yay for being home for summer :] unfortunately i've done like nothing since i've been home haah haven't even gotten a job yet lazyyyy bum! haha.. i need to post some pictures up soontime and get back into the LJ :D twilight has taken over my lifeeee! in less than two months i read all three books twice.. even during finalstime bahh i'm going crazy.. only a few short months until the movie ;]
today wasn't a really bad day.. i had my last philosophy class EVER :D i am however going to miss my sociology class.. it was really interesting guster&the format played at my school on saturday which was pretty kickass.. me and my cousin juliann got right in the front-like on the gate :] i am the pilot played here today.. strange and completely unexpected but they were still good.. i bought their CD and i likeeeeee lol i miss going to shows all the time :/ there better be some good shows this summers and i better go to them! ha
ahh in 12 more days i will be HOME for the summer .. so exciting! especially cuz kristen&amanda made up, so now 4/5 can be reunited freaking amazing i haven't seen kristen since march and amanda since april - NOT ACCEPTABLE!! haah ok i'm done being an idiotttt
i'm home for break but i've been terribly sick the whole time i had to go to the hospital wednesday night :/
xmas/xmas eve was great as usual.. i got lots of clothes and i pretty much love them allllll most of my relatives gave me actual gifts this year instead of money or gift certificates. my gummy bought me uggs, and they're suprisingly comfortable.. i'm in loveeeee with them now haha frank got me these really cool pair of shoes-love those too-and pajamas :] new years eve is about 24 hours away and my birthday is a week away then after another two weeks i get to go back up to school how fun ugh i can't wait til i'm out of there
i'm SO sick of being taken advantage of and lied to i swear that's the only thing the men in my life do my dad is seriously a lieing piece of SCUM.. he thinks i don't know shit, but of course i do and he flat out lies to me about stuff whatever yo this is such BULLSHIT!
&frank godamn don't even get me started he's done something wrong and i know it (as terrible as that sounds) but like i can always just sense these things and i have such a strong feeling that he's fucked up i need to ask him about it but i'm trying to wait for this weekend cuz he's supposedly coming to see me and i don't doubt that he will, i just know we're not gunna be spending a lot of time together he has a bunch of friends at ualbany he's gunna want to see whatever yo.. fuck that i'm not gunna chill with people i don't even want to be around if he wants to go hang out with them then whatever he can but if he does he definitely will not be sleeping in bed with me he can either stay at ualb or sleep on the floor in my room cuz i'm not gunna put up with that shit at all dan left me a comment on my facebook saying something like "oh you better not hog frank this weekend" um since when does frank EVER do what i want to do?! and that's exactly what i commented him back with i have no problems with dan, i like him he's very nice but i'm just in such a horrible mood that right now i really could care less how dan feels nor could i care less about all these other fucking people who think they're oh so important to me trust me, you know if you're my friend; you know if you are important to me and if you don't know, then sorry but i could probably care less about you :] i don't have time for people in my life anymore who walk all over me i'm done with that shit.. not doing it
i didn't go to my first class today i figured i was only gunna sleep through it anyways so i should probably just stay in bed and sleep so i did :] and i didn't wake up til 2 haha and then i ate a cosmic brownie and went to class at 4 &i'm real hungry now.. ha i need to stop eating bad stuff and eat healthy time for dinner.. payceeeeee
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