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Helly/Louis❤️

@hellypoison

23yo | pan | she/it/they/he | artist & text-rplayer | eng is not my first language so be patient || CHECK PINNED PLS ⬜🟥⬜
Welcome to our blog✨❤️

||We're a system that draws unbelievable amount of MCYT fanart ||

This blog is mostly SFW, but still can contain some slightly suggestive matirials, depictions of violence and so on. Be aware.

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|| MCYT media we enjoy_ed || aka we probably drew some fanart for those

Vampires smp Pantheon smp • The Flight smp • Bannerfall smp Footage from an afterlife • SFAWTDE • Whitepine • (to be continued) (big POW fans as you can see)

|| Tag list ||

You see, we don't use any special fandoms/characters tags. You can always find our stuff using normal tags like #vsmp for Vampires fanart and other content. Still...

#my art • what it says
#helly talks • longreads, walls of text, everything like that
#helly answers • short answers on things ppl sending me in the ask box
#nothing burger post or #personal • occasional vent posts or just something that I don't know how else to label, or general personal stuff, like how my day went and other things like that.
#(Louis) can also be paired with #talks or #answers now, this is a special one. Im discovering my plurality only now and I need space to talk about it, reflect on my experience, share my thoughts, see what works for me and what doesn't, etc. If any of my posts are tagged as (Louis) pls call me Louis in the comment section, not Helly! Also, use he/they/it pronouns, not she.
BTW I'm AU Louis, not canon, so don't be surprised If I behave differently from what you'd expect. also. Scott Goldsmith here's too, and he's canon-compilnt more or so, but never fronting, so he doesn't have his own tag. for now, at least.
#(Bad Dog) • another alter, this time vampires vs humans event v!Pyro. !NOT CANON! He's much older and self-confident, kinda sassy. Also behaves like a feral dog half of the time. Would love to get a bone thrown at him (use our askbox for it).
*If post not tagged as (Louis) or (Bad Dog) it means Helly made it.

|| Art boundaries ||

• do not use anything for commercial purposes.
• don't feed anything to AI.
• pfp/banners/edits/voiceovers OKEY with credit.

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Fell free to ask me anything anytime or dm! I won't bite :³

SONA REF UNDER THE CUT!! + LOUIS + SCOTT REFS

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behold! the champion of pan! 🍳

i love the new cleo design so much its insane everyone say THANK YOU HOFFEN!!!!

Okay, one more memory I didn't have time to write down earlier.

There's a graveyard near our castle, quite a large one. We don't bury humans there... at least not regular ones, not those who we kill for food.

It's for everyone in the coven who's lost someone. From old age or another... more violent reason. Vampires can make symbolic graves, even without bodies or ashes buried underground. The very fact that a grave exists is far more important.

I remember bringing a black rose to one of the graves. I sit cross-legged in front of it and lay the flower next to the headstone. I'm not sure who it belongs to?.. Maybe I'll understand a little later. I thought about my parents, but I don't think I'd actually make a grave for them. I don't feel any connection to my family. So it's someone else. Maybe not even someone who was important to me, but someone important to another vampire who close to me in the coven. I want to share their grief, because it makes the burden lighter.

I also remember seeing other vampires spend time in the cemetery. Pearl and sire, and Owen... many of them. Sometimes I'd peek, sometimes I'd leave immediately. Though I've never bothered anyone... we all seem to understand that this is not a place for jokes, or fights, or casual conversations.

A small memory of me standing on the roof of a castle.

I'm looking at the moon, it's very small in the sky, but it has a beautiful multicolored halo around it. My hair is blowing freely in the wind.

Some time ago sire braided it neatly for me, but I let it down because... I guess I just like it better this way? But sire thinks that looks always important. So I let him braid and brush my hair. And Owen, and Shelby, and Avid... and basically anyone who wants. Okay. Maybe I also secretly enjoy having my hair played with. It's not that weird, right? AHHH. I slipped from my original thought.

But anyway, the memory was short. Just me on the roof of the castle, the moon and my hair being tousled by the wind.

I miss posting elderfangs content so much guys. I'm just stuck on drawing their first kiss comic and I feel like it's been forever since I started. HOPE though you gonna care about it when I post.

I love them so much, they mean whole world to me. Sight. I can't even put it into word. Omfg.

i wanted to talk about this on stream first since doing just another post felt really impersonal. you can find more details in the stream VOD, but the music royalties have caught up and started to take a dip now as a result of what happened back in June. we also are coming up on exhausting all of the donations that were made. while we are actively working on more sustainable methods of income (like our Patreon and our own music), the past month has been a bit of a dry period.

to level for a second, what happened has affected my mental health a lot more than i expected, which is saying something as i expected it to be a lot. it's been hard to get on stream a lot of days if i'm not doing it with friends. i haven't been able to pick up my guitar more than two or three times in the past 2 months, and my motivation to make music is a mess because of how much i miss the process i had for the past two years. i severely sidelined my own work because i loved what we were doing with those albums so much. now, i feel like i'm trying to figure out how to do everything alone again.

it's why i knew August was gonna be especially rough, because i knew it was the month i had nothing happening. it's almost funny looking at it stand between July and September where i have almost too much going on. and that's the silver lining, is that i know September is gonna reinvigorate me, and hopefully the attention towards our own music in the past two months will catch us up financially by then too. for now though - and i really fucking hate saying this again - we could use a little bit of help getting there.

like i said, i already talked about this on stream, and in just that stream we already made it to nearly 70% of the donation goal to get rent paid. i have other work lined up for necessities and utilities, so i will be fine there. i really would not be asking again if i didn't need to. i don't care to live beyond my means, i just want to survive and get back into the groove of making cool stuff. so if you like the stuff we make and want to see us keep making it, please consider helping us out. it would genuinely mean the world.

Abolish, Abolish, what does this mean, I scream. He turns and walks away without looking back. What does this mean, I continue screaming.

I try to follow him, but his aura is too strong, I can't mooove. AHHHHHH. ABOLISH, STOP, I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU YET!!!

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So you know that fanon [1] thing where vampires can only sleep or rest if they're getting treated like the dead, be it in a coffin or tomb, or simply under a burial shroud?

Consider: Because intentional turning is something positive for vampires, and one that functions more as a rebirth and a welcoming into an inner circle or a community, it's common to make richly decorated coffins or richly embroidered burial shrouds for the new vampire to use in their turning sleep and thereafter when they need to rest.

It's celebratory, and a symbol of belonging and investment in the new fledgling. Something like a bridal gift, something like a baby blanket.

Louis embroiders Owen's with little vignettes of important points in their relationship: their meeting over the mill, the first time Owen came back (ostensibly to discuss it further), the first time Owen came back without the mill as an excuse. Meetings in the woods, particular trees under moonlight.

And finally, the day Louis asked Owen if he wanted to turn.

  1. I'm guessing derived either from Dracula's condition of needing his grave's soil in his coffin, or the folklore that inspired that
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you'd think she'd get it after the first one

their whole interaction had me giggling i love them so much