So, I saw the retina specialist aka ophthalmologist who specializes in retina today (he does other things too of course in ophthalmology. He's the only retina specialist at that location, however, so it took forever. I got there around 3pm, and he saw me at 5:15pm (although there was eye dilatation and testing on three different machines in between, including two that took pictures). Read more... )

Some good news? Per the doctor, I'm a very lucky woman. No retina damage, no tears, and no detachments. Read more... )

I'm relieved. I was worried. I also like this doctor better than the previous two ophthalmologists. I've seen at least five different ophthalmologists in NYC. Read more... )

I had to race out of work. Time got away from me - so I ended up leaving for it later than planned. But I shouldn't have worried - the eye doctor takes forever. It did get me ahead in line though - they had three people scheduled for a 3pm appointment, and I arrived second.

***

Started watching Rooster on HBO Max. It definitely has its moments. I realized I'm old - when Steve Carrel's Dad with the grown forty-something daughter, said he was 57. Also I found Steve Carrel to be more attractive than his daughter's husband, who looked like a kid to me.

Anyhow, Rooster had me laughing hard in its third episode - the episode where he finds out that his British son-in-law had gotten the university student pregnant. He attacks him with a soup ladle while the son-in-law is attempting to do a live discussion of Russian politics for the BBC.
BBC upon witnessing the take down? "You do realize this is live?"

My difficulty with it - is well the difficulty I have with 90% of American comedies? It relies a wee bit too heavily on humiliation/embarrassment humor or slapstick, and that humor tends to make me cringe or want to switch channels. That said? It's more restrained than most, and I was able to ignore most of it? The fourth episode goes a bit overboard with it, but the fifth seems to redeem itself?

My brand of humor is much dryer?

****

R.I.P Sam Neil

New Zealand Actor Sam Neil Dies at 78

I loved Sam Neil. This hurts as much as Anthony Stewart Head, if not more so - since I've been watching Sam Neil films since I was 14 and fell in love with him in My Brilliant Career. He was just lovely. A fantastic actor who could play anything. And a lovely human being. He was into rescuing animals, sustainable farming, environmental causes, and one of my favorite actors. Another actor I followed around. I even followed him on social media from time to time. The man was genuinely kind and caring and an all around wonderful human being. I may have to do a Sam Neil movie binge in homage.

Sam Neil's best movies

Neil's best Roles

And on television? He was in Peaky Blinders, Merlin, the Tudors, among other things.

Everyone he worked with adored him. I shall miss him.

****

Regarding Lindsey Graham, apparently his sister is taking his Congressional Seat until the election. The Governor appointed his sister.

***

Off to bed. And hopefully sleep.
 
 
 
14 July 2026 @ 02:00 am
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13 July 2026 @ 03:56 pm
Asked by [personal profile] kissapentu: Top 5 female whedon-verse TV characters.

01. Faith Lehane (Buffy the Vampire Slayer / Angel)
02. River Tam (Firefly)
03. Priya Tsetsang/Sierra (Dollhouse)
04. Cordelia Chase (Buffy the Vampire Slayer / Angel)
05. Inara Serra (Firefly)

This was both hard and yet not that hard to choose, since obviously I have my top favorite characters from each show, as you can see, but I also have other female characters that I love so dearly and don't want to exclude. Gah! But anyway, yeah.
 
 
Current Mood: good
 
 
I found myself near St James's Park today, after having lunch with a client, and on a whim I wandered in. I was familiar with the nearby Green Park, Hyde Park and Kensington Gardens, and I couldn't imagine St James's would be all that different, but, hey, I'd never been; I might as well take a look.

I spotted a body of water, so I made my way towards that. There were four swans swimming along in a group, and then I caught sight of their bills and WAIT A SECOND, THOSE AREN'T SWANS


I lost my mind with excitement and pelted down to the water to get a closer look. Pelicans! Pelicans just hanging out in London!! What??? Apparently they've lived in St James's Park for the last couple of centuries, and I had no idea!

I followed them on their journey along the lake and was richly rewarded when they climbed onto the opposite bank to feed their giant offspring. I now know that baby pelicans are huge and dark brown and go 'squonk squonk squonk'.

Couldn't get a good shot of the babies, alas, but here's a blurry bonus picture I accidentally took of a heron taking off.

