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its been like 3 years since ive used this thing. im surpirzied they dont delet you if you havent used it in so long.
im done saying sorry to everyone. it pointless, if you don like me for me than thats your problem not mine. im done feeling sorry for myself, but im just gonna keep letting it happen. ive been so used and i know im probly gonna keep letting it happen. i ned to be sheltered and i know it. im a baby. i need to get over myself. im not all that im craked up to be and i know it. ive become a very mean person and i know it. i guess im bitter but i try to hide it. im just pretty much over everyone! fuck it all. im sick of being used by my so called friends who are only there for me when they need something from me. im sick of how boys trick me, convince me they like and soon find out there were only after sex. im sick of fake people. im just sick of it all. i miss so much of what i had. i lost so much in the last 5 months and ive tryed so much to bring myself something new. but everything seemed to blow up in my face. how come some people are given happiness and others arnt? how im not the beauty queen that i always wished to be? how come people who love each other wake up and dont love each other any more? how come things have to change?
im done saying sorry to everyone. it pointless, if you don like me for me than thats your problem not mine. im done feeling sorry for myself, but im just gonna keep letting it happen. ive been so used and i know im probly gonna keep letting it happen. i ned to be sheltered and i know it. im a baby. i need to get over myself. im not all that im craked up to be and i know it. ive become a very mean person and i know it. i guess im bitter but i try to hide it. im just pretty much over everyone! fuck it all. im sick of being used by my so called friends who are only there for me when they need something from me. im sick of how boys trick me, convince me they like and soon find out there were only after sex. im sick of fake people. im just sick of it all. i miss so much of what i had. i lost so much in the last 5 months and ive tryed so much to bring myself something new. but everything seemed to blow up in my face. how come some people are given happiness and others arnt? how im not the beauty queen that i always wished to be? how come people who love each other wake up and dont love each other any more? how come things have to change?