hmo

I got back from this movie at 10...and all I gotta say is what a WASTE of money. Call me tasteless, but that movie was so over-the-top ridiculous that I wanted to vomit by the end of it. Two and a half hours of stupidity and car-wank. Dumb. Trying to take a concept that is kind of silly in the first place and treat it 'seriously'...give me a break. Good effects, sure, but overall? This movie stank, and my ass was numb from sitting around through a string of unintelligible action scenes (too much detail on the robots that made their features pretty indistinguishable and difficult to look at). I couldn't walk by the end! And it kept me bored enough to notice my buns tingling through the last hour and a half.... Ugh..... Never again.

I've gotta get around to skinning this damn blog. Nevertheless, I am always caught short of time between school and a "big" art project I'm organizing. That aside, I'm trying hard to cope with health problems I don't have the money to afford being seen about (asthma), and the never-ending weight of impending depression every time I remember that this place .... sucks. Dothan is awful, I have no friends here and there is literally nothing to do. So I stay home. All the time. It's getting a little old, and I don't have the money to take a trip for a little vacation from this rural BS. And even if I did, I certainly don't have the time.

As glad as I'll be to have another four classes out of the way after this semester is over, I can say I am impatient for it to be done with. Four classes in a condensed period of time is way too much for one person to handle and keep their sanity, too. I've read more in the few weeks I've been in class than I have in a whole year I think. Pages upon pages upon pages.... It feels like my head is crammed full, and it's honestly getting harder and harder to sit and absorb it all when I need to.  Alas, I have 5 more weeks of this. And then its fall semester...

The VA works so that I HAVE to have a full load of credits every semester or they won't pay, which I think is total BS, especially in summer. I can say this, since I can take a semester off when I need it, I WON'T be taking summers anymore. I don't have time for a part time job even, if I could actually find one in this godforsaken area.

I think, though possible spring (since fall is too soon to arrange I think), I'll be hopping to a new school for a change of scenery and begin work on my graduate courses. Can't wait to be somewhere more POPULATED, ugh....

Japan is SO weird.