Jealousy/Envy.
Acts 13:45 NIV “When the Jews saw the crowds, they were filled with jealousy and talked abusively against what Paul was saying.”
Father, jealousy nailed Your Son to the cross and tortured Your Son, along with My sins. Free me Father from all the jealousy including any generational curse in my family! Forgive my family for setting an ungodly example of how to cope and deal with life’s problems. Help me to change and be more like YOU. Help me not to compare myself to others and what they have. Help me to be CONTENT with the gifts You have given me, and the life You made for me. Help me to appreciate what I have, and all You have done for me. Fill me with thankfulness instead of jealousy and envy of others. Help me to rejoice with those who rejoice.
O most loving Jesus, Pattern of charity, who makest all the commandments of the law to consist in love towards God and towards man, grant to us so to love Thee with all our heart, with all our mind, and all our soul, and our neighbor for Thy sake, that the grace of charity and brotherly love may dwell in us, and all envy, harshness, and ill-will may die in us; and fill our hearts with feelings of love, kindness, and compassion, so that by constantly rejoicing in the happiness and success of others, by sympathizing with them in their sorrows, and putting away all harsh judgments and envious thoughts, we may follow Thee, who art Thyself the true and perfect love. Amen.
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful.
Strive to be happy.
Emily McAllister Smith, my beloved friend. 1982-2013.
"I will love you forever and a day!" Emily McAllister Smith, 31, of Clearfield, Utah, passed away on December 30, 2013 following a short illness. Born December 16, 1982, Emily, the daughter of Wilford D. and Zelda B. McAllister (Taylorsville), will be greatly missed by all who knew her. Emily loved music and was a gifted pianist. Prior to her graduation from Taylorsville High School, she played in the Jazz Band, sang with the Concert Choir and Madrigals. She married her best friend and love of her life, Jared Tyler Smith. They are the parents of three beautiful children, Toby T. (12), Charity A. (10) and Ashton T. (8). Emily is survived by her husband and children; her parents and sister, Rachel M. Tauveli (WVC); and Jared's parents, Margaret and Layne Glines (Clinton). In lieu of flowers, donations can be made to the family at Zions Bank to the "Jared Smith Donation" account. Services will be held Saturday, January 4, 2014, 11:00 a.m. at the Hazelhurst Ward, 3045 West Bernina Drive (5820 South), Taylorsville, Utah. Viewings will be Friday, 6-8 p.m. at McDougal Funeral Home, 4330 South Redwood Road and Saturday at the church from 10-10:45 a.m. Interment, Valley View Memorial Park. [SOURCE]