Speechless, Prologue-2/3

Title: Speechless
Pairing: Joick
Book: Prologue
Part: 2/3
Warning(s): Incest, slash, abuse, alcohol abuse, swearing, e.g.

A/N: This is my worst chapter, I must admit, but some people had me in a haste, so I did what I could to get some plot going somewhat. I promise new chapters will be way better plotted and formatted than this one. Please, your ideas and comments are more than welcome :X , so I can find out how to improve.

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So Happy I Could Die

In apology to those who wanted to read the 2nd part of Speechless that I didn't get to finish. I've been banned from Internet, so I couldn't finish it. But I finished this for you guys. Love you <3. Listen to Lady GaGas song So Happy I Could Die to get this. It's a where I got the idea. Sorry I didn't make it more erroric; I was lost. :(

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    Lady GaGa - Alejandro

Us Against The World [POEM]

And if I and can't see your face,
Because the sun won't shine.
Will you still be mine?

What keeps us together?
What can break us apart?
And why are we weak,
Deep down in our hearts?

Why do we live?
Why do we love?
Is it just to laugh,
Or does push come to shove?

Do we ever have enough?
Do we ever know why?
Can we really blame it on fate,
And look up to the sky?

If we call it love,
Maybe even call it fate.
Then isn't that enough,
Can we have a clean slate?

The sun won't shine,
But your still mine.
We'll go to war,
Because it's Us Against The World.

Oneshot - Sex and Sin

Sex and Sin
Pairing: Joe/Nick
Word Count: 1,516
Rating: R
Warnings: Sex, incest, homosexual blah blah.

I got it done as I said I would. So, this is my first really really sexual fic. If I get enough positive feedback, I may continue writing stuff like this... But I don't want to write anything nobody likes, so yeah.

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Haha! Hope you like it. My first really wild fic, got it done in like 45 mins, so, erm, yeah.

Nick Jonas BITCH!

Nick Jonas AND THE MOther fucking Administration ROCK! I'm so sorry, but I just couldn't wait, I needed it. But I promise, that once it comes out here in the U.S, I will buy it, kk?

http://twitpic.com/zbpkl
http://twitpic.com/zbphr
http://twitpic.com/zbpd6

I just loved this, the entire album rocks and all. So what I've been inspired to do is write two fics tonight, one called "Sex and Sin" and the other called "Who I Am"

I'll have them up by tomorrow? Well, I just wanted to let you guys know. Don't think I'm a cheap whore because I didn't actually buy it, but I promise I will buy it once it comes out. I'm just a very impatient cheap whore. HaHa!

Speechless, Part 1.2

Title: Speechless
Part: 1.2
Warning: Sex, and mild swearing. Abuse, yadda yadda yadda.

Another part will be up later. EDIT: I fixed typos in this part too.


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Well, watcha say? xD! Excuse typos, typing from iTouch. Feedback is loved. Part four, Nick gets raped and three, feelings come out. I have a lot planned, so bleh.

Part 1 is on my journal, so visit it.

[PROMPT] Speechless

Something I'm working on for now. I'm experiencing a bit of a writers block, so I'm not sure what to do. Just something that was on my mind. Nick being abused by a bastard of a boyfriend, Joe loving him unconditionally, trying to be saved, yaddah-yaddah-yaddah. But yeah, I'll work on it all week, just for you guys (: (or maybe just for me xD)

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Something I'm working on for now. I'm experiencing a bit of a writers block, so I'm not sure what to do. Just something that was on my mind. Nick being abused by a bastard of a boyfriend, Joe loving him unconditionally, trying to be saved, yaddah-yaddah-yaddah. But yeah, I'll work on it all week, just for you guys (: (or maybe just for me xD)

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Love was irrational. Nick knew that, and Nick never wanted to love. Never wanted to hurt. Nick just wanted to be. The rest of the emotions could be thrown out the window, 'cause even though all Nick knew nowadays was pain, and hurt, and purple spots on his body, Nick didn't want anything else. He was addicted to the pain, the pain that kept his mind off other things, the pain that kept him more than occupied. Nick didn't care anymore, he felt like he was done, more than that. Nick never wanted to love, because he never wanted to hurt that way anymore, the only pain he thought he needed was the physical pain inflicted upon him almost everyday and any day. That pain? Those marks? Where just more secrets he bore to himself, secrets he meant to share with somebody some day, possibly somebody who cares about him more than life itself, but secrets that if he didn't share, he'd take to the grave. And to the grave was where he was headed.
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Just a quick prompt/prologue, whatever. 175 words, PG?
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Bad Romance - Prompt?

I wont be back on a computer for a while, but let your imaginations wander, leave me comments and feedback, and you never know... you just might find one of your suggestions implemented into this. I plan to make this fic VERY fucking long, so feed me something, and it'll help me structure this. What'cha say? xD! BTW, as impossible as it sounds, I plan something along the lines of 80,000 words... lol. (SERIOUSLY!)

Title: Bad Romance
Chapter: 1 - Je Veux (I Want [In French])
Rating: PG to PG-13 for the first bit?
Word Count: 1646
Summary: Joe loves Nick, Nick loves Joe. That's just the way things are. Joe's come to to realize his feelings for Nick even more, even though he's always know, but he needs to know Nick feels the same way... but he doesn't want to fuck things up. So Joe does some things to try and pull Nick towards his... orbit? As odd as Joe is, Nick always finds comfort, but soon, this turns out to be a Bad Romance, with Mr. President and his need for control, and Joe and his oddities.
Disclaimer: Never happened..

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Well, if you want it to come out good and finished the way you'd like it, than give me something to work with here!

Edits, and More?

Oh god, it's sad I never re-read some of the chapters until now. Most of it was embarrassing and a bit retarded. Today, I'm editing some, and adding some. I'll upload it all later, as well: I will be changing a few chapter names, including "My Game".

I really want to finish this eBook, but there are always complications as well. Everything needs to be sorted, and it's just a lot of work. I've been reading a lot of JB Fan Fictions, and some new inspirations for chapters and other stuff have aroused. So lets see where all this leads me, stay updated?

:D

EDIT: The "My Game" chapter has been edited a bit, this is not the full release of the chapter, just so you all know. (http://hausofleo.livejournal.com/5…)