Black Heart, Fresh Pills

Satan might enjoy reading this journal while he's devouring marinated souls with chopsticks:
pelvic_exam

Dear Ignacious,

I've been a long time reader of your rants, and now that it seems you've disappeared, I've decided to come out of the closet.

Ok, so I'm not really a big drug user... I don't cut, drink, smoke, get high, wear black everyday, or worship Satan. But through all you've said here, I've come to be amazed by you, you are a role model to me, and I live my life the way I think you'd want it to be lived. You are just so amazing in every way. Your speech is eloquent and well thought out. You are witty, intelligent, and super hot. I'm really putting my heart out for you right now, and I can only hope you will see how much, well, I love you.

I think about you every day and maybe one day you will think about me. I would do anything to meet you. I don't think I can live without you any more. You are my everything, you are my sunrise and sunset... you are my world. Please contact me.

Love, and Praise the Dark Lord,
Shaina Skeletor III (i wish LOLZZZZZZZZZ)

My favourite thing to do is to shoot up heroin, snort codeine, worship the goat of mendes and listen to this song over and over agan.

VON - Satanic Blood

Satan fertile
Woman's egg
Need to cut
Her own skin

Son of Satan
Within womb
Need to cut
Her own skin

With a razor
Spells a word
Within the chest
A single word

Carved in deep
Through the skin
Bleeds the word
Satanic Blood

Praise
Satanic Blood
Satan
Satanic Blood

...or however the fuck you're supposed to spell it.

Before I start, I would like to wish all the fucking poser druggies out there a happy 4/20. OH MY FUCKING GOD IT'S 4/20!! LETS GO SMOKE SOME MARIJUANA!! TEE HEE!! Fucking cuntfaces. The funniest thing about 4/20 is how only stupid fucking middle schoolers or people stuck in the stupid fucking middle school mentality get overly excited about it. If someone was a real smoker, they wouldn't even know it was fucking 4/20 or fucking april for that matter because they would be too fucked up. Fuckers. No. I'm not fucking bitter at all that I've been on fucking probation and haven't had a fucking joint in fucking ever while a bunch of 12 year olds are lighting up some shitty joint made mostly of seeds and stems that someone sold them and thinking they're the coolest shit ever.

I've gotten crticism for not knowing what satanism really is. My response to them is: you're right, but who the fuck cares since if you're taking the time to write lameass notes in this shitty community then satan probably fucking hates you too and you should probably try sucking up to jesus or some shit because he loves everyone, which is why christians feel like they can be complete fucktards all the time. Jesus needs to come down and fucking execute Jerry Falwell while he's on tv spouting off shit about how he hates everyone and they're all going to hell. Shit, I say stuff like that all the time, where's my fucking air time? But, once christians realize that their lord will kill them for being fucking stupid all the time, maybe they'll get rid of the big haired lady on the christian network and stop giving such a fucking deal about stupid shit like gay marriage. Fuck, I'm no gay rights advocate or anything, I actually think it's pretty nasty, but it doesn't affect me (unless it's lesbian porn I'm jacking off to)... but whenever I see some fucking christian protest on tv about how it's immoral, I want to go down there and just stick my greasy sodomlicious cock in orifices they didn't even realize they had.

Anyway, I digress. I want to ask all the people that bother posting in this fucking thing to look deep within theirselves and find out why they want to be considered satanists. If you're just doing it to piss people off and make christians cry for your soul, then you're horribly misguided. I suggest you convert to Islam. Or at least pretend to convert. It's not like it fucking matters since you're just doing it to piss people off. Tell a christian you believe in satan, they'll fucking whip out the bible and start praying for you. Tell a christian you believe in muhummad, they'll fucking get old testament on your ass and start shouting about how your god isn't real. I mean, satanism is badass and everything and the pentagon thing looks really awesome with the star and shit, but when was the last time a satanist has gotten into the media? Know that some muslims just did in spain? They dug up some dude's body and desecrated his fucking corpse, and the some of the more extreme christians are like "THEY SHOULD BE ELIMINATED THEY'RE GOING TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD". Hypocritical little fucks. Love and acceptance for everyone except the dirty towelheads, whose religion is a little too popular for their liking.

