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patiently waiting for him to awake. listening to his rasping breath, holding his hand softly(, as if i were a ghost). crawling up to him like i'm his little kitty cat and feel how his skin is touching mine. silently, so silently. untill he wakes up and has to hurry his ass off(, but even that i can enjoy) ♥
  • beeldig

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our last phone call.

realising that you're still the only one i want to spend christmas with, even when i have to celebrate christmas alone. for the 19th time.

= my present last year.