That I never
Had
As long as
You know
I
Belong
To You.
I want you to
Let me
Consume You in
Every way
You've consumed
Me.
And More.
Let me
Blow
Your
Mind.
I've got many
Talents to
Unleash on
You.

Go one,
Fuck me.
Torture me
For hours
Locked in
Erotic Bliss
Until I scream
Your name
Over
And
Over
And
Over.
Be my
God, and You could
Let me be
Your Goddess.
I want You
So bad
I can
Taste
You.
I want to be
Blind folded,
Spread eagled,
Against the wall,
Bent over...
However
YOU
Want me.

Go on,
Fuck me.
I'll last longer than
You
Can
Imagine.
Too
Eager to
Please
You.
I am merely
A slave,
In love with
Unrequited
Love.


Go on,
You know you want to.

You all say I'm fickle,
But how can that be
When only one thing
Tears through these
Vein?
If I can't have you,
I want no one.
Oh, Christian Bale,
You slay me!

Hot
Like fire
Burning me from the
Inside
Out.
Charred coal is the
Scab that covers the
Wound inflicted
When I cut myself
Open
For You.
The hardest part of
Acting
Is acting like
I don't
Care
About You.

WhOOOO! For my graduation present my gma's going to pay for me to get pictures taken to start/make my portfolio!! I'm WAY excited.

Also, I stumbled across deadgirlsclub.com and I'm going to send in my headshot/resume for it as well, if they are accepting still....I'm very excited. *stomach gets butterflies*

YAY!

Cut for your Friend's Journals, just want these saved for future references, because i"m bored, and they can be fun.

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FINALLY!

I'm much much much a happier girl now.

My Boyfriend's Background check finally went through and now he has a job!!! after almost a month of him being without and us being flat BROKE, we have MONEY!


Now i only have to wait until he starts getting paid before i can buy stuff!!

*sigh* cruising through Mac_looks I've noticed that i can't find any sort of swatches of things I want from MAC....so I"m thnking I might start my own community similar to Mac_looks. Not sure yet though. I think for now I'll just start my own memories section....

If anyone goes through my memories and gets mad about me adding a picture of them, please tell me and i'll take you off at once :)

First post!!!

Anyway. For reasons I dont really plan on displaying.......I need to dye my hair. again. This saturday i just dyed my hair with a semi permanent hair dye from Hot Topic (not sure what brand) but it was bright red, and i believe it glows under blacklight, if that helps. Anyway, I need to dye it a natural color.....and I got Loreal boxed Medium Golden Brown (its called, but it's a pretty dark brown) in permanent dyes. Anyway, I haven't done it yet.....but I'm wondering if this is a really bad idea, if it will or wont turn out, etc. and i'm wondering if there's any one of you who can help me with an answer...


much appreciated


Brittani