DRAMA

@ this point in life i could care less about ____  ive fully learned about how much of a asshole he is. i forgot a paper @ school and he says "just do it later and work on something else". jesus christ sorry i interupted you from watching nascar you douchbag. i need the notes & instructions to do the entire paper yet he wants to be an ass. So after a hour we drove to the school, it takes 3 min. to get there yet i had to wait for him to eat his pistachio nuts and drink water and for him to finish watching the cars go around a few more laps. He bitched at me the entire way there and i just took it all in saying nothing like usual. we get there and he enters in the exit way and he starts bitching saying shit like "see no cars" even there were around 8 near the library. he kept bitching and i got outta the fucking car slamed the door and banged on the school doors and rang the bell as he swears out the car window  the lights were on yet he bitches and says it is pointless on a sunday. WELL SCREW YOU i just wanted to say but ya if you know me good enough i wouldnt say that because ya... anyways i got in the car emptyhanded and he just says "i brought you here to prove a point, why dont you just do the paper over" (obviousley he didnt understand that i cant do it w/o the notes and INSTRUCTIONS)"they are never open on a sunday noone is ever there" yatta yatta yatta. he finally stoped bitching and put the radio back on and we didnt speak to eachother. my body started to feel like shit all i wanted to do was cry but i didnt because i cant cry infront of him it shows im weak when it comes to bitching w/ him. we just got home i got outta the car picked up the vacume hose and brought it upstairs now i am writing in here. i mean i vaced the downstairs im doing my homework, im gunna unload the dishwasher, i folded his clean clothes, im also washing mine @ the moment. i mean i understand he has no pacients but what the hell did i do to deserve this. im so sick of all this shit and i just need a break. this is one of the reasons i never wanna be around and why i go out alot. yet when i do come back he bitches how he never sees me. 

heres my day: school , fieldhockey, home, shower, homework, eat dinner, homework, bed.

im sorry u go to bed early and u never see me its not like im dealing drugs in a dark corner errrrrrrrrrrr go to hell ___.