Ever since Eich and I have been living together, it's just one thing after another going wrong. Everything from car accidents and car breakdowns to flesh-eating bacteria. It's like we're doomed or something! Is there anything we can do to turn our absurdly bad luck around, hopefully in a way that will allow us to pay bills and have a functioning car so we can have careers and stuff?
I don't think I have a problem.. other than finding others interested in the same subjects who can relate to me easily. I think a little different, as I'm sure most individuals on here do too. I don't post much to my LJ and if I do it's generally innane tripe. I have a seperate journal I keep for insightful feelings..
I don't want to ramble too much about myself on this post.. just an introduction. I'll offer my two cents if ever I see someone post a problem I can relate too. I'm glad such a creature exists, however nitche it may be.
I'm posting this because I'm looking for answers to a question thats been bothering me for years. I don't know how old I was when it started it just always has been there. I'll dream of something, nothing of any importance just conversations or walking in a room or something and later on it'll happen just small things. The most vivid one was when I was 8 I dreamed of opening a small closet door and getting a book. The thing is about three years later I was in my new room in my house that had been built that year and was doing the exact same thing in the room I dreamed of when I was 8. It's always like that except as I got older I could feel when an event I dreamed was coming on and I got better at guesssing what would happen but I stoped my thoughts because it was frustrating.
There is also the other part of how when I close my eyes and don't concentrate I see random images of things. Just people doing normal things. However, one picture that I see over and over again is a woman with black hair standing in front of a house in a yard that looks earily like mine if there wasn't a bunch of houses there. She just stands there with the house behind her and the fenced in yard. Then there's a little girl with black hair and a bow standing near a road where the fence ends and shatered pieces of glass. I tend to stop myself from picturing this stuff and try to block it out because whenever I get like that I feel the presence of an old lady standing in front of me that I've felt since I was five and moved in to the house. She doesn't scare me she just kinda freaks me out.
I just want some perspective of this because after 19 years well i'm assuming that since i'm 19 now of this and not figuring it out I just want to know weather I'm crazy or not.
My name's Jess, I'm 20, I living in Tampa, Florida, and I've been practicing tk for two and half years (not on and off).
My first experience with tk was the first time I tried to mess with the needle of a really cheap compass that was on a plastic ring. It twitched about a quarter of the way around, which wasn't major, but it's a big deal your first time. Enough to convince me to go further with this. I had my first tiny bit of success (after this) six days after I started practicing. I didn't even know what a psiwheel was back then, so I was using a toothpick floating in a large bowl of water. I would push it where I wanted it to go along the surface. To this day, that remains my favorite exercise. I actually found the psiwheel harder. By now I've successfully performed many of the basic exercises that have been suggested to me or that I've thought of myself. One of my New Years Resolutions is to "step it up" and start sliding (rather than rolling) objects on a solid surface. Along the way, although I'd never been into telepathy or clairvoyance or anything like that, I gave it a whirl anyway, just for fun. I played guess the fruit, guess the card, guess the color/shape, guess the number, whatever, all the while "guessing" with eerie acuracy. I also took that rhine card test a few times, and did my senior year psychology project on parapsychology.
And a note to all of you who are getting discouraged about how "slowly" you think you're progressing: I didn't have complete control over the psiwheel until I'd been practicing for 1 YEAR, 2 MONTHS, AND 21 DAYS, and I still have relapses, from time to time.
Not to say that you'll be as slow as me, I'm just trying to keep things in perspective for you. If tk was easy, everybody would be doing it. Some people get all depressed when they can't levitate books after six months.
I'll be posting more as time goes on. All this is just to say hi. :-)
Need advise, then join advise4all and i bet u will get some.
its a new lj all about advise or if u just need someone to talk to. it will help you with all sorts of problems, sex, family, love, death, birth, disorders......and tons more. plez promote this
However, people do run across problems of a very different kind on rare occassions and don't know where to go for help. The hope is that this is a community where people with difficult supernatural issues can go for help.
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