The new Pretear

So much to say...

I'm going to be an Aunt. ^^ Leslie is pregnant. All I gotta say is they move fast.

Travis was released from jail under house arrest so he's living with us now. Once again my privacy is gone. x_o

Why do exes have to be such...assholes? Why promise you they'll still be your friend if they only break it when you start dating someone new? Not only that, they turn around and start blaming you for the relationship failing. Mmk...I may have made mistakes but I wasn't the cause for the relationship failing. I tried, I really did but broken promises get old after awhile and I just have to call it quits. Guess there's nothing I can do about it...Chris, Adam, Josh...they're all the same. Rather pass the blame then accept part of it. That's fine. If it makes them feel better then more power to them. I really don't care anymore.

That trip to Atlanta is sounding really good right now. Will be nice to get away from all this bullshit online. And that's all it is. Meaningless bullshit. I have no tears to shed over it anymore nor any anger towards it. Just brush it aside and move on. Which is exactly what I'm doing. Whether they believe it or not, I've only wanted the best for them. I still do. I've said my peace. I'm done.

Kitaaaa!

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Forgot this. We found my missing brother. He's living in Louisville now, was just released from jail. So...Yay! Relief. ^^

I love this quote.

"In the end, if someone's willing to stay with you, even without words - just stay with you - you can be happy. Even if you lose everything...If you look at all that's stopped around you, there will surely be someone looking your way. Don't be sad...Don't despair...Don't forget...You're not alone."

Mm...that made me feel better. Whether I was wrong in my last lj post or not doesn't matter. I said my peace. The hate mail can continue. It's just empty words. I can look around me and see the ones who truly care about me still with me. I won't shed another tear. I will keep my head high and smile at the unknown future. I will live my life the best that I can. It may not always be right but I can just dust myself off and move on. I've tried to forget many things. Yet I'm starting to realize I should cherish all memories. The good and the bad. I can become a stronger and better person with them.

So, in closing...Thank you to everyone. Family, friends from the past and present. Even my exes. I know I have not been an easy person to get along with. I am sorry for that. Hate me if you must. Insult me if it will make you feel better. Do what you will. I'm walking a new path now, one that makes me happy and peaceful. I hope that you all can find yours. I love you all.

Ja ne.

I am going back to Friend's Only. I have also cleaned out my friend's list. If you were removed then...well...It was probably because we don't talk anymore. For those who were removed, I wish you the best. Thank you and good-bye.

Ja ne.

I love you, Tom. (I really wish you were on right now...)

Forgot to post this in my last post. I also redid my profile picture in my info.
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Braveheart{Satan}: :Rune would have way too much fun with this av if we were sharing.
Phoenix (Original Sin): lol no doubt
Braveheart{Satan}: Lol.
Braveheart{Satan}: Arwen maybe.
Braveheart{Satan}: Not gonna push it that far though..Lol.
Phoenix (Original Sin): lol
Braveheart{Satan}: You I know would do it..Haha.
Phoenix (Original Sin): lol yeah
Braveheart{Satan}: :Now it's in the right spot.
Phoenix (Original Sin): that sounds so wrong...
Braveheart{Satan}: What?
Phoenix (Original Sin): "Now it's in the right spot"
Braveheart{Satan}: LOL
Braveheart{Satan}: Sick mind sis.
Braveheart{Satan}: Very sick mind.
Phoenix (Original Sin): lmao you know it
Braveheart{Satan}: Lmao.
Braveheart{Satan}: I sure do.
Phoenix (Original Sin): i gotta post that lol
Braveheart{Satan}: Lol.
Braveheart{Satan}: Go right ahead.

This is too funny. Watch out when me n my bro get together!! Btw, Sexy Kitten is me. :) Another classic palace moment.

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I swear I've got the weirdest online family. lol

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Listen up all you lovely people!! At the final countdown. ^^ I have two days left...*nervous giggle* Now, on the occasions I don't have time to post in lj I would still like to keep in touch with all those interested so...with that having been said. If anyone is interested then please reply to this post with your e-mail address so I can save them to my address book. :)

I'm such a dork. ^^ What a sis will do for her bro. lol

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