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i have found my soul mate. we are meant to be. i refuse to believe otherwise. we're "dating" i guess. but he doesn't like to label things, and "we're young, and we shoudld just be having fun." so he doesn't really want a relationship. but i'm hoping that i'll presuade him otherwise.
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    loved lonely only without him

i hate boys

i hate boys. they suck. all the ones who want to be with me, i don't want to be with. and all the ones i do want to be with, don't want to be with me. "the one you love and the one who loves you are never ever the same."
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    mindless self indulgence

baby you know how i do

ok. so...college is amazing. i've already had a fling with a boy named chris. but that's not even relevant anymore. what is, is matt. he's just the most precious boy ever, and he makes me very happy. he lives on the floor below me and 5 rooms down, so his local is ideal. i'm expecting good things to come from this, he's wonderful. i'm glad to of found someone who doesn't remind me of dustin. but here's the weird thing:
1. he's an artist
2. he's a musician
3. he's a communication design major
4. he has his own clothing company
which is basically a description of adam h. but, he's just super duper. and he's an amazing poet. he makes me feel like what i write is absolute crap. anyways here's a precious picture i took of him while he was napping in my room!!! Collapse )
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    flirty not lonely in any sort of way