love has no expectations

i moved, jalisastwin
feel like coming with me?
i found my unrelated long lost sister

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· I’m pretty damn close to graduation and well I’m excited.
· I need to download my pictures from FL.
· I also need to pay $48.00 for going to whack ass Universal Studios. Yeah I said whack.
· Sucks to be me right? Yeah.
· But hey I’m still graduating right?
· Yeah, excited. My girlfriend isn’t though.
· I might just break up with her, wonder how she’ll take it.
· She’s my heart, but it’s hurting me to leave her, waiting for me.
· She deserves more.

PURE SEXINESS, thought I needed to post this

I've lived life, and didn't even appreciate it. Then it's stupid that I expect that for people to treat me otherwise. I mean honestly, I can go through a day and my grandmom acts as though my existence is unnessecary.
Sometimes, I dont even disagree, then I just feel this perpetual state of loniliness day in and day out. I hate it. I want some purpose, some calling, some obligation. I'm sure I'll get the feedback of "You've Got Too Much Time, on your hands" or "This is just a phase".
But the Rejection, Neglection, and anything else that ends with -tion hurts, like hell.
There's so many doctrines going around, ones telling me that my every thoughts DONT AGREE with this, others that tell me that being the way I am is against nature. (the homosexaulity), and I don't understand. I've tried so hard to be optomistic and love life. But for right now, I need to chill.

Time to make some decisions

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ski trip went fine, we had the standard homophobes who think it's their right to talk about every GBLT'ed person in the world. Ashlee was being the antisocial chick she is and basically wanted me to get lost. Sweet right?

"To be perfectly honest you were in the way. I was trying to chill and talk to Theo and you were always there. There are things I wanted to discuss with Theo that I wouldnt say in front of you. And you little side comments began to piss me off. like Theo and I are on a level where she can say damn near anything she wants to me n u cant but you were. "

It's not right but it's ok.

I am the proud mother and sad widow of Miranda.
Sike just playing
Miranda wrote her obituary saying that we had two children: Saria and Sedona and an ex-lover killed her, morbid right?
Ya’ll know we are crazy, medication wouldn’t hurt us.
Really it wouldn’t.

Anyway I’m going to fill out my FAFSA, I’m going to be an independent student so it shouldn’t be much of a problem, being that my finances really don’t exist. Anyway. I don’t have much to say. So I’m gone.

Skiing was great.
I mean I learned how to ski.
I couldn’t stand the people at the ski trip with me.
They were so anti social
Ashlee was actin stuck up
Honestly, I’d do it again.
I need to get published tomorrow, I put a lot of work into it.
Angel said, “dude, for sure”
That’s my crazy consulor dude
I am listening to Miss Keys and now Cam’ron and Kanye West, they are the truth.
Anyway, I’m ghost.

I know you’re feeling hurt because of what I did to you.
If it’s blame I’ll take it maybe we will make it through.
‘Cause I love you, I love you,
Think about it baby.
Floetry-Apology"

I'm in LOVE with Floetry right now.


Me+Digital=Addiction.
Some are from my hood, some are me, and some are events, two portrays a day in paper… You do the math.

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