i'm still kickin' (sorta)

i've been sorta clean for a while.  mostly because i'm sorta broke.

livin' in a new pad, got a new (stable) roomie, and i've been off the shit for a while...

however.

a neighbor, who is really cool (family man, ex-military) told me he had some lortabs... when i seemed interested, he also told me he had morphine.

i spent money, which i shouldn't have, on some of the shit today.  lower dose (15mg) morphine for $2 a pill.  i bought 10.  also, 10 lortabs.
he pretty much told me he always has the shit... ooooooh fuck man!  awesome.  next door contact (but i don't wanna hit him up too much, built in restraint system?).

i'm about to do snort  my 4th morphine, and i've eaten a couple lortabs.  prolly gonna take a cold pill with dxm and stuff in it too.

aside from some nausea (which is rare for me, but, i've also been smokin' like a freight train, and i didn't starve myself beforehand like i do sometimes)...
whew.  little sweaty and lightheaded too.

going to watch some tv, and do this 4th pill.


TTYS!