all I can think ab right now is that Suguru got separated from Satoru by the higher ups ‘cause Satoru was “stronger than him”, and he didn’t feel good about it, maybe he was even envious about it, freshly traumatized and in a desperate need of a distraction as he was. and Satoru was the prodigy, the perfect child, the I-alone-am-the-honored-one, the strongest who got to know Suguru and gave up his throne to sit on it with Suguru cause he saw him as his equal.
yes

I don’t want Gojo suffering more and more for Geto’s deflection, thinking ab their youth, I want their youth.

I just want Suguru with pierced ears and long hair meeting unhappy with his pathetic and lonely life Satoru Gojo. I want Gojo to be flabbergasted by Geto, and hate him for a bit, and fell in love with him after another bit.

I want Satoru-fell-first and Suguru-fell-harder.

I want Satoru being alone in the world, isolated by weak people who worshipped him and then finally meeting his equal, Suguru not understanding how much he matters to Satoru until he gets injured and Satoru’s miserable and like “how can I be the strongest now that I’ve know this thanks to you” and Suguru’s like “you can have both dw”.

I want Satoru calling themselves the strongest in public for the first time, Suguru not believing him in his self-deprecating mind, ppl underestimating him bc of his origins and Satoru “think I’d have someone unworthy at my side? he’s ten times what you are” and Suguru crying and Satoru being like “…what am I supposed to do”

I want Suguru comforting him when the Six Eyes overwhelm him.

I want Satoru discovering music and books, going to festivals and living thanks to Suguru, him meeting Suguru’s family and watching films with him in his childhood room.

I want drunk Suguru flirting with Satoru, Satoru absolutely loving it but rejecting him cause the faintest smell of alcohol disgusts him.

I want sixteen Satoru realising his feelings and his latent homosexuality and being like “oh thank god I’ll never have to marry some girl to have an heir.

wait what does it mean Suguru is-” and having gay panics over it.

I want him talking with Yaga, Yaga being miserable and saying things like “it’s not something accepted” and Satoru being like “do I look like I care. do yk how yk, sex works for two g-” “SHUT UP”

I want him talking to Suguru ab it and out-since-twelve-Suguru being like “dw Satoru that’s normal”, and Satoru shouting out of the blue “make out with me”

I want existential crisis, and a lot of kissing, and comfort, and making out for the first time after killing a grade one curse together, and crying after fighting and giving each other gifts.

them being young, stupid and in love

(the plot of my next ff ofc)

have I been hyperfixating over these two men for the last year and a half? yeah ofc how could I spare myself from this sorrow

now
satoru is a silly guy even tho he looks like hes coming at me ready to end my life, suguru is a silly guy laughing like he’s not about to kill me, and toji is down there looking like someone from a magazine and I’m laughing whats with that pose (my women are so beautiful I could die)
now
I just hope that Mappa does a good work cause I need to see my babies getting traumatized, and I need good animations and a lot of episodes on them. they’re like three volumes ab this arc and if they don’t animate it perfectly I’m gonna lose it (I’m just gonna cry in my room alone)

now, this fandom has done a great job with edits, and just using the fanarts and manga panels, so I expect a new era for my fyp (like when I only had videos with that thirty seconds scene with young!satosugu from the film)

I don’t know what’s worse, my sigma getting touched in the face by that rat’s dirty foot (and almost killed- but the foot thing is awful and disgusting and terrible) or gojo and geto laughing and being silly boyfriends in the new jujutsu kaisen op (like they aren’t gonna to die inside in a few weeks)

working for you babies

ofc it’s the muse, who else if not the muse? (satoru’s so after the storm by kali uchis coded but we needed the fluff hurt comfort so)

headcanon! that Satoru’s the type of teen to be absolutely inexperienced ab sex, in theory and practice, and not be the littlest bit ashamed about it, like “yeah, I’m able to kill special grade curses but I don’t really know what a blow job is” and Suguru is always the one who ends up explaining anything to him, BUT despite his experience and knowledge (like he had a few gf and bf and had older friends who explained him what he was curious ab) is always embarrassed to have that type of conversation.
brutal Satoru asking shamelessly like the little shit he is and Suguru about to kill himself on the spot (Shoko laughing in the background)

spiralling again (another wave of stsg obsession or whatever this is)

need an edit about satoru and suguru with All The Stars by Kendrick Lamar with SZA, yk the “let’s talk ab love, is it anything and everything you hoped for? or do the feelings haunt you? I know the feelings haunt you” and then the “this may be the night that my dreams might let me know, all the stars are closer” with them being young and happy and I can’t wait for the 2nd season and the edits

second chapter’s out!