soo yeah im almost done with emt school woohoo thankgod i can sorta relax in 3 weeks. i have a fucking kidney stone though & it wont budge wich is kinda putin a damper on my parade! if it doesnt pass my body by friday i have to get surgery & its a baad time cause im finishing up my clinicals & finals & crap argh it kinda suxs! buh on a happier note im chillin with this girl melisa ..... shes awsome & makes me happy;-) hmmmmm besides my stupid kideny every things goin alright!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooo ive been in orlando for awhile & i dont wana leave!!!!!! its gotten me to be me again & its what i needed.... got my nose bridge pierced... crazy stuff buhhh im back to my weird ol self..... regestered at valencia im gonna be a student again! & im prolly goin home to get my stuff & come back here!! i love it i feel like im living... lately i feel like i have been livin a lie, im gonna still take the real estate exam prolly wont actaully be one its not me..... im not a bussiness mannnn im that weird guy people like to stare at!buh im sure u all saw that commin im me livin my life who knows exactly where im gonna end up buh i dont really care that much cause im sooo fuckin happy yes sir & im smokin again & im happy again wohhhooooo lol i come home tomarrow for a bit buh man life is good sometimes live it up u only get one life son!
its commin for us.... i dont wana die Buh ill go down fighting damnit..... frances... ill be waiting by the front door if ur puss ass decides to meet me here... on a happier note i have been smoke freeeee for 5 days..... i think its cause im whiped..... haha u dont have the right to call me whiped haha halaerious....... must u be reminded..... hahahaaa lov ya to death buh thanks for the laugh on the dreary day that could be the end of south fl!!!!! sorrry i got the strength to free my body offff nicotine.... it aint happenin on my clock suckers! 3 more chapeters & im done with real estate school! woop woop.... hopefully there will still be houses for me to sell round younder!!!!! anyways good luck to all be smart & much love Im sighin out.... ITs yo nigga RyRy Fuck the ciggertees.... dont let em burn!!!!!
"I can't rememberThe last time you cared about anythingThe last time you allowed yourself to be seenso pretentious your lies unrelenting disguiseCreating tears in my eyes your mind withers and diespretending to be something you are notsomewhere in the middle you are now caughtYou've never seen who you really areNo life breathes in youAll the time you laugh you wait you cryNo part of your life is true"
Do u remeber when we met you told me this gets harder & it did. Been holding on forever. Promise me that when im gone ull kill my enemies. The damage uve inflicted. Temorary wounds. Im commin back from the dead.& ill take u home with me. Im taking back the life you stole. We never got that far. This helps me to think all through the night. Bright lights that wont kill me now or tell me how just u & i ur starless eyes remain. Hip Hip Horay for me! U talk to me. But would u kill me in my sleep. Lay still like the dead. From the razor to the rosary. We could lose are selves & paint these walls in pitchfork red. I will avendge my gost with every breath i take. I'm comming back from the dead & ill take u home with me. Im taking back this life u stole. This hole u put me in wasnt deep enough & im climbing out right now. Ur running out of places to hide from me. When u go just know that i'll remember you. If living was the hardest part, We'll then one day be togeather & in the end we'll fall apart, just as the leaves change in color, & then i will be with u, I will be there one last time now. when U go just know that I will remeber you.... I lost my fear of falling.... I will be with you MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
This commin week should be great, finally get to see As I lay Dying with Chad & Juan P.... any one else wana go holla? CrisCore sorry your missin it bud since we know u love em acording to the intrests buh i herd otherwise? weird.... then this weekend warped tour!not a great line up buh not a bad one, there will be a few bands ill enjoy plus all the sweety bods, dont see anything wrong with it? well im off to the mall , later G's
Mr Gib
Warped Tour line up in pompano-
New Found Glory
Coheed & Cambria
Taking Back Sunday
Flogging Molly
Anti Flag
Bouncing Souls
Bad Religion
The Vandals
NOFX
Yellowcard
Story of the Year
Atmosphere
Sugarcult
International Noise Conspiracy
Tiger Army
Billy Talent
Lars Frederickson and the Bastards
Rise Against
The Casualties
Rufio
Allister
Avenged Sevenfold
Matchbook Romance
From Autumn To Ashes
Jackson
Guttermouth
Arkham
A Faith Called Chaos
The Briggs
Lennon
Letter Kills
Bleed The Dream
Motion City Soundtrack
Chronic Future
Opiate 4 the Masses
The Q
Madison
Planet Smashers
Reeve Oliver
Amber Pacific
Melee
Rolling Blackouts
Early Man
Number One Fan
The Bled
From First To Last
Dynamite Boy
Hidden In Plain View
Over It
Underoath
Moments In Grace
All That's Left
Underminded
The Big Screen
Jacobs Ladder
Fallen From The Sky
Just For A Day
Bowling For Soup
Nervous Nellie
Socratic
The Working Title
Silverstein
Amity
In Passing
Noise Ratchet
Days Like These
Lightweight Holiday
Staring Back
Nor AM I
Its been awhile, yet nothin to exciting, buh here goes nothing, didn't smoke a cig today, prolly have my last one tongiht then im done! Started taking my real estate classes, fun fun.... but i need to make money somehow i supose! ozzfest sold out of 10$ tickets, hopefully not completly or ill die The Cure & Thursday as well hopefully not sold out as well or ill cry.... went to key west with fam last weekend & had a grand ol time, night fishin, bar hoppin, what a classA weeekend full of greatness, Kinda Boring buh im sick of bitchin soo when i get down like all u emo kids ill give u the heads up!!!! keep it real magots! much love MR Gib
Its been awile since I have last posted & Im feeling its about time. It appears there has been alot of controvershial talks on friendship lately so let me spill my guts. There are alot of things in this world that have the ability to bring me down. First the way society has become sickens me, another big one is that I'm from kansas, if u didnt know u do now, well I don't exactly fit in there & the family doesnt exactly agree with anything I'm about wich makes it hard for me to get along & actaully know them including my parents even older sisters. It's hard but instead of understanding we just pretend it doesn't exsist. Wich suxs even more so, my grandmother, the one who understands & is soo briliant has cancer & She's not doing so goood. But this isnt really what this is about even though It tears me up. Theres one thing that wont bring me down & thats my friend's. Tru we dont always see eye to eye, but I love you all the same. You guys help keep me sane & feel important. This is for the few friends I have. I think its fucked up for anyone to doubt there friends. Because we are here for u more than u think, if u would take the time to let us know whats up. I guess I just wana thank the homies for being there for me because ur practically all i got, & thats more than I'll ever need. If u ever need a crying shoulder I hope u all know im here. Oh ya .... i finally got sum more pics, check em out RYan
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