 
 
 
13 July 2026 @ 11:20 pm
The current round at [community profile] icons10in20 is very summery! I finished it way early (and it's probably going to bite me in the ass for the other two challenges I still have to do which have earlier deadlines, but... it was so much fun! :D ) I watched Zootopia 2 this week, and so many of the themes were perfect for it that I ended up filling half the set with that alone.

Teasers:


10 icons, half Wu Lei and half Zootopia 2 )

I love comments, and if you have concrit for me, I'm open for that, too. All my icons are free to take and use, credit is appreciated. The list of makers whose textures and brushes I like to use is here in my resource post.

Previous icon posts:

 
 
13 July 2026 @ 05:00 pm

⌈ Secret Post #7129 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


01.



More! )


Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 01 pages, 24 secrets from Secret Submission Post #1018.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
 
 
 
13 July 2026 @ 04:18 pm
 
Some somewhat spoilerly thoughts on a pair of Rockford Files episodes:

Requiem for a Funny Box )

The Empty Frame )
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13 July 2026 @ 09:20 pm

Hi there,

this is the weekly chat corner. If you have something Star Wars-y to say, this is the best* place to do it.

~ ~ ~

In only few minutes, the AO3 collection of [community profile] taggle will go live, and I know for sure there are some Star Wars works in it. By the time you're reading this, you may be able to check them out! 👀




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13 July 2026 @ 06:38 pm
Femslash February 2021, Day 6.

Title: girl with one eye.
Fandom: Nikita (TV 2009).
Character/Pairing: Amanda Collins/Nikita Mears.
Rating/Warnings: T, none.
Summary: Femslash February prompt: 52 “Just sleep with one eye open, that’s all I’m saying.”
Word count: 100.

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“Just sleep with one eye open, that’s all I’m saying.”

Amanda’s advice about her fellow recruits was offered as Amanda’s counsel always was: calm, a little humorous, unnervingly collected; despite her best efforts, Nikita could feel it put her more on the defense against Amanda herself than about whatever she tried warning her away of.

It was, however, good advice. Nikita took it to heart; like all of Amanda’s lesson, she carried it with her for the years to come, literally and figuratively. Remaining vigilant, as Amanda steadily raised on the list of people she kept her eye open for.


 
 
13 July 2026 @ 06:06 pm


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13 July 2026 @ 10:46 am
This month's book is Star Wars: Sanctuary: A Bad Batch Novel by Lamar Giles

1. How do you feel the characterizations of the Batch compare here to the show?

2. Does the conflict about settling on Pabu seem to unfold (so far) as expected? How does Hunter's opinion vary from Wrecker's? Do you think it's surprising?

3. Multiple antagonists! Between Sendril Crane and Cellia Moten, who seems the bigger threat so far?

4. Which side of the fence will Sohi and her partner Kuuto land on? Friend or foe?

COMING UP NEXT
August: The Krytos Trap (Star Wars: X-Wing #3) by Michael A. Stackpole
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Reading: One of the libraries I use suddenly acquired 91 more ebook copies of The Gate of the Feral Gods (DCC book 4), so I'm reading that. I also started Abra Berens' Ruffage: A Practical Guide to Vegetables.

Watching: We're halfway through Widow's Bay now and, I think, pretty invested.

Materialism: In the last couple of weeks I've tipped over into desperately wanting new jeans that, y'know, actually fit well. (The ones I've been wearing for ages are passable but just not great, and it relatively recently occurred to me that I can probably get away with wearing normal jeans with metal bits [to which I'm allergic] most of the time, since I'm rarely out of the house for very long. And while years ago, the "coat the skin-touching metal bits in clear nail polish" didn't actually work well, there's always the option of just plain sewing fabric bits over those spots.) Yesterday I spent a truly appalling amount of money ordering an array of jeans from a couple of different stores, most of which will be returned...but hopefully I can get a pair or two I actually like out of it.

Growing: The lettuce is still doing well! I think that's going well enough that we'll try it again next year and see how it does when the elevated planter is closer to the house (which it has to be after this season). I probably won't opt to grow spinach again; the plants are doing okay, but only three came up and they're not producing enough to Do Something With Spinach, so their leaves are just getting tossed into salads with the lettuce.

