amalia tammy noa

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So as you guys probably notice, I made my journal friends only. Im too lazy to lock all of my previous entries so those are out for everyone to see, plus this one will be my last public entry... how exciting!
you know you love me,
mali!
amalia tammy noa

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For some reason I've been avoiding writing an entry but I really don't know why. Friday my camp friends came in from LA and stayed at my house for tammy and rimos bm. we had sooo much fun and we bonded so much and on friday night after like everyone went to sleep me and michelle were still up talking. i love those girls so much. (those girls being Michelle, Galya, Ariela, Tali, Allie, and Amanda) Tamar got pnemonia yada yada yada old news.... and to make it quick they were really awesome. Then Saturday night dinner party at the Cartuns, lots of fun except TALI AND MICHELLE WERE PLAYING THE DAMN PIANO AND WOULDNT SHUTUP lol it was hillarious. i got to see my robin!!! yay! and then we went downtown sunday and saw some VERY HOTT PEOPLE (aka major ashtons! lol!!) and then sunday night was the party and we partied away until they had to leave which was sooooooooooooo sad i was bawling for soooo long! but then finally i was able to have fun and i juss went wild haha lol. yeah but i miss them so much!!! I LOVE YOU GIRLS! yeah i miss them, hoefully ill be able to visit in a few weeks! yup! anyways yeah....
you know you love me,
mali!
p.s. jewish holidays should be killed. i hate them. (besides the no school part, that can stay)
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amalia tammy noa

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oh shit.

last night i was feeling dizzy and was uncontrollably crying.... no i don't want to talk about it.

I feel like im in sauna.

that's why there was no school for amalia.

i wanna visit taylor again... i saw her for like 2 hours yesterday, but that's not enough... yipee taylor and anna r friends.
excuse me while i go FREEZE myself.

i wanna live in the hospital.
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amalia tammy noa

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Wow today was really really hard. Well spending 600 of my parents dollars was easy but the second half was hard. first i went shopping and got a lot of clothes.

I hate hospitals. No one is happy they are just icky. First I went to visit my friend Taylor, who is having heart problems and it was scary but she looked really good and she was happy. i got her a bracelet a macys :-D and i got her a makeup thing that ill give her in a few days. i was scared that she would look all scary and sick but she looked beautiful but then i ran into my sisters friend (whos little sister, anna, was one of my really good friends a few years ago) and she said she was visiting her sister and so becky (my sister) was like oh ill visit anna while you visit taylor. When I left taylors room my mom went into annas room to get becky and asked if i wanted come. When we ran into beckys friend i wanted to ask what was wrong with anna but i didnt want to be rude. Becky told me and when she did I wish she hadn't. Anna has been struggling with Anorexia. I was trying to hold back tears when she said that, all I could think about is how happy she was.... then when my mom asked if i wanted to go in I said "no i cant see her like this" but then i decided that i should just go in. I was so scared. I came in and she didn't look so bad she was laying down and had wires in her. For the rest of the day I felt like cying.... I hate this.... maybe i shouldnt even post this.... whatever.


Seeing Garden State tonight... whoopdeedoo. ive been so excited to see this for so long but for some reason I dont feel like going.... oh well.

-amalia
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