cooler than your mom

Just when I forgot that sometimes, good remakes happen, I saw Shadow fo the Vampire. They left the original story intact, and fictionalized the making-of parts, which made up most of the movie. It seems that F.W. Marnau (John Malkovich) has hired a vampire (Willem Dafoe) to play an actor playing a vampire, to heighten the realism in his rehash of Bram Stoker's Dracula (he had to change the title to Nosferatu, of course). The other actors are told he is a strict method actor, hence his always showing up in makeup, only doing his scenes at night, and so on. But soon the photogrpher gets sick, and the cast and crew starts to get edgey. Marnau has to leave to find a new photographer (who moonlights as a drug dealer), and soon everyone is on an island to shoot the last few scenes of the film. The story is relatively simple, but there are some unexpected twists and some bizarre humor and a brilliant ending. The casting of Malkovich and Dafoe in the main roles was perfect, and overall it's a very solid reinterpretation of a classic. Definitely worth a rental.
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    tom petty- dont come around here no more

lesson learned for the day

This is a fair request, and I promise I will not judge any person only as a teenager.
You will constantly remind yourself that some of my generation judges people by their race,
their belief, or the color of their skin, and that this is no more right
than saying all teenagers are drunken dope-addicts or glue-sniffers.
You think its strange, that there's a way
of how you looked, and how you act, and how you think
pretend they're not the same as you.

You think its strange, that there's a way
of how you looked, and how you act, and how you think
pretend they're not the same as you.

Do you know about her strength in convictions
or how she puts all her faith in religion.
Did we take the time to really discover, how little we know about each other.
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    Less Than Jake- all my best friends are metal heads

Random thoughts from valentines day 2004

today's a holiday invented by greeting card company's, to make people feel like crap. I ditched work today, took a train out to montach, i dont know why, im not an impulsive person. I guess i just woke up in a funk this morning, i gotta get my car fixed.........its god damn freezing on this beach, montach in febuary, brillent joel, pages are ripped out, dont remember doing that, it appears this is my first entry in two years. Sands overrated, its just tiny little rocks. If only i could meet someone new, i guess my chances of that happening are somewhat diminished, seeing that im incapbable of making eye contact with a woman i dont know, maybe i should get back together with nioami. She was nice, nice is good. SHe loved me. Why do i fall in love with every woman i see who shows me the least bit of attention?

suck a pity i have to read such a pointless book

Today was most excellent. I walked at least 5 miles or more. Meet intresting people, well not intresting, but intresting convo's. I've read 150 pages of a book today, not counting pleasure reading. typed a paper and turned it in, and now i have one more to do before this week finally comes to the times i enjoy the most. That and i'll have the room to myself all fuckin weekend. McCheese may come up this weekend, which would be most pleasent. Gonna see some thing tommrow night that anna's working at. SHould prove to be a good weekend. SLeep is slowly teasing my eyelids so im out like your mom on a saturday night.

The woman was a dream I had
Though rather hard to keep
for when my eyes were watching hers
They closed,
And I was still asleep.

For when my hand was holding hers
She whispered words and I awoke
And faintly bouncing around the room
The echo of whomever spoke
I awoke and faintly bouncing round the room
the echo of whomever spoke.

The place I saw was far beneath
The surface of the sea
My sight was poor
But I was sure
The sirens sang their songs for me
They dance above me as I sink
I see them through a crystal haze
And hear them bouncing round the room
the never ending coral maze

That time and once again I'm bouncing around the room.
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    Phish- bouncing round the room

im drunk

well dave and i decided after our indoor soccer game that we would get shitfaced tonight. And here we are about 4 hours later and im shitfaced. I watched lost in translation last night and i def like enternal sunshine better. Well we were forced to drink old miwaukee ice tonight, but to tell you the truth this beer does the trick. yea im too drunk to say anything usefull to anyone


"Take me drunk, I'm home!"

i really dont have anything to say, i think i may stop posting stuff

but dont let the lyrics fool ya im feelin oh so fine

Manic depression is touching my soul
I know what I want but I just don't know
How to, go about gettin' it
Feeling sweet feeling,
Drops from my fingers, fingers
Manic depression is catchin' my soul

Woman so weary, the sweet cause in vain
You make love, you break love
It's all the same
When it's, when it's over, mama
Music, sweet music
I wish I could caress, caress, caress
Manic depression is a frustrating mess

Well, I think I'll go turn myself off,
And go on down
All the way down
Really ain't no use in me hanging around
In your kinda scene

Music, sweet music
I wish I could caress, caress, caress
Manic depression is a frustrating mess

Ow! ow!
Music sweet music sweet music
Sweet music sweet music
Hooo!
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    Jimi Hendrix- manic depression

(no subject)

Change your heart, look around you
Change your heart, it will astound you
I need your loving like the sunshine

And everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

Change your heart, look around you
Change your heart, it will astound you
I need your loving like the sunshine

And everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
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    Beck- everybody's gotta learn sometime

Duckman now thats quality cartoons

Ha duckman fucking rules, a hammered duck and a somesort of other bird loaded off liquer..........Ryan and anna im sorry i was never around when you guys called this weekend. I was out alot surprisingly, friday night was the pirate game, which briney had sweet tics for. Me and mcfunkelcheese got ourselves some supplies and then drove on out for a night at the ballpark. The bucco's won and then we chilled for awhile. Friday i went and saw Eternal sunshine, and i swear if i could have written a movie that it would have been exactly the same. Well the movie fucken rule'd so i suggest everyone go out and see it. I got myself two new cd's too. The Cure and Spinal Tap, nothing beats spinal taps "Christmas with the devil". This weekend was exactly what i needed, everything was sweet and i had the best time. I'm gonna live with my brother this summer down in oakland, which opens endless possiblities. Watched deadwood at mcdermotts tonight and i wish i had hbo cause that show rules, except wild bill was killed tonight, thats right deadmans hand mother fucker. Wild bill ruled. Now im just waiting till tommrow when i have to go back to school for a 2:30 class, then work later that night, hmmmm i wonder why i love beaver falls so much. My mom had some easter baskets out this morning, and i could tell which one was mine because it had encino man (i just kinda figured she got that for me, since i never really loved the movie) and monoply underware. I also skipped church today at the price of setting the table for easter, not a shabby trade off if i say so myself. Man i left school in the worst mood and complained to my mom the whole way home, yet after being here for about a weekend with the people who make it so easy to bear life, i feel like a new man, i mean i didnt have this same feeling after spring break, i still wanted to go back to school for some reason. I think mostly what had me down was my fucking sucubis of teachers were pile load after load of festering stinking shit on me.........hmmm i think ill go smoke a bowl. Much better, i've decided that the only way to enjoy yourself typing on the computer is to be laying down, preferably on a couch, with pillows, comfort is the key.
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    im watching duckman dumbass

if anyone has any yayo im all ears

Well, I've been down so Goddamn long
That it looks like up to me
Well, I've been down so very damn long
That it looks like up to me
Yeah, why don't one you people
C'mon and set me free

I said, warden, warden, warden
Won't you break your lock and key
I said, warden, warden, warden
Won't ya break your lock and key
Yeah, come along here, mister
C'mon and let the poor boy be

Baby, baby, baby
Won't you get down on your knees
Baby, baby, baby
Won't you get down on your knees
C'mon little darlin'
C'mon and give your love to me, oh yeah

Well, I've been down so Goddamn long
That it looks like up to me
Well, I've been down so very damn long
That it looks like up to me
Yeah, why don't one you people
C'mon, c'mon, c'mon and set me free