At the chance of sounding like an LJ freak im making this journal friends only due to the fact that I actually plan on talking about my life and the idea of everyone knowing it makes me queasy. If you were booted from the list leave one.
I cant believe...he got hit by a car and died just like that. poor greg, poor gregs family, and his close friends. A kid in our grade dies every year it seems.
so jess and i went to the mall to get a dvd and someone...hehe was doing a signing and a mini concert :) so we waited in line and met the uberhotness Ryan Cabrara
So yeah....we (Chrissy Blood, Me, Mike Page, Mike Brown) were supposed to go to the drag races tonight in NH and well we were well on our way and on rt 101 and we switched lanes from left to right and over steered a little so we fishtailed...she regained control then all of a sudden the car went 180 degrees and went assbackward off the road into a bunch of bamboo loo.king shit and a rock cliff. we then all of a sudden flipped once. then twice and landed on the roof. Justin and Tim were a few cars behind us and then had to come help us...any way....so here we are hanging upside down, well Chrissy and I wore seatbelts the boys didnt. Brown was fine Chrissy was crying i was fine then page was bleeding. WE WALKED AWAY FROM IT. So someone was trying to kick in the window next to my head even though i was there...well to make a long story short we got out fine..juiced up on adrenaline. but fine none the less. Come to find out i have a hge bump on my head a few cutes on my feet pages blood in my hair bruise across the stomache and nasuae. Pages arm was bleeding and he was fine brown and chrissy made it our fine. but that was my night now was yours?
So Yeah. I have to call the Doctor tomarrow. For those of you who knew, i went through a shitty time and i was put on antidepressants it was said that it was just a bad situation and i couldnt handle it so they took me off of it she told me to try and figure iout what it was that was causing so much stress in my life i decided that it was either bad stuff with page or maybe my job at american eagle so i quit the job and now i work at mobile and everuthing had been going fine and recently within the last 48 hours its come back i wnat to cry over stupid shit like right now i want to. its so dumb im crying over writing i cried cause my brother was being a dick to me i cry cause my parents think im such a bad kid. I just dont get it. So now that i think about it my mom has been wicked shitty to me lately like she always has. Lets see...my car has to be fixed but hey mom doest care at all she said i could use her car for the week then a friend calls and she changes her mind and now i cant so i have to find some otrher way, then she comes home wasted and yells at my about the bathroom cause one of my brothers has left a towel in the dirty laundry but of course its me its not my brothers cause they are perfect shits. not really they trash the house i get yelled at my parents want me to clean the kitchen...when would they like mo to do that? i watch brian 7-3 or 5 then i work from 3-11 and im in no way shape or form ready to clean a mess i didnt mke. my brothers are home every day and they dont do shit. im really just getting fed up with the way they treat me. Aunt tricia comes home toamrrow and i think i may talk to her about moving incause ifi ts my parents who are causing this shit then i need out anyway have a nice night
pissed off