Meanwhile, the sole cucumber plant now seems to be serious about growing, and the tomatoes are flowering to varying degrees. Apparently we should go out and do a bit of hand pollination, and we really need to do a bit of pruning, at least on the three indeterminate plants.

Foodstuffs: [personal profile] scruloose made the Easy Swiss Chard Stir Fry from Omnivore's Cookbook to use the rainbow chard from our first week of farmshare, and if making it again, would increase both the garlic and soy sauce and also make it in the wok rather than the deep frying pan, which wasn't quite up to the mass of the chard greens. Sadly, I didn't like it much, which I suspect is a general chard thing rather than being due to this recipe. But we may try it again sometime.

Farmshare from last week (week 2): onions, new potatoes, strawberries, beets, parsley (flat?), and celeriac. This time the fridge wasn't straight-up exploding with greens. We still have to use the beets and celeriac, both of which are new to me; I think in both cases we're just planning to roast them and see what we think.

Having a car of our own means being able to just...get up and go to the produce stand we really like (which does sadly mean lower odds of making it to the corner farmers' market on Saturdays, but I'm hoping we'll still make it there during berry season). We went both Saturday and yesterday morning. The summer strawberries are just wrapping up (we tried four varieties through them over the last few weeks: Brunswick, Laurel, Jewel, and Evelyn), and yesterday we were able to also get our first raspberries and cherries of the season (both were sold out by the time we got to the front of the line on Saturday, which is a bit alarming given that we got there within half an hour of opening time). All of the remaining strawberries got roasted yesterday.
 
 
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I woke up too early! This is out of chronological order but I wanted to be sure to get it up.

The Limits of Hope: A Meditation on Fiction as an Activist Force
Daniel José Older, E. C. Ambrose (moderator), Gillian Daniels, Marissa Lingen, Michael J. DeLuca

In a keynote at the 2025 Locus Awards, Sarah Gailey challenged the focus on literature conferring hope on the reader, asking, "Are we here to provide comfort to the inert? Are we here to reassure people that experiencing a positive feeling is the end of their work?" They noted that hopelessness, fear, and despair all can be motivating, but regardless, "you are also powerful enough to act on your principles even when they oppose your emotions." How can we keep a clear eye about the practical effects of stories? How can we take lessons from fiction and writing and apply them to activism?

panel notes

Michael: founded Reckoning, journal of environmental activism. specifically not solarpunk because wanted wider scope

Gillian: struggles with writing in difficult times. activist work largely through security for demonstrations.

Marissa: activist work for years of supporting ICE detainees in Minnesota. when I tell people I'm from Minneapolis it hits differently now

Daniel: lot of community organization before publishing, some of transferred to being pain in the ass to publishing industry as much as possible

Elaine (E.C.): start by bringing out examples of works of fiction that have caused change in world.

Michael: I got nothing for this. two that are defaults are non-fiction: Silent Spring: which everyone uses and is a very old example. and Braiding Sweetgrass changed me

Gillian: A Modest Proposal, satire to puncture people's assumptions about appropriate to talk about re: rights of people. Hogfather, Terry Pratchett, little/big lies conversation. [*] don't know if one piece can push big changes, but can change ideas and how think about world. once temped at Harvard School of Public Health in 2016, always talking about: have you seen new episode of Westworld? people need things to escape to. I do recommend understanding that fiction is important and changes minds, but different than more direct action like filling a food pantry with food.

[*] ... HUMANS NEED FANTASY TO BE HUMAN. TO BE THE PLACE WHERE THE FALLING ANGEL MEETS THE RISING APE.

“Tooth fairies? Hogfathers? Little—”

YES. AS PRACTICE. YOU HAVE TO START OUT LEARNING TO BELIEVE THE LITTLE LIES.

“So we can believe the big ones?”

YES. JUSTICE. MERCY. DUTY. THAT SORT OF THING.

(I apologize that my ebook copy-paste rendered that as all-caps and I don't have time to convert to small caps)

Marissa: people often looking for something as large-scale as Uncle Tom's Cabin. but people don't recognize that impact was very partial compared to the goals. if what you needed was to be convinced that Black people are human, then I'm glad that did it, but that's very short of the goal. writers need to look at works that bolster activists in their work, and recognize that drastic changes aren't the only kind.

