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a poem I wrote after listening to cigarette smoke for the first time today…

I feel it in my bones
Feel it right down to my toes
The worst mistake I ever made
Let me tell you all my woes

I feel it deep inside
These feelings I can’t hide
You thieved so much of my time
Then all I did was cry

I thought this wound was closed
The memories got old
I suffered and I pined
But there was nothing to find

I thought that I could help
But I can’t fix someone else
I could not change your mind
And you ruined my life

So I shut off my heart
I kept it in a box/jar
But now I think it’s time
To bring it back, restart

See loving is an art
And you didn’t play your part
You’re not meant to love alone
Now your name won’t pop up on my phone
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will always be chronically ill over jesse saying “get them young and they’re yours forever” to the man who got him when he was young and ruined him for the rest of his life

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Walter white (Jesse died in season 1 when he was supposed to au) meets canon end of season 5 jesse pinkman

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when im at the sacrificial lamb competition and these guys r there

I cant believe walter white rolls worst blunt ever asked to leave jesses house is like a real thing that happened in the show

Your love is killing me.

2.02 Grilled / The Last Temptation of Christ / 2.11 Mandala / 2.13 ABQ / Wishbone / 3.07 One Minute / 3.10 The Fly / J'ai tué ma mère / 4.10 Salud / Your Love Is Killing Me / 5.09 Blood Money / 5.11 Confessions / The Last Days of Judas Iscariot / 5.12 Rabid Dog / 5.13 To'hajiilee

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walt forgetting that jesse graduated from high school in "el camino" when he's just blindly lecturing him as to what he should do with his life is such a good detail because it shows that for all the time that walt and jesse have spent together and will continue to spend, walt never takes a genuine interest in jesse's life unless there's an aspect of it he can exploit or weaponize. he doesnt see the people in his life as humans who have a relationship with jesse. when combo dies, walt exclusively refers to him as an "employee" or a "dealer", not acknowledging that combo was above all one of jesse's friends. he continually refers to jane as his "stripper girlfriend" despite knowing Nothing about her, let alone her profession: walt's impression of jesse is that he doesnt have the capacity for a deep, meaningful relationship and especially not with someone who has a career or life that walt views as worthy ("stripper" being the lowliest profession a person could have in walt's eyes). walt doesnt bother to learn much about andrea, but he learns enough about brock to carry out his poisoning plan. walt learns more about jesse and his opinion of him does change, but at the end of the day, walt's view of jesse begins and ends with His Own Reading: jesse's richer inner-world and life outside of the "business" are negligible, unimportant. jesse exists only as walt sees him, unbeholden to his past or his feelings. jesse is unmotivated, lacking discipline, poorly educated: of course he never graduated from high school. high school jesse began and ended in walt's chemistry class and didnt exist to walt again until he fell from that window.