Anonymous asked:
Hey, feel free to ignore this if it's too personal/I'm just remembering wrong. Did you previously take hormones and then decide to stop? If so, I'm curious about what that choice felt like.
nope ive never taken hormones!! you’re not the first person to ask me this, i seem to have more masc features naturally (thx to PCOS). i did, however, want to take T for the longest time - but then i realized that i wanted to take it for the wrong reasons: i wanted to conform to what society thinks a trans man/transmasc should look like. it also stemmed from a deep, deep hatred of myself that wouldn’t have been solved w hormones.
ive done a lot of work to love myself. i found out that i like my body for the most part; i still do truly want top surgery but in the meantime, im comfortable with being neutral. my body is a good body and it serves a purpose.
i hope you find yourself. i hope you love yourself. you are the only one who will be there for you in the end never forget that ❤️