pain

omg so much pain it's not even funny. I can't even walk from my recliner in the living room to the kitchen without gasping for air. so much shaking and tremors with my hands it takes me forever to type anything anymore. it just took me 6 times to type the word "hands" there and that was on my computer keyboard, not my phone. couldn't sleep last night, no comfortable position where I could still breathe. I can't stay awake for about 80% of the day. and here's the creepy part.. I can hear like water sloshing around inside my lungs like when you have ice water in a cooler or something. I think my COPD is starting to rage, it feels like my body is starting to give out. *sigh* I need a miracle.