Voices Soft as Thunder

Okay ... I hate to do this, but ...

My computer is fucked up. Severely. Yes, there are ways in which I can still update for Mika, but the fact is, it's a heck of a lot of work, and I just can't find the drive to do it anymore. My interest in Gravitation has all but vanished, I have other RPs that I can actually find the motivation to work with, and whenever I really DO feel like getting into the game, I try really hard for a week or so, no one else is playing.

Not to mention, I feel some animosity towards me for partially being at fault for the death of the RP the first time. Awfully sorry I was having an emotional breakdown and couldn't be bothered to regurlarly pretend to be someone else.

Basically, the only reason for me to stay now would be because I feel guilty and responsable, I was one of the 'founders' and because I'm close friends with some of the members. I'd like to say I still enjoy it, but I don't. But I really shouldn't feel guilty, all the other 'founders' have left, and I shouldn't always be so worked up about letting people down.

Maybe I would find the effort if I could actually USE Mika's LJ most of the time without going through a runaround that really isn't worth my time, but that isn't the case. :/

So ... I'm throwing in the towel. Call me names, pelt me with small rocks, and whatever else. Sorry.

What? What's going on? Was Bad Luck's new album released? And if so, title anyone?

Can someone please update me.
Bad Luck soooooooo needs to regroup.

*Hitomi, pissed that once she has the time to update she hasn't a clue about what*

Okay you guys! It's me, Wanda aka sohma aka bl_shuichi and this singing_ryuichi is the journal for the new Ryu. So friend him, or Ryu will be very sad!! T_T ^___^

Well, due to inactivity our former Ryuichi has now lost his role, so it is available for anyone who cares to audition for it.

Until then, I really get to control all of Grasper, mwahahaha!





The Cleric 007

Add me! I'm Yuuji :D

The status:

I really do want to keep playing Mika, but for some reason, my energy for it comes and goes. It doesn't help that my computer is busted and TRUELY HATES Mika's journal, it usually takes about 20 tries to log in as her or post a comment by her, and it is KILLING me deeply.

About this ... I don't know. Do you think the best thing would be to A) Resign, and possibly reapply when this thing works, B) Make some plot twist where Mika has to go MIA for an extended point of time ... like ... get hit by a car and go into a coma or something, or, C) Something else.

I am extremely sorry about this ... :/

Just so that people know, I'd like to say:

I'm not going to start either of the Mika-centric plotlines (pregnancy, badgering Ayaka-chan) until after all this nice Christmas stuff is over. The reasoning being, she has enough to talk about right now, and it would all be plain overkill.

I`m posting this here and spamming your friend's lists because I have no messengers or anything and can't contact you all any other way :p

I would ask in person, but my computer is really messed up and can`t use any IM programs ... so ...

CDG, Cler, would you mind at all if I got the same thing for Tatsuha`s birthday as Eiri? I'll go through Noriko to get the autograph instead of Tohma, so no worries about that conflict. I think it could be amusing ... but if neither of you like it, CDG in particular, Mika can just think of something else to get for him. ^_^

(Darn, I wish Paintshop worked right now so I could replace these hideous, old icons -_-)

Ok, so just to let you all know, I'm going to be not so easily available over AIM for the next 2-3 weeks, since I'll be home on my parents slow computer which doesn't have AIM. If you need to get a hold of me, MSN or email is the way to go, both using thecleric007@hotmail.com

The activity rules during the holidays will not be a strict, though I would like everyone to keep things going, especially for Tatsuha's birthday party.



The Cleric 007

Ok, just a quick update on the current situation. I haven't received any applications as of yet for either Yuki or Shuichi. I do know of one friend of mine who might try out for Shu, and Mel from the Gravity boards has told me she's interested in Yuki. So things are looking good.

We really can't start doing anything until we have these two roles filled, which is why activity has been rather non-existant.

Please remember to comment in the friends only posts with your contact info (even people whose info I have myself should post something, to make sure I get it all right) and to make suggestions for other characters/plots if you have any.




The Cleric 007