come together
right now
over me.

Life 2: Unhappy Ending - Stars
[Scene one:] Late at night interior, we find ourselves inside the car
Our hero has just gone too far, his lover bleeding in the back
He removes the Lucky from the pack, he knows now that he can't turn back
[Cut to:] The cherry lights in the rearview
He realizes that he's through
Whispers, "Darling let's have fun"
Hits the exit doing 91, drives until he's in the woods
If he loses them he's gone for good
Life was supposed to be a film, was supposed to be a thriller, was supposed to end in tears
But life, could be nothing but a joke, could be nothing but a con
Where's my unhappy ending gone?
Life was supposed to be a film, was supposed to be a thriller, was supposed to end in blood
But life could be nothing but a joke, a sentimental con
Where's my unhappy ending gone? Where's my unhappy ending gone?
[Her:] Here is the part where you save me, here is the scene where you save the day
Why can't the ending be happy?
Why must it always resolve this way?
[Fade in:] A cabin in the woods somewhere
Our hero strokes his lover's hair
Says "Don't worry love we're almost done"
Says "I could have really been someone"
Outside, they surround the house with pistols drawn
It's a waiting game until dawn
Sergeant says "He can't go on, we know now that he can't go on..."
Life was supposed to be a film, was supposed to be a thriller
Was supposed to end in fire
But life turns out it's nothing but a dream
And that I'll miss it when it's gone
I want the story to go on and on but it can't go on...
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- Current Mood
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calm
I'm numb as a statue
I may have to beg, borrow or steal
Some feelings from you
So I can have some feelings too
I'm pale as a ghost
You know what I love about you
That's what I need the most
I'm gonna beg, borrow or steal
Some feelings from you
I'm gonna beg, borrow or steal
So I can have some feelings too
I don't care if it's superficial
You don't have to dig down deep
Just bring enough for the ritual
Get here before I fall asleep
Ain't nothing special
When the present meets the past
I've always taken care of business
I've paid my first and last
What hurts the most is being so close and having
so much to say and watching you walk away
and never knowing what could have been.
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--Rascal Flatts [What Hurts The Most]

Have you ever thought about your soul - can it be saved?
Or perhaps you think that when you're dead you just stay in your grave
Is God just a thought within your head or is he a part of you?
Is Christ just a name that you read in a book when you were in school?
When you think about death do you lose your breath or do you keep your cool?
Would you like to see the Pope on the end of a rope - do you think he's a fool?
Well I have seen the truth, yes I've seen the light and I've changed my ways
And I'll be prepared when you're lonely and scared at the end of our days
Could it be you're afraid of what your friends might say
If they knew you believe in God above?
They should realize before they criticize
that God is the only way to love
Is your mind so small that you have to fall
In with the pack wherever they run
Will you still sneer when death is near
And say they may as well worship the sun?
I think it was true it was people like you that crucified Christ
I think it is sad the opinion you had was the only one voiced
Will you be so sure when your day is near, say you don't believe?
You had the chance but you turned it down, now you can't retrieve
Perhaps you'll think before you say that God is dead and gone
Open your eyes, just realize that he's the one
The only one who can save you now from all this sin and hate
Or will you still jeer at all you hear? Yes! I think it's too late.
Christian music from a supposedly satanic band? It's this kind of pseudo-paradox that I thrill on.
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- Current Music
- Black Sabbath - "Master of Reality"
Where is my boy?
I saw you come out of a scene
Maybe in some kind of dream
Something that never comes
Time that I take...
See over in arms I'll raise
I'll race in to find you
I'll race in to find you
Time stands
I open your eyes to my world
I see you come out of it all
Unharmed and unscathed
And shouting, oh
Come on in
In houses I live in
And changes you're making
To the state of affairs
Calling “where is my boy?”
I have seen you so often
I cry “where is my boy?”
Oh, have you all forgotten?
And in some kind of dream
Have I seen you before
Oh, have I seen you before?
Oh, where is my boy?
So come all the way
Changing your number
Changing the house where you live
Change your lines
Have I seen you before?
In some kind of a dream?
In a place you've forgotten
A place I've forgotten
So where is my boy?
When I kneel in your arms
I flew awry
Where is my boy?
Have I seen you before?
In some kind of a dream?
Have I seen you before?
In some kind of a dream?
In my hands you’ll fall
Open in as it seems
Have I seen you before?
Oh baby, your arms and your legs are shattered
Where is my boy?
Where is my boy?
I said “where is my boy?”
Have you seen me before?
When I look in your eyes
Tell me “he had to go”
Said “I seen you before
In some kind of dream”
Seems I've seen you before
In some kind of a dream
I say “where is the boy?”
Have I seen you before?
Yeah, I saw you before
In some kind of a dream
I say “where was my head?
When I needed it most?”
Oh, I stayed here before
Yes I stay in the place I know.
I'm posting this because I'm looking for someone ... I'm havoing trouble finding him and it's driving me crazy. we havent seen each oher in many years and i'mn starting to think we may have never met, after all. it's one of those maddening situations that makes you feel like you're going insane. this song is structured in such a way that it reflects that perfectly.
I miss him. i want to see him again. I don't even have proof that we've ever met, only my memory. I hate it. Hence this song. on repeat.
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- Current Music
- Coldplay - Where Is My Boy
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said “this is the first day of my life
I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you
But now I don’t care I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy”
So if you want to be with me
With these things there’s no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I’d rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
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- Current Mood
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sleepy
And when I see you
I really see you upside down
But my brain knows better
It picks you up and turns you around
Turns you around, turns you around
If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seams
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's A to Z
This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
And all the girls in every girly magazine
Can't make me feel any less alone
I'm reaching for the phone
To call at 7:03 and on your machine I slur a plea for you to come home
But i know it's too late
I should have given you a reason to stay
Given you a reason to stay [x3]
This is fact not fiction
For the first time in years
Death Cab For Cutie- 'A Lack Of Color'
Well, i don't want to act like i'm feeling sorry for myself, but i feel lonely right now and i'm sort of caught up in confusion over this one guy that is moving, and i could either tell him how i feel or just let him leave, and he'd leave not knowing that he was my best friend and that he really brightened up my days.
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- Current Mood
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nostalgic