I remember when I was the greatest person on earth, in your eyes.
I remember when you would smile when you caught me watching you.
I remember when I could do no wrong, according to you.
I remember your tiny little voice when you said, "I love you mommy"
I remember when you believed in me, but I let you down.
I remember when you held my hand and said,"It's ok mommy, I know you are doing the best you can."
I remember when I realized that as a child, you were already a greater person than I would ever be.
I remember when I used to smile, and laughter always felt so good.
I remember when I had a idea and hope for tomorrow.
I remember when I believed in fairytales and happily ever afters.
I remember when I hardly ever cried.
I remember when I found wonder in the unknown.
I remember when I was alive inside.
I just don't remember when I became lost, and a stranger to myself.
I remember when...
I took the train back to the city today.
I figured I could get some work done.
It really sucks, leaving home these days,
I'm allot more content there and I can escape.
Half way through the train ride,
which stretched on for 4 hours,
a girl boarded and asked to sit beside me.
I let her. I packed away my stuff.
I'm never that great with people but
I always wanted to have that quality
where you can just talk to people who you
don't know. On top of this this girl seemed
really cool and interesting.
Out of the blue as I gazed out the window into
the pitch black of the autumn evening I heard
a song I knew pumping for the girls headphones.
I looked up in excitement. As the song ended I spoke.
"You got anymore Alkaline Trio?"
Which she replied
"Sure!. I didn't know it was loud enough that you could hear it sorry"
Eventually we got talking about Halloween and different things.
She said she was doing Architecture, she said it was hard, she
told me her town is way better than mine...it probably is.
When we got off the bus she had to get a taxi, that's when
I caught her name, Sarah. I said goodbye and walked to get
the rail home.
I stood in the que to get a ticket when all of a
sudden
"Pist"
Its Sarah!
"Ya, there were no taxi's, I'll have to get the tram too"
So we continued where we left off talking about our crazy
friends, films and Berlin.
We went our separate ways and said goodbye for the second and final time.
Goodbye Alkaline Trio Girl (and thanks for the sweet)
I remember when we were together
and all the highs and lows involved.
The truth is I want to feel it all again.
The magnificent highs,
and the heart-tearing lows...
Life is to easy now,
i want to feel something other than this default emotion...
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I remember when you called me everyday because you wanted to hear my voice. I remember when you called an hour later after a fight to apologize because you didn't want me to go to bed angry. I remember when thinking of you brought me tears of joy and warmth in my heart.
What happened to us?
Oh yeah, I forgot. It's over.
i remember when i could think about you and not be bitter.
when i would stay up all night watching you play twilight princess instead of going home.
when working midnights with you was the best times of my life.
when you talked me out of killing myself.
when i talked you out of giving up.
when we TALKED.
when you LISTENED.
when you loved me.
I remember when we used to laugh all the time
But now all we do is fight.
I remember when we use to spend hours talking
Now all we do is stare.
I remember when you use to love me.
But now I know that you where never there.
I remember when I had direction, now im just lost.
i remember when you promised to teach me how to skateboard.
