I love Emma Catherine Hayman. A lot. She is uber cool. And secluded and seductive. Haha JAY KAY! But I still love her. She is my Asian/Bohemian Hero. She taught me how to speak German. And I introduced her into a world of love and shakespearian poems. I promise.
smile its emmmma: ok this morning i like woke up wanting to ball my eyes out because i realize that play week is quickly approaching and it will soon be over but i remembered mr a said save the drama 4 yo mama but i couldn't help thinking about how secluded and seductive you are.
Emma, I love you FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!! AND I DONT CARE WHAT MR. A. SAYS!!! ON SATURDAY I'M GONNA BALL MY EYES OUT ALL DAY LONG WHENEVER I SEE YOUR BEAUTIFULLY HAIRY FACE.
dreaminxincolor: and no matter what the Asian doctor tells me.. none of his ancient remedies heal me of this curse
i haven't written here in a while... not that there's not anything to say.. it's just cuz no one really reads it. well i guess i want to write in here just for me then.
let's see last wednesday me, my dad heather, amber, mabry, sarah, eric, and tina all went up to newport beach to the temple opening. we were all dressed up in skirts and everything so we kind of looked like we were actually mormons... not christian's going "undercover" to talk to mormons. but we got there and toured the temple... it's amazing how little they showed us... we only saw about 5 rooms. we went into this one room which was called the celestial room... but it was weird.. it was nothing like i know heaven will be like... it felt like i couldn't talk or laugh or say anything or touch anything. God wouldn't make something like that be the heaven where we will spend all of eternity with Him. i feel sorry for mormons sometimes... there are so close but so far.
this world is such a crazy place. so much messiness. in the mormon temple yesterday there was a room with a pretty picture painted all around on the four walls. the man said, "this room shows what the world looks like today." i wondered how that could be...what about the messinness that overcomes this world, that sometiems even overpowers it? the sin... the hatered, the murders, the sickness, everything that blocks out God. because if the world was really like that room, then we would all have a clear picture of God. as clear as the paintings on the wall. but thats not how it is. in any way shape or form. how can people see that room as the world? how can they compare it at all??? HE is the real beauty in this world... HE is what makes the ugly stuff disappear and shows a clear image of everything. as long as your willing to see
hey so, i haven't written here in a while, i don't use it too much or look at it (like anyone else even cares). actually heather will most likely be the only one to look at it... that's how lame i am. but yes it's summer and i've had a really good one so far. we went up to brentwood for a day to visit the bennetts. that was fun, then we went to santa cruz and went to the beach then to my cousin cambria's wedding then to the beach with delena and then onto the boardwalk with her and her mom. that was over a time of a week though, not scrunched together. so ya then we went to monterey which is the flipping prettiest place in the world, i love it. but we went to the beach there and it was perfect bright blue waves but freezing cold. so instead of going into it we built a sand crab zoo with hannah evelyn and eric (the steven kids). that was the funnest part of the whole trip i think (besides hanging with delena and the bennetts). actually, the funnest parts of our vacation was with people that weren't related to us at all, even though our relatives were the main reason we were up there. strange how things like that happen. but ya we got back like a week ago or something like that and since then i've gone to the beach (where i didn't do anything really. it was red tide so it was yucky during the day but at night the waves glowed and so did the sand. that was a "kiss from God" as heather puts it. we were giggling the whole time and dancing in the waves/sand. it was awesome. it's cool how God can take something that looks ucky, just put it in the right light, and make it look beautiful... that's my favorite. o ya and another kiss from God was on wednesday. i went to makena's birthday party with andrea and cat and her and we all went out on a boat that her family rented. it was sooo fun, first we went around the bay in her innertube thing then we went out in the ocean (those were huge waves i swear i got like 20 inches of air lol). so we were out there for about a half an hour, all four of us just sitting at the very front of the boat looking out at the waves when right underneath our feet that were dangling over the sides, a dolphin jumps out of the water. it was the prettiest thing. those dolphins were rad. they weren't even afraid of us and swam underneath and all around our boat. we were out there with them for about an hour and andrea and i were both giggling and going crazy the whole time. i loved it, it was the best birthday party ever.
that's what the little mexican lady said on fear factor that one time, so now if i say excited, it's escited.
but i'm excited cuz my big sissy heather is goin to the prom on saturday... and that's not the biggest thing... she got her nails done and her hair and eyebrows done... but no... that's not the biggest thing either!!! mhauh haha. she's going to the prom with matthew
hey hey, i'm gonna write in this since heather went through all of that trouble just to make this for me, and i like making her feel needed. so, here goes nothing. i'm bored right now. oooh i can smell cookies. smells like chocolate chip too!!!! yummm....