Since no one fucking knows anything about islam, all you pretty much have to do is not eat pork, wear some sort of shit on your head, and celebrate some weirdass holiday called "eid" twice a year and no one will call you on it. Oh, and tell christians you have the same god as them and that jesus, while a fine example of a human being, didn't die for their sins. That really fucking pisses them off.

Islam. It's what all the cool nonconformists follow.

Man..so i had the crappiest day..i went ot hottopic and there's this gorgeous girl there...and she kept looking at me..and the smith's were playing..it was perfect...deathly perfect..*sigh* her makeup was perfect..she wore just the right amount of black..and those red dread locks man..those were awesome..*sigh* if only she'd look at me..the same way I look at her...*sigh* if only my mother didn't come inside the store to come get me with her gap bags..*sigh* if only I were really a lesbian...

what is up ppl no one like to talk again where have yallz mindz gone omg were all gunna diiiiiiieeeeeee ahhhhhhhhhh wow sorry too much sugar iam very very hyper and what i mean bye sugar is coke hhhahahah muwhahahahhaaaaaaaaa la la la yeah well keeep the postess up talkkie talkiie
toodlez
-Freak Bleeding Heart

hi people heres a ummz i guess kool poem.

Here

Iam here

weather you like it or not

I make you cringe

I make you grind your teeth

I make your skin crawl

I make you crazy with fear

Iam here

Iam here to stay

Iam here to make your life miserable

I am here to make your life worth living

Iam here to change your fate weather it be the will to live or die that is inscribed in cryptic darkness

Iam here to become a scar to become a sore on your life for you to remember me

Iam here to make your place in this cruel world a living hell

Iam here to just be

We are her to just be

Who we fucking want to be

NO OBJECTIONS NO COMPLANTS!!!

-Freak Bleeding Heart

Fucking valentine's day. That's the most bullshit holiday ever besides Christmas. WTF Jesus wasn't even born in December, fucking sheep-ass Christians. They'd all fucking jack off over bald eagles while sucking off a Jesus statue if the Bible told them to. Valentine's day is the same way. Some fucking person just decided that on Feb. 14 you had to be banging someone and if you weren't you weren't included in the holiday. Fuckers, I'll jack off twice as much as normal while stuffing my nasty face with candy if it'll make them happy. I'm going to take random cow parts, stuff them in thin envelopes so the blood and juices seep through, write "Fuck off and die" and put a pentagram on the back of the envelope with a marker, and stick it in my fucking neighbors mailboxes that I particularly hate overnight so when they wake up that next day to get their mail their mailbox has flies surrounding it. Fuckers. Valentine's day is a fucking abomination to Satan. If he were here he'd cast rancid cowparts in everyone's mailbox. We should make our own holiday in opposition to valentine's day where we celebrate the dark energy and hatred that surrounds us and inflict it upon all the superficial sheep that go out and buy fucking cards for each other just because someone tells them to. Instead of giving a card to someone you "love" slash someone you hate's fucking tires and tell them to die.

Fuck this weekend. I'm not buying into their stupid fucking corporate holiday.

I feel a lil bird in my heart
it's dead
it's black
it was once
wounded
from the
pounding in
my head
Look here's my gravestone
and over there's my
llama
He looks so sad
I think
I'd wanna
lick him
I sit here silently
and freebase this
crack
I sit here whistfully
dressed wholly
in black

I was realy fucking high today and I started writing a song. I only got one verse but I think it's pretty fucking awesome.

I'll use my razors to cut you up,
I'll put your blood in a cup
While your handcuffed to my bed,
on the verge of being dead
I'll drink from the cup,
and Satan will rise up