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i dkn .. I really like shea.. But people are just like he's fucking with you/using you. Whatever . I don't get it. I hate people talking shit. ahh ..

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. Are you male or female?: female .. :)
2. Describe yourself: Right now? Pissed off.
3. How do some people feel about you?: Damn
4. How do you feel about yourself?: I feel mad at myself.
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: Shea knows I like em yeah..
6. Where would you rather be?: Sleeping
7. Describe what you want to be: A cool kid ;)
8. Describe how you live: I live a crazy life.
9. Describe how you love: I'll tell it ta ya face.
10. Share a few words of wisdom: Don't trust.

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I AM: crazy
I WANT: to go to sleep.. and dream
I HAVE: jeans and a sweat shirt on
I WISH: I had him.
I HATE: coslaw
I MISS: andrea
I FEAR: rejection
I HEAR: some fucking techno song
I SEARCH: for nothing. I've found ya
I WONDER: why I can't have you.
I REGRET: alotta shit
I LOVE: being hugged.
I ACHE: from listening to techno..
I AM NOT: hungry
I DANCE: in the mirror to "stand up"
I SING: like christina aguilara, and I shake my booty like shakira
I CRY: alot
I AM NOT ALWAYS: sexxyyyy
I WRITE: on paper.
I CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: that boyyy
I SHOULD: shut up about boys

x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: If I had one I'd let you know
x. three things you are often complimented for: having black hair.
x. you get embarrassed when: I get called a motherfucking stalker.
x. makes you happy: horses and boys
x. upsets you: when she sees him.

yes or no...

x. you keep a diary: obviously you fucking genius
x. you like to cook: no, but I'll grill your ass motherfucker
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no whats the point of that?
x. you bite your fingernails: yeah it's sick
x. you believe in love: hell yes

Who is...?

The weirdest person you know: Ashley
the Loudest Person you Know: Lewwie
Your close friends: stable gals
the Person that Knows the Most about you: Ashley prolly..

What is...?


your most overused phrase on IM: lol. Dammnnnn. You got shit up in yo'' Shit.. haha jk.
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: maybe I'll dream about him...
your best feature: I don't think I'm that obbsessed to know
your favorite inside joke: Jennaa Lets smoke pot when we're 21.. it's legal isn't it?

2. Do You...?

take a shower everyday: yeahhhhhh
have a(any) crush(es): yup.. right now.
think you know you've been in love: yes.
want to get married: ehh.. idk
have any tattoos/where?: nope
piercings/where?: ears .. if they are still open
get motion sickness: nope
think you're a health freak: I just ate McDonalds you tell me
get along with your parents: yehh.. i guess
like thunderstorms: sure

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of

Ryan: someone.
Rob: Ladner
Drew: Bledsoe
Stephanie: Jordan
Aaron: Carter
Amy: Brown
Paul: Petro
Eve: Christmas
John: Allen
Laura: Kemp... I don't even kno that girl.. lol
Alex: Lockhart
Justin: espo
Ricky: dunn
Jacob: fanning .. I use to know a man that went by that name.
Jack: Dierdre's Horse

SCREEN NAMES: Shorty6471, Nicolettixx
SIGN: scorpio
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brownish black
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brownish black
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: Hull

( FAVORITES )

NUMBER: 81 -- Seans Football number . isn't that marks too?
COLOR: blue
DAY: saturday
MONTH: June
SONG: Stand Up is my current ... I'm real is my all time favorite
FOOD: Pizza
SEASON: summer
SPORT: hockey
DRINK: NON ALCOHOLIC: Coca-Cola
ALCOHOLIC: I don't drink, sorry son
VEGGIE: Mashies

( PREFERENCES )

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? I think I would like both
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? nilla nilla

( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )

CRIED? nope
HELPED SOMEONE? nope
BOUGHT SOMETHING? McDonalds
GOTTEN SICK? nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES? Almost
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? McDonalds
SAID I LOVE YOU? to mark hahaha
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nope
TALKED TO AN EX? I don't have a ex
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? obviously jackass
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? This morning, in history. :)
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Yeah,
MISSED SOMEONE? Yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE? I wish i hugged you
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yeah
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no


Would You Ever..

1. Eat a bug? and how much money are you paying me for this?
2. Bungee jump? yahh
3. Hang glide? sure
4. Kill someone? nope :)
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? that is fucking sick. No.
8. Parachute from a plane? sure
9. Walk on hot coals? sure
10. Go out with someone for their looks? No, Dan is hott until he opens his mouth
11. For their reputation? I don't listen to reputations
12. Be a vegetarian? sure
13. Wear plaid with stripes? been there done that.. haha I suck - literally
14. IM a stranger: always
15. Sing karaoke? again -- been there done that
17. Shoplift? and again .. done that
18. Run a red light? sure
19. Star in a porn video? it wouldn't be what I was doing for a living put it that way
20. Dye your hair blue? i guesss
21. Be on Survivor? they go through hell.. but sure
22. Wear makeup in public? I don't wear make-up but I would
23. NOT wear makeup in public? yup
24. Cheat on a test? I have ..
25. Make someone cry? I have again
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? if he was a motherfucker and got me pissed off enough. I did tell Mrs. Watson to fuck off
27. Kick a baby? Wow that made me laugh. Yeah maybe I would if I was a complete asshole
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? I'm 16.. that would be dating someone that is 26+ years older
29. Cuss out a priest? if he tried to rape me. haha
30. Take a job as a janitor? I can't even clean up after myself, what makes you think I'm going to clean up after you?
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? I do all the time.
32. Stay up all through the night? yeah
33. Drink straight espresso? ehh...


Love life ..

34. Would you say you have a love life? haha no. Sorry to bust your bubble.
35. Do you currently like anyone? Yeah
If so, who? Shea and mark..
36. Do you have a chance with them? probably not :(
37. Do they know you like them? Yeahh..
38. Do you ask people out? nope
39. Do you base on looks? Yep .. I'm shallow, and ..?
40. What do you look for in looks? Blue eyes, dirty blonde-Blonde hair, nice lips, a ass, smells good.
41. Do you base on personality? No just looks, I don't give a shit how you act.. hahaha jk.
42. What do you look for in personality? flirty, nice, funny..
43. Do you believe in love at first sight? yeahh
44. Are you a virgin? yup :)

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According to my mom ..

- She doesn't know who I am anymore

- You changed when you turn 16.

- "Your not going to meet boys are you"

Who gives a shit if I was, I"M 16 MOM. She obviously cannot trust me... what the fuck. Who gives a shit. GODDD

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It's soo late on a school night and I'm updating my journal, because I'm thinking about shit that shouldn't be bothering me. I'm gonna have black under my eyes again, that totally sucks. Dammnnn I need someone to talk to about all this shit.. ahhhh ...

-:- Nicole..

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I still can't believe I called Gwynne a fucking bitch. Then again I can't believe the bullshit she said to me. I use to really like her.