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i'm really bored. like really bored. nikki is sleeping, kristie went to work, and mike n ed went to imperial. baby is writing on the floor. i'm bored. um i have nthing to say. good bye

one more day till mommys house. talked to shannon a whole bunch last night. talked to nikki and kristie. need to call tuohey. love her. oh congrats to tuohey and adam they r gonna have a baby. yeah.

at stupid class today. boring. i made a resume today. i'm sick i think i have bronchitis. one of the grrrls here had it and i'm sick so yup. whatever. hopefully going shopping today. liz sed we were gonna get the kids pictures done today.

john klein is the coolest kid ever. that was the funniest story. haaaaaaaaaa. remind me to hug him. stupid ass. but anyways, it goes like this. someone john don't like, hasn't liked since i went out w/ them, went to johns house and tried to get him to hang out n jam w/ him. well johns not a mean guy so he's not gonna be like "no fuck u go away" so this "person" was telling john how he has a job and his own apt. and he's in a band and blah blah blah, and according to john, he was just like "oh ok" "well i'm about to leave so bye" and then the "person" was like "oh u should come play w/ us sometime" and john sed "oh well i don't really play anymore" which was a complete lie. funny huh? well it don't seem so funny to u but it's funny to me. loser. now of course this is only one side of the story, but i know john and its prolly damn close to truth. so i laughed and i'll keep on laughing how can u be so stupid. i mean he has to know john don't like him. not even because of me but because he was so stupid when john did like him that john got fed up w/ him and never talked to him again. so why now a year later did he think john would be his friend. i wonder if john still hates cliff too? hmmmmmmmm

but anyways, can't wait to see my friends. made the mistake last month of not telling anyone except kris n nik that i was coming so i didn't get to see anyone. but not this time. i'm doing better and i lost weight and look better and i'm going to show it off.

CHEVELLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. WORD. I think chevelle might mean more to me than nirvana and hole. i've become obsessed w/ them. i switched the ringer on my phone from "where did u sleep last night" to "the red" becuz i love chevelle. they r fucking amazing. loooooooooove.

You Are Cinderella!

Dignified and hard working. With a gentle and soft-spoken manner you have something many people don't. Patience. Even through the moments of heartbreak you're still able to hold onto all of your hopes and dreams. Bide your time; you're dream will come true.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

i'm at my pops house. i had to make invites to babys party. baby made my pop sad cuz he wanted to hold him and he started screaming cuz he's got another tooth coming in so he's really cranky and stuff. so pop was sad. but i made invites. blues clues word up. bri's favourite. hmmm the past week has been boring. i'm going to my moms for thanksgiving. maybe this time kristie will come visit me. bitch. i love nicole dimarco. shes awesome and great and i love her. oh i made the greatest fucking cheesecake last night. i've been baking alot for sheer boredom and i shit u not this is the best cheesecake i've ever eaten. it's really good. i think i may make some white chocolate chip cookies tomorrow. today is busy. oh remind me to call my doctor. i'm on happy pills now. did i tell u. well i am. thats why nothing bothers me anymore. i'm happy. i was fine and thought i didn't need them but then some shit went down and i realized i kinda did. so um. verasusthecube.com. god damn my son will be one in 3 fucking weeks. 3 weeks! he's such a charmer. he's walking real good now. and talking good. he picks up the rubber duckies mare has n sez "duckie, quack quack" its so funny. still calls everyone aunt lizzie. oh and he sez "cookie" really good. little pork chop that he is. well nothing really going on. my life is my son and that how i like it. hi kel! bye kel! call me. -jacqueline michelle theresa mcknight



p.s. i fucking love chevelle.<<<<<<<<<<<<333333333333333

yo. i like rto type it is fun. nothing going on. baby will be one soon. big party. wanna come? ok come on. i need to get invitations. life is good. still looking for a job. baby can walk n almost talk n he eats big ppl food. and hes fat. no hes not but still. ok well nothing going on here. my bros band played a show last night and it was a battle of the bands thing and they didn't win. some pop/punk band from lancaster did. whatever. other than that nothing new. need to go catch the bus to go home. bye.

oh yeah ~ kamryn alexis ratchford was born on sept. 28th (my cuzins baby) love her.

soooo. i dyed my hair. its not blonde anymore. it was brown then i dyed it dark red. the problem w/ red hair dye is it washes out so the color is really faded. so i need to get that 100% color shit so it sticks. i like it this color and greg likes it better than the brown. so i think i'll stick w/ this color until my hair gets healthy again.

