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Accelerator ([personal profile] levelshift) wrote in [community profile] etrayalogs2026-07-07 07:16 pm

My proof of existence is overloaded with empty words

WHO: Accelerator and OPEN.
WHEN: After this conversation with Sollux.
WHERE: Around Etraya.
WHAT: Accelerator and Sollux had a fight and Accelerator is having a completely normal one about it.
NOTES\WARNINGS: Depression, possible discussion about child abuse and murder.


Open

[It's the middle of the night when Accelerator starts feeling restless. He made sure Fio had dinner but otherwise slept for the entire evening and through the night right up until now, where he's starting awake suddenly. Hit with a wave of intrusive thoughts, he eventually gets sick of staring at his bedroom ceiling and decides that a convenience store run at 3am is a good and normal thing to do.

The night is dark and quiet and warm, and Accelerator trudges the short distance from the library, past the trolley stop and 8 Grandage Place to the 7-11. He has a reusable shopping bag in his free hand, and a scowl on his face. It's probably a good thing he's out so late instead of during the day, it'd be easy for some person to assume he's a delinquent looking to pick a fight based on his expression alone.

Stopping just outside the store, he glares down at the sidewalk for several long moments before his gaze wanders over to his side, to a mostly empty trash can. Gritting his teeth, he suddenly lifts a foot and sharply kicks it with enough force to knock it over.]

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[personal profile] ornithologist 2026-07-10 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Harold had been following that conversation, of course -- it was public, so even without his arrangement monitoring Accelerator's brain functions and tacit permission to stalk him on a regular basis, he would have read it -- but he hadn't planned on butting in unless invited. Many of those he's close to struggle with socializing and connecting with others in a wholly different way than Harold does, and although he cares about their plight he also doesn't imagine himself some authority in this area, and he respects their privacy.

He hadn't actually expected Accelerator would seek him out, and he's momentarily surprised before it fades into a soft kind of understanding. ]


Come in, [ he calls out from the next room, a small workspace stuffed with books and electronics. Harold has settled in comfortably by now, and him seated at the table covered with monitors is probably a familiar sight for Accelerator.

He twists in his seat with physical awkwardness to face him as he comes in through the door, and decides not to pretend ignorance. It's probably the kinder thing to do. ]


Are you looking for commiseration, or a distraction?
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[personal profile] solarson 2026-07-08 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
( tossing another barrel of hay down from where he is in the barn, he pushes his cap up on his head a little when he hears someone coming to the farm and... ok. it's just accelerator. nothing to be on edge about there! he does, however, finish up with what he's doing before he hops himself down from above — no need for a ladder here! — and dusts some straw off himself before he's heading for the farmhouse.

he's dressed in a t-shirt and some overalls, not feeling the need to wear his superboy uniform when he's just been puttering around the farm and checking on things; no need to get that dirty! he's dusting his hands off a little as he heads inside and, pushing his cap back up on his head again — it keeps falling down every now and then geez — he looks for the other boy and... found him. heh! )


Hey, Accy. Did you come to check on the farm?
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[personal profile] solarson 2026-07-08 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
( oh, well. that doesn't sound good at all. jon stands there — scratches his nose — and then drops down to help accelerator pick up the things he'd knocked over accidentally. pushing his cap up on his head a bit better, blue eyes stare to the boy curiously. )

Did something happen?

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[personal profile] wannasmash 2026-07-08 09:53 am (UTC)(link)
Midoriya wasn't shaken enough by the Pollux mission to have a breakdown like after the battle at Jakuu, but he did neglect his well-being. It wasn't the violence on its own but the people who were hurt, people he couldn't save.... It's the one thing Heroes are trained to prevent, but it's anathema especially to him. It weighs on a kind heart that instinctively wants to save, but he doesn't speak about it. He doesn't want to be a bother.

So when he can't sleep, he goes for a jog. His injuries are healed enough that he can, no thanks to whatever was making noise outside at night during his stay at the hospital. After being discharged, he was glad to sleep in his own bed.

Midoriya wears basketball shorts, one of his usual stupid T-shirts (that just reads "T-shirt" in katakana), his usual red sneakers, and a fine sheen of sweat that makes him feel gross and sticky in the summer air. He slows his jog when he recognizes the other person awake at this weird hour.

