Searching Fanfic Agents of Shield

Hy,
I’m searching for a fanfic i read not long ago.
It is about Ward. He touches the berserker staff for many hours to remember what he forgot (Garett).
There he sees that Garett is a piece of shit.
I think I read it on FanFiction.Net

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I’m searching for Agents of Shield fanfics where Ward is Coulsons biological son or where Shield is the one who helps Grant when he is a teenager.

Thanks for your time

Searching a Lucifer Fanfic

Hello,
I’m searching a Lucifer fanfic i read months ago.
The fanfic is about Chloe and Pierce are together and Lucifer doesn’t want to see it anymore. He wants to go home. Maze don’t want it. Later Chloe discover that Lucifer will never return and starts to cry.
The next Chapter Lucifer is back in time and has a second chance.
Do you know this story?