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animations about what?

SUP LJ FREINDS I UPDATED MY WEBSITE AGAIN (I made an animation for the first time in forever)
AND I'M GOING TO MAKE AT LEAST TWO MORE BEFORE SPRING BREAK IS OVER. I PROMISE.


P.S. THE NEW ONE IS THE ONE AT THE TOP TITLED WRAPPED UP IN OUR THOUGHTS
  • Current Music
    Modest Mouse - Cowboy Dan
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Summer Mix.

Man I am off to fair but I made this mix cd for heading out there. For summer, for Aubry.

Anyways here it is

http://pandum.com/nuts/Summer%2020…

http://pandum.com/nuts/Summer%2020…

There are two sides. The first one is... probably better.


Wooo Okay country fair. It's funny how much of these feelings are the same ones I felt every past year. The pressure, the intense emotions, the tired.

It's so fucking hot outside.

Okay So long, headed out to fair. Listen to my summer mix. Maybe you'll like it. MAYBE YOU WILL HATE IT.
  • Current Music
    Tune-Yards - Lions
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Unfamiliar ground.



I took this picture last year driving back from southern Oregon by myself in that work truck.

I listened to M. Ward the whole drive back.



I feel a little tired. I'm going to make some tea.

Life is feeling surreal.

You can't believe it's all really real, you don't know how to act you don't know how to feel.

You think it's a joke just like in the sixth grade when Nick asked you out and then laughed in your face.

and I'm doing really good but it feels a little like balancing on a ball sometimes. or. It feels like I'm concentrating on staying on top of it instead of just feeling it and trusting that things will be good.
Enjoy yourself Spencer. You've earned it.

Relax relax.


Transition.

Matthew just left.



I want to start taking pictures again. I've almost been doing it.

My life is pretty great lately.
and I think I'm lucky and things are good.
But yes, a little afraid it's just a trick.
I'm not used to this new reality.



I've been trying to write you a poem all day...














A nice heart and a white suit and a giant fucking crush on this girl.
  • Current Music
    Beirut - Transatlantique
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man. I'm not sure how I'm doing, I'm not feeling entirely on top of my game to be honest, but I was just brushing my teeth and I couldn't help but notice you there and I had to say something. Boy in the mirror, you area stone cold fox. I would like to steal your digits.

In other news it's 4:35am and I'm feelin like maybe I'm finally finished and. Well
WELL.

HERE IT IS.


I'm going to bed.
oh i just came back to this window and it just said "I'm going to"

so i wrote bed. figuring that must have been what i was saying.
AND THEN I REMEMBERED.
I was going to mention how WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK I'll have a new animation up.
  • Current Music
    Modest Mouse - Convenient Parking
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Moon


Shit for some reason I'm really excited about seeing this.
Probably doesn't hurt that i'm a huge fan of sam rockwell.

Also. effin trippy space sci fi movies just HOOK ME EVERY TIME.
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November november, the fifth of... remember?

Fuck. tuesdays. fuck fuck fuck them.
Tuesdays are consitently. consistently the day i go crazy. the day life sucks the day i'm annoyed and agrivated and awful.

Caught up in my head awful tuesdays.

I really don't have much beef with mondays. I've still got the weekend jazz flowing through my system.
But always tuesdays. it's like. that point in the run where you are like "man i really just want to turn around am i really going for a run?" and then you are like fuck you yes i am and it's fine. but in real life the ugh want to go home and just go to sleep part lasts for a larger chunk of time. A chunk of time called tuesday.

I'd kill myself tomorrow but. tomorrow is wednesday. and this week it is also friday. and i'm betting i'll feel better tomorrow. Wednesdays are usually fine and fridays are usually pretty dandy.

I don't know but i've been told you never die and you'll never grow old.

anyways enough of this. maybe i'll write something real later. livejournal livejournal. i'm going to treat myself to some foods and a mocha. Coffee and chocolate and love ALL TOGETHER IN ONE LITTLE CUP. Why miss mocha i'd like to marry you.

oh but i am getting it from allann bros SO I WILL HAVE TO REFER TO IT AS A BEANERY DON"T FORGET.
it is like a beany with more er.
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    tuesday
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THIS AUDIOBOOK IS PRETTY GOOD

k so.
what i did today.

MY EARLIER ENTRY mentioned that i wasted hours on making a DS theme. BUT
in case you were wondering
it ended up looking like these








BUT THE MAIN THING IS. hay i made a flash movie.
or
finished one
but man it took a long time and isn't very long.



so there is my day.
right there
also i ate and drank some tea and listened to a lot of music and played a lot of advanced wars and made some phone calls and watched the wire. also took a shower and took out the compost once.
  • Current Music
    Barack Obama - The Audacity of Hope- Barack Obama- 2