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thinking // i give up // alone.

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So.

Regionals.

'Seasons of Love' is from that like gay movie right? Never watched it. I know some dude sang 'Hallelujah' on like American Idol but I heard he was stoned like the whole time and everyone loved it. I'm just saying, it's an idea. Micheal Buble's like cool I guess. If we're going for sappy romantic love songs.

I'll lose a spleen trying to work out the moves.

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Being alone isn't so bad after. Not like it's anything new obviously. Sarah's done a good job at keeping me occupied with her constant gaming and stuff which holy shit, how did she get so good? But whatever, it's kinda cool. She promised to help me practice. We make a good team. We've always been a good team. Family first and all that Hallmark channel crap y'know?

But like... Quinn's family too right? So...I mean, she's with like Miss P and stuff and its like she actually likes it there y'know? I guess the having a baby part is a woman thing and yeah, mom wasn't exactly helpful in that area.

But like who do I go for the 'about to be a dad' part? Mr Schue might cry and the principal? That's out. S'not like any of the guys here even understand shit. Seriously lame, dude. Like shut up about the fucking car tires already. He's back on the team, whoop dee doo. Go off and be an uptight diva elsewhere.

It's a lot easier to not talk to anyone and spend the whole day not thinking than actually trying. Operation BeCivil was a total failure. Even the Bro Code didn't help me man.

Another 20th passed. I like totally wished you were here because I wanted you to know. to help.

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thinking // i give up // alone.

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So like Miss P said give them space right? And be civil? So I googled it and stuff and it sounds like easy enough. All I have to do is avoid them. And like not throw them into dumpsters and call them names; it won't be that difficult. I mean of course there's Glee Club but it's not like I'm with any of them during Glee so who cares anyway. Y'know what? I should do this for the whole glee club. So like there's like high morale and stuff. Okay, that's it Puckasaurus, you're gonna "be civil" to everyone. In Glee.

This plan better work. Cause like being alone kinda sucks y'know? S'like a lima loser. At least I had Finn, but then the dude hasn't even forgiven me and I haven't thrown him into any dumpsters. It's weird, man. Like, "what did I do wrong?"

I went to look up on how to be nice to someone who's pregnant and stuff and the book said the dads had to do all the heavy lifting. So like, I'll carry her books to class from now on. Maybe she'll be less cranky then.

Holy shit this is like a journal. I feel so gay right now. Like gayer than saturday night gay. Like Hummel gay. Oh wait be civil.

This is going to ruin my badass reputation.

Also, why do people even assume I'll own up to spiking the punch? I'm a jock, not stupid. Finn takes care of t-- oh wait. Be civil.

Damn, this is gonna be harder than I thought.
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