i finally get my stereo back today. yep. so now i can listen to music really loud cuz my sisters stereo isn't that loud.

i found out on the way up here that my favourite apc song is a fucking cover. a fucking cover song. the nurse who loved me. it's a fucking coverrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i'm disappointed. but the original is really good. my brother was playing a cd, and all the sudden " say hello....." its by a band called failure. i think thats it. but its almost identical to the apc version except the tempo is a little faster. but it's still my favourite song even tho i haven't heard it in forever.

so. my neice is really funny. she breaks out the "old macdonald" at random points in time. like right now. my sister isn't here cuz her n my mom don't talk anymore cuz my mom is a bitch and she calls like every hour to talk to mary and she misses her so much. i'd be the same way if bri wasn't here.

versusthecube.com

call up the fucking radio station and say u want to hear versus the cube. wysp. call them. 610 263 rock. do it u won't.

oh this really funny thing happened last night. this guy sends me a message on myspace.com and he's like "don't be mad but i think ur hott and i wanna see whats up w/ u n me" shit like that. but here's the funny part, it was my sisters ex boyfriend. yes it was. mike h. they call him hobo. my brother beat the shit out of him once cuz he hit my sister. funny. so i told him this stuff and he was like "oh ok well i live out in cali. anyway. i'm in the military" haaaaaaaa salty mother fucker. so i told my sister and she laughed. and i told greg and he thought it was funny. and now i'm telling u. funny huh? i thought so.

my kid shit. i need to go change him cuz noone else will. oh how i love being a single mother. i'm gonna go call gregory. he's funny. after i get this shit off my baby boy. i love him. <<<<<<33333333

sooooo what went down today. nothing. i sat around. my sister called to see when we were coming down. we're going down tomorrow night till thursday. so basically i'm moving tomorrow. but i'll be here packing fri. n sat. then out again sun. kristie sed she'd get me some boxes. so hopefully she does or else i'm trash bagging it to jersey. i'm taking my clothes down tomorrow. except of course shit i'd need. i don't have a way of getting baby's shit down there yet cuz i have no boxes. if i have room i'll put his blankets and shit he don't need in w/ my stuff.

kristie n nikki came by for like a half hour today. i left my pics at jmk's (<3) so she brought them here for me. and yay! she surprised me w/ sing the sorrow. she burnt it while she was there. i love her so much. so thats one less cd i need to burn.

al~ i was gonna call u to make sure u were ok but then i got online n saw that u were home so i didn't. call me tomorrow. n what happened to getting rid of the phone? u got attatched didn't u? i knew u would. <3 u.

need to go make a list of shit i need b4 i go to the shore sunday. yup.

fuck u.

the coolest/weirdest thing just happened. baby was being really mean. and he's not due for a nap for another hour. but........ i'm listening to music. and i put on third eye (live) by tool. and he just laid down and went to sleep right when maynard started singing. i guess its from when we used to listen to tool everynight to go to sleep. like b4 i knew i was pregnant. and even after. and i would always make "him" put on this song cuz i love the first line "dreaming of that face again, it's bright and blue and shimmering" just the way maynard sings it, with such passion and meaning. it's nice. but yeah as soon as that line came on (there's a 2 minute intro) baby laid down n fell asleep. he was in the fetal possition holding his blankie but he's not anymore. he's on his back like jesus on the cross. he's weird.

anyways. alley hung up on me last night cuz she don't know how to use a phone. bitch. she does it on purpose cuz she's a meanie head. <3. we r friends and that will never change...... EVER. no matter what certain ppl say and do. "love will keep us together" (i'm loser)

my sister better bring me home some cheesecake. speaking of cheesecake. i need to call kristie n nikki. still need to go to jmk's (<3) house. bored. getting offline now. peace.

<3,jak-e

i'm quite bored. my cuzin came over today. so we visited for a bit. an asshole called me like i would tell him anything. i went to walmart n my mom bought me a new bra n undies n i actually got a purse. yes i have a purse. i have't carried a purse in yrs. so, i came home. talked to kristie<3 but she was at a family thing. talked to kelli<3 for a lil. i want to fucking go out. my sister isn't home and i have no reason to be. but i have no friends. in 1 hr. it will be 7 days till moving day! i might go down b4 that cuz my mom is on vacation. but i'm moving my shit sunday. baby's gammy may be coming over monday. if she remembered. i dunno. i'm not gonna make an effort w/ her like i did w/ dina cuz she lives 10 minutes away. whatever long story. anyways. thats about it. <3 u.