HELL
I thought I experienced hell before. Turns out that wasn't the worst.
My only treasure is my hard drive. During summer I became active and all that but of course, I had to keep my grades up so I took a break from June until now. I thought it was okay. I HAVE THE BEST VIDEOS IN THIS WORLD RIGHT IN MY HARD DRIVE, I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT and then boom. gone all the happiness.
My hard drive didn't work anymore. It can't be scanned no matter what and now I'm starting to really miss the fandom so I decided to check my lj and try to search for the comms but only two things happened. It's either I've been removed or the comm was purged. WHY CAN'T THE PEOPLE FOLLOW THE RULES SERIOUSLY :( I REALLY DON'T WANT TO BLAME BUT I GUESS A LOT OF FANS ARE SUFFERING SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, FOLLOW THE RULES.
Is it that difficult to say thank you for everything you take? To become a simple fan that doesn't need to share or use without permission the videos you're taking? I've been doing that for three years AND NO IT IS NOT DIFFICULT. Arashi and most of the idols I support have been saving me from all the problems and depression. From all the pressure around me. I endured life without their music and videos for four months and now I'm at my limit. I thought I would have a home to get back to, and of course, I was wrong. Just when my life is at a very difficult point, the music, videos and people that used to bring me back up are now gone.
I'm blogging this not entirely to blame others for my misery. I'm not selfish. I just want to remind people that even little things might keep someone in the other side of the world happy. Just mere respect can actually save someone from difficulties. I hope all of you will take this into consideration :(
My only treasure is my hard drive. During summer I became active and all that but of course, I had to keep my grades up so I took a break from June until now. I thought it was okay. I HAVE THE BEST VIDEOS IN THIS WORLD RIGHT IN MY HARD DRIVE, I HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT and then boom. gone all the happiness.
My hard drive didn't work anymore. It can't be scanned no matter what and now I'm starting to really miss the fandom so I decided to check my lj and try to search for the comms but only two things happened. It's either I've been removed or the comm was purged. WHY CAN'T THE PEOPLE FOLLOW THE RULES SERIOUSLY :( I REALLY DON'T WANT TO BLAME BUT I GUESS A LOT OF FANS ARE SUFFERING SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, FOLLOW THE RULES.
Is it that difficult to say thank you for everything you take? To become a simple fan that doesn't need to share or use without permission the videos you're taking? I've been doing that for three years AND NO IT IS NOT DIFFICULT. Arashi and most of the idols I support have been saving me from all the problems and depression. From all the pressure around me. I endured life without their music and videos for four months and now I'm at my limit. I thought I would have a home to get back to, and of course, I was wrong. Just when my life is at a very difficult point, the music, videos and people that used to bring me back up are now gone.
I'm blogging this not entirely to blame others for my misery. I'm not selfish. I just want to remind people that even little things might keep someone in the other side of the world happy. Just mere respect can actually save someone from difficulties. I hope all of you will take this into consideration :(





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