It is official I am in hell. I cracked my tooth on some granola on Thursday night meaning I got less than three hours sleep if that. I have not had dental issues in over a year and a half and thought finally I was getting a free pass in that department, ha I hoped far too soon for my own good. On top of that hot and cold are a serious major sensitivity killer for me at this point. Coffee, water, pop, you name it even the cold outside is like a burning throbbing sensation all the way through my mouth. I cannot touch my mouth with much pressure as that is enough to set me off. Food I am reduced to eating on the other side of my mouth which by the way is no easy feat when you consider I only have seven teeth left in total. I have been to the dentist and waiting for a following appointment, but until that comes through I am going to have to take my really strong pain killers. I stopped taking them because they knock me out for like ten to fourteen hours straight. But then again perhaps that is a good thing considering my mouth is a constant area of throbbing. I have nothing on tomorrow so I might as well if I actually plan on getting something that resembles sleep. On the plus I finished one of my courses through the jobcentre and work zone so that is me cleared until March as far as jobcentre referrals are concerned.
There is four in total she had another two unlike their other two siblings these two are black and white. Mother and Kittens are doing well mother is sleeping as kittens feed the poor thing is exhausted she deserves to rest.
There is a gorgeous grey cat that comes in from time to time to have a sleep or to just eat and be fussed over but we have no idea whether she is a stray or not but I have become quite attached to her. Now less then two hours ago said cat gave birth to two beautful dark grey with white patches kittens the cutest little darlings. I had an inkling that she might have been pregnant from the start but had no idea she was that far along. What I don't understand is if she has an owner why had she not gone there to give birth which leads me to thinking that she is a stray who my older sister has taken to calling Sooty. When I first heard the kittens crying I thought it was a mouse she was killing behind the chairs and I was really freaking out not realising she had just given birth as she had gone right behind the two chairs in my living room. I thought it kind of strange that she had gone behind the couch for as long as she had and it was not until I heard her kittens crying out and I had finished having a panic attack and plucked up the courage to move the chairs from the wall that I realised what had happened. She was so quite as she gave birth that I was none the wiser until I heard her children. God they are so tiny I could fit them in the palm of my hand I am starting to become attached to both the mother and her children which worries me as I have no idea whether there is in fact a owner worrying somewhere. When I get the vet to come at nine I am going to ask him if he could scan her for any ID chips so I at least know where I stand on the owner front. God I am exhaused but I need to stay awake I might crack open some cider or have a cup of milky coffee.
There is a gorgeous grey cat that comes in from time to time to have a sleep or to just eat and be fussed over but we have no idea whether she is a stray or not but I have become quite attched to her. Now less then two hours ago said cat gave birth to two beautful dark grey with white patches kittens the cutest little darlings. I had an inkling that she might have been pregnant from the start but had no idea she was that far along. What I don't understand is if she has an owner why had she not gone there to give birth which leads me to thinking that she is a stray who my older sister has taken to calling Sooty. When I first heard the kittens crying I thought it was a mouse she was killing behind the chairs and I was really freaking out not realising she had just given birth as she had gone right behind the two chairs in my living room. I thought it kind of strange that she had gone behind the couch for as long as she had and it was not until I heard her kittens crying out and I had finished having a panic attack and plucked up the courage to move the chairs from the wall that I realised what had happened. She was so quite as she gave birth that I was none the wiser until I heard her children. God they are so tiny I could fit them in the palm of my hand I am starting to become attached to both the mother and her children which worries me as I have no idea whether there is in fact a owner worrying somewhere. When I get the vet to come at nine I am going to ask him if he could scan her for any ID chips so I at least know where I stand on the owner front. God I am exhaused but I need to stay awake I might crack open some cider or have a cup of milky coffee.
I first heard this song when I watched the movie Step Up 3D and have been looking for awhile for the name of the song and the artist. I just had to share it as it is such a lovely song, would in fact making a great wedding song.
I have been on a diet since October 2011 which I weighed a little over twenty two stone. When I went back in December before Christmas it was to discover I had lost five pounds. Now I went back yesterday and was told I had lost a further five pounds on top of what I had already lost. I have lost ten pounds in total and now weigh twenty one stone and eight pounds. It seriously just gives me the incentive to continue, especially after I discovered my mom and older sister weigh more then I do and I fit better in their clothing then they do. I honestly never thought eating healthier and drinking sugar free pop and juice and cutting my coffee intake down to two mugs a day inside of four would be so easy. I don't even have sugar in my coffee or hot chocolate anymore I have a sweetener called Canderel. I don't even miss the takeaways and can't even eat pizza anyway, it makes me physically sick just the smell of it never mind the actual taste. My portions of food of decreased by half meaning in the beginning a lot of food end up left behind on my plate and I end up being sick after trying to eat my usual portion. I am hopping to loose another five pounds by the time I have to go back and be weighed again next month. I am hopping to have lost at least a stone and half by the time my twenty seventh birthday comes around this September. My target weight eventually is to reach ten stone and be in a UK size sixteen and US size fourteen dress and jeans. I don't want to be stick thin size zero I think that is not healthy at all or a reasonable goal to aim for. I will be happy just having a curvy yet moderately slim figure. I am so looking forwards to being able to buy my clothes in the shops in a couple of years time instead of having to pay a lot for them buying them out of catalogs online.
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