"Accelerator-kun?!" he blurts out. "So you're the one who's been kicking trash cans all this time!"
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[personal profile] wannasmash 2026-07-09 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
The shock is mutual, though for different reasons. Many people would be surprised to know how much of a rule breaker the nice polite Midoriya really is. When he feels strongly about something, neither his supervisors nor even his friends can stop him. He's got a record....

This is a regular T-shirt of the type that he wears often. He has multiple in this very plain style, and they say things like "sweater" and "henley" and "flannel". They are all, without exception, T-shirts. Yet another of his fashion crimes.

He flinches, shoulders rising up to his ears. Not using "-kun" is also being overly familiar in his book, so he's really stuck here.

"I'm sorry." That was his slip-up after all. "I couldn't sleep, so I went out for a jog. Kicking over trash cans makes a lot of noise, you know."

He doesn't live near here, but that's his way of reminding Accelerator that he lives in a place with others and should be more considerate.
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[personal profile] wannasmash 2026-07-10 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
He would usually jog early in the morning like a normal person. Athletic people need their sleep more than ever; that's when the muscles heal. All Might even had to chide him for overworking himself when he first started strength training. But when Midoriya can't sleep, he feels restless, and when he feels restless, he's out here like a delinquent.

"Picking up the trash can should be enough," he says mildly. He can tell that a lecture probably wouldn't help, so it falls to deeds. "Bad day?"

He tilts his head a little in concern. He's a meddling Hero if there ever was one.

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[personal profile] rudelanguage 2026-07-08 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[it's just the moody trashpeople hour...

before the assailed can is able to attempt much rolling away, a boot halts it. Pending's a bit stanced-up from the suddenness off the noise, but a body this lank still kind of gives off man_standing_emoji regardless. orc_standing_emoji.

nothing explodes or oozes out in a nefarious manner, so they flick their gaze over to the kicker.

blink.]


...Better stuff at the junkheap.
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[personal profile] rudelanguage 2026-07-08 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[an eyebrow cocks.]

Just breakin' stuff? [This close to where most folk sleep? Kid, you KNOW people'll get all pissy about it...]

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[personal profile] aimsforknees 2026-07-14 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ John has, of course, seen the Chirpr conversation. Not only does he read every comment on there, he followed Accelerator's conversation closely. Privately he agrees with pretty much everything Sollux said; Accelerator has different standards for himself, standards that he can fail at every time so he never views himself in a positive light.

That's not an easy thing to say. He's tried to talk adjacent to the issue before and never made any progress, and hasn't wanted to drive Accelerator away by pressing the issue. The fact that someone else was brave enough to do that is good for Accelerator, even if he doesn't like it.

John turns the corner with the vacuum just as Accelerator slams down the books and turns it off, standing about a bookshelf away. ]


Don't take it out on the books.

[ But it's not a real scolding, more of a friendly comment. ]
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[personal profile] sabigoe 2026-07-14 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ever since being brought to Etraya, Fio's living circumstances have improved. The people around her are reliable. Even with the dangers of the missions, she still finds it preferable to the life that she once lived. Because at least she's no longer living a life where she's rejected by the world, alone to fend for herself.

She follows her roommate out to the roof, eyes wandering around as if expecting to see something special. Nothing really out of the ordinary. She expects that he'll demonstrate flight soon enough. She could have asked more questions, but better to see his powers in action. Getting to the flying part quickly sounds much more fun. ]


I'm ready. [ Her gaze tilts slightly to the sky. ] Can we say hi to Mr. Sun?
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as "not here" as he can get

[personal profile] p2iioniic 2026-07-14 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
[A week after their argument, if Accelerator takes a nap anywhere in the Library, when he wakes up, there's suddenly a pair of sunglasses sitting on desk or table nearby.

There's no label, no gift wrapping, and no indicator of who they belong to. If anyone checks the footage to see how they showed up there, there's a section of the footage missing, the timestamp jumping only a few minutes forward but showing no other indicator of who was there to leave them. The same goes for the front door surveillance cameras. However, if there's any security cameras around the back of the Library, the timing is suspiciously aligned with the same time Sollux decided to have a midday walk outside nearby.
]
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