Marissa cont'd: Winifred Holby, South Riding, Yorkshire in the 1930s. beautiful novel. but characters talking about friends in Germany that hadn't heard from. public did not rise up, but Holby's circles kept conversation going. so lots of examples but need to be interested in scales and willing to work on lots of scales.

Daniel: love this conversation. a lot of these things are incalculable. thinks that one thing is rise of independent work, beyond normal corporation media through different platforms. webtoons (small w), YouTube and then sometimes moving off, e.g., Dropout. much more open to radical work.

Daniel cont'd: Andor, recent Superman: to have mass-media works to be talking about genocide (which is fantasy but clearly Gaza) in way that cannot ignore is powerful. took a lot of work from activists on the ground. we are always part of a larger movement, writers/activists always think about selves as singular savior, which is bullshit

Elaine: Silent Spring opens with a narrative, story structure that brings reader into the silent spring that's the title of the book. (missed some stuff here, but basically) narrative is useful even when not fiction. also Black Beauty was specifically written as activism

(me: child me was deeply convinced I should be nice to horses by that book)

Elaine cont'd: example that makes angry which was not intended as activism: Harry Potter. is from NH therefore very privileged in US politics. decided should take advantage of that. 2020, would be sitting in online meetings and hearing 20-30-year old activists using terms like Dumbledore's Army and Room of Requirement, know that's why they're there. hates that JKR has been revealed as terf because betraying what people took away from it, banding together and rise up against greater force.

Gillian: I think a number of people who read those may have already had that seed of, I want to do something. these kind of books give people the language for it. book becomes popular because of what's in the zeitgeist. can seed things but people have feelings looking for place to put.

Michael: as writers, cannot set out create huge change. Silent Spring and Uncle Tom's Cabin, matches were already there. what Reckoning is, is encouraging not to produce the match but support in working toward. aiming for match seems doomed to frustrate, aim for individuals

Marissa: having conversation with new writer here who wanted to know how current should be in writing. encouraged to think broader, value in "here's what happened today" but also in "what I learned is". strange that thinking more broadly can have less perceptible impact. aches for W.H. Auden that could not stop Holocaust with his poetry, which he wanted to do. but poems opened up for people. and he did the work of activism, we can point to people he saved. big and small go together in weird ways

Gillian: 100% agree. circles been in, people used incrementalism as insult, don't want anything to actually change like establishment politicians. that's in mix but the glorious revolution that happens overnight needs to be seeded for decades beforehand.

Marissa: and when we see changes in the world we imagine more changes. as big an imagination this convention has, I don't think we have imagined how good things can be.

Elaine: Philip Zombardo, architect of Stanford Prison Experiment, which is also reference to Hannah Arendt's work on banality of evil, which rediscovered the whole thing. Zombardo grad student asked, what makes ordinary person a hero? article, "The Banality of Heroism", started Heroic Imagination Project that does hero training around the world, inspire ordinary people to be willing to move beyond being a bystander. specifically talked about story as giving people language that we can use to encourage to step up.

(me: the conclusions of the experiment specifically are more complex than I think the popular view is, which is not addressed to the panel, just a side note)

Daniel: struggle with: story is double-edged sword. SFF been overwhelmingly white supremacist for so long, also harmed people and justified genocide, our legacy. how do we reckon with, not to burden with guilt but to look it in the face. don't deserve to wield an implement that you won't fully look in the face or understand. if really honor power, have to take that responsibility so seriously and lovingly. let that move through me as I write, otherwise will not just fail, but hurt people.

Gillian: fiction as holding space for exploring ambiguity and morality that wouldn't do in real life. "I don't eat people." (see: forthcoming debut novel) so as horror writer, don't confuse fiction for parables. but make sure that writing people as full complicated people. sense of truth of world you are communicating to people. would be remiss if didn't mention Ring Shout by GoH P. Djèlí Clark which is wonderful and all about Birth of Nation releasing spell that causes white supremacist monsters to ravage the U.S., which is kind of what happened. propaganda but also (paraphrased) very well-crafted action movie. once take it apart, see all the pieces of e.g. Superman and modern action movies that have been built with it. also important cannot erase that people did protest movie. not like overall getting more moral.

