Okay. So let me tell you how "badass" I am. Its about... 7:34 this morning and well... I'm not dressed. I'm pretty much late... so yeah well whatever. I drive my ass to school but oh wait. I don't have my vocabulary! I lost it. Yes I lost my vocabulary. So i'm about to turn into school and BAM. Yes. I passed school and told it to kiss my ass! and Drove home. But yeah. I'm going into school today for second b/c I have a test in algebra dos.
Anyways. Eating Cap'n Crunch and watching some tv sure kicks English Honors 3s vocabulary test ass anyday!
And. Someone kept leaving me Prank calls on my cell phone. Yes. The jackass is from Concord, Mass. And Yes. You are a dumbass sir. F-ing caller ID. So you can go to hell.
Ichibans was good. And I love Ellen. But. No Bowling.
tDeserveToDie: silly bint. Yes. You said it.
::Horoscope:: Friday, Jan. 7 Everything is lining up in your favor. It's a new situation, but you recognize enough familiar elements to shepherd you through. Any life that you touch now is connected to yours for the foreseeable future.
My shadow's Shedding skin and I've been picking Scabs again. I'm down Digging through My old muscles Looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in My shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking My scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own chaotic And insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, Feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured within My shadow Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and to Grow, take and give and to Move, learn and love and to Cry, kill and die and to Be paranoid and to Lie, hate and fear and to Do what it takes to move through. I choose to live and to Lie, kill and give and to Die, learn and love and to Do what it takes to step through. See my shadow changing, Stretching up and over me. Soften this old armor. Hoping I can clear the way By stepping through my shadow, Coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
I'm going to be the friend in rehab when we all grow up for being a cronic shoe buyer. Yes. I buy shoes when I'm Depressed or Sad. Or just because.
::Horoscope:: If your quality of life is slipping, it's time to do something about it. Distill your own expectations from what others think would be a good idea. Reality happens no matter what, but you have some say in shaping it.
...I f-ing quit -_-.
I need a suprise.
"Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions."
Okay well. Christmas is Over. Done. A week and 2 days eer something till school. Great -_-.
Horoscope for Today. :::Sunday, Dec. 26 There's only so much you can do in the time that's available. Pay attention to the gentle restraining hand on your flailing arm. When you're not taking care of yourself, mother -- or her surrogate -- knows best.:::
Why thank you Horoscope for today. You Suck.
I'm having scratching problems. I keep scratching myself in my sleep... and well that can't be good, Because it f-ing hurts in the shower. I'm sure it doesn't mean anything? I tried to look it up But I keep getting Lottery websites. So I quit.
I feel Empty... I don't like it. Maybe I'll adopt an Internet Pet.
Mmkay. Well. Grandpa Made another almost successful attempt to try to ruin my christmas eve. Its a holiday thing for him to tell me something that he hates about me and make me feel like shit about it for the night.
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XXX biotch.