i think progress is being made on the uni work front. i think.
also. postgrad fair in a couple of weeks, need to go talk about the MSc course i am interested in. i am going to apply for an msc in biological recording i think, and try to construct a project based on bioinformatics for maximum employability :P
however i am also really tempted to apply to glasgow but i don't know if the MRes is available part time.
I don't feel too good today...lethargic and blah. Hopefully taking a walk up to Fallowfield in the sunshine will perk me up a bit :)
Anyway...lately, not been eating properly, need to change that. Too lazy to cook really...so I've just been eating oranges and wispa golds. Not good, need to cut that shit out quick before I get ill.
I am an architect, they call me a butcher I am a pioneer, they call me primitive I am purity, they call me perverted Holding you but I only miss these things when they leave
I am idiot drug hive, the virgin, the tattered and the torn Life is for the cold made warm and they are just lizards Self-disgust is self-obsession honey and I do as I please A morality obedient, only to the cleansed repented
I am stronger than Mensa, Miller and Mailer I spat out Plath and Pinter I am all the things that you regret A truth that washes, that learnt how to spell
The first time you see yourself naked you cry Soft skin now acne, foul breath, so broken He loves me truly ,this mute solitude I'm draining I know I believe in nothing but it is my nothing
Sleep can't hide the thoughts splitting through my mind Shadows aren't clean, false mirrors too many people awake If you stand up like a nail then you will be knocked down I've been too honest with myself I should have lied like everybody else
I am stronger than Mensa, Miller and Mailer I spat out Plath and Pinter I am all the things that you regret A truth that washes that learnt how to spell, learnt to spell
So damn easy to cave in, man kills everything So damn easy to cave in, man kills everything So damn easy to cave in, man kills everything So damn easy to cave in, man kills everything
"You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, 'okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness.' You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing, and you're terrified somebody's going to stick you in a cage. Well, baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somaliland. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself." -Breakfast At Tiffany's
Oooh Dane is visiting today! Exciting! I haven't seen him for over a month D:
I'm really skint until Thursday so I hope he's OK with eating pasta for every meal until then.
I still haven't finished my taxonomy work. I have a biodiversity test on Wednesday followed by an assessed genetics lab and I haven't revised or found my missing lab book. I should do something about that before Wednesday.
I need to do some other work for ecology. XTREME ENERGY PYRAMID.
Royal Holloway rang me this morning to ask why I haven't enrolled yet, like they did in September. Stupid, stupid university. I bet I'll get another call in a few months demanding £3k. IDIOTS I AM NOT A FUCKING STUDENT THERE ANYMORE. OMG.
Also, steam is a right bastard... of course that is the answer to my secret question you fuck!