Marissa: scariest thing as writer: there are things in your work that weren't in your brain consciously. some of most damaging things are things people didn't know they believed and were conveying, like who has worth. no substitute for fixing your heart. it will come out in your work. the people who love you will tell you, if you are honest, that your own flaws are there

(me: I'm guessing that fixing heart is a Twin Peaks/David Lynch reference)

Gillian: D.W. Griffith's next movie Intolerance got buried. seems to have been partly, no I'm a good person actually, so not learning and growing. but still buried. contrast Tamora Pierce recognizing that she'd messed up and would try to do better (I don't know this reference off the top of my head)

Daniel: context of world that we're putting our work into matters so much. hear about Founding Fathers, Lovecraft: "men of their time." no, super racist even at time. but also people were always fighting. that phrase means white men of time and not even all of them. flattening of history, have to let that go. and let go of crushes: "Lovecraft is not going to fuck us."

audience: works that have had largest effects, is emotion going for not hope but outrage (Silent Spring, Birth of Nation)?

Daniel: find outrage very hopeful, if not outraged, what's going on. work like 1984 and Brazil held up as great activist works but so depressing, nowhere to go from there, very counterproductive.

(me: why I wanted my seven books to be resistance in the face of oppression)

Daniel cont'd: job as writers, truth of story and how interacting with world and outrage of. Borges quote, paraphrased, taking outrage of time & turning into music. not negating but there's a beauty to it

(I think this may be from "The Art of Poetry":

To see in every day and year a symbol
of all the days of man and his years,
and convert the outrage of the years
into a music, a sound, and a symbol.

which is lovely and I'm glad to have found it regardless.)

Marissa: outrage is the loudest, and have culture that amplifies the most. cannot live in outrage, will damage you, we know this because people have been forced to do and see that damage in bodies. can choose to try and amplify other things that are more constructive. reads lots of 1930s women writers: Winifred Holby, Rose Macaulay, Naomi Mitchison, Sanora Babb; who were also were fighting and building. good tired from packing food or helping deportees, not like if I scroll.

Gillian: getting angry about social media checks a little box in your brain: I did something. building awareness is great, genuinely. is it the same as talking to your neighbor

Marissa: hear a lot from other activist-minded people and in minoritized groups: this is not my job; but I can take it on anyway.

Gillian: our system where work 40+ hours week, you're very tired: that's on purpose. figure out way to contribute anyway.

Elaine: Gailey's essay contains links

audience: Upton Sinclair's The Jungle needs to be reissued right now

audience: bouncing off of how perception of works changes over time, think something released now that will be seen as more or less important in future? R.F. Kuang gets a lot of backlash but think will be very important in future

Gillian: graphic novel memoir Gender Queer, Maia Kobabe, most challenged; thinks become classic because of criticism and wild accusations

audience: Maus, Art Spiegelman (also graphic novel memoir)

Gillain: Persepolis, Marjane Satrapi, recent death brought back, memoir. loves romances, do think very escapist, wonder how dark romance and romantasy will be looked at in context of deterioration of women's rights, thinks created to deal with feelings about helplessness within patriarchy

audience: do we need violence, what would Gandhi say

(me: @@4EVA [my eyes roll forever])

Marissa: you've popped off a rant. non-violence is a tactic, often very effective, but treating it as a tactic means there are skills that you have to teach, can't just send people out. what tools are you using from the toolkit

Gillian: recommend book This Nonviolent Stuff'll Get You Killed, Charles E. Cobb Jr.: civil rights movement, people did have to show up with guns to make sure got out alive

audience: recommends Naomi Kritzer's YA books, also Harry Potter and Hunger Games mentioned (somewhere I didn't make a note of); is it YA in particular?

Marissa: when targeting older middle grade and YA, that's audience first tasting wide-scale agency, has inherent power. maybe not works but audience

Gillian: for every of those works, there are hundreds of stories that didn't get same cultural power. but don't put all eggs in one basket, encourage teens to read widely

Elaine: David Hartwell quote, the golden age of SF is 12

(which the audience doesn't seem to have heard before given the reaction! amazing)

Gillian: Sailor Moon when was 12!

as we get the STOP sign:

Elaine: go out and make change!

Gillian: go out and join local organizations and talk to your neighbors!

This was one of the many suggestions I tossed in the panel box (you can too!) and it might've been the one I was most excited to see. And it was wonderful.

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13 July 2026 @ 06:37 am
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13 July 2026 @ 06:20 am

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