our story

He treates her like shit and takes what he wants. She loves him but he doesn't even give a fuck. Better not break her heart now. Better not smash it against the stonewall that she leans on.
Subjects of cheating and matters of decpetion come up and he is full of angst. He cannot trust her and she cannot leave him alone. He'll use her and throw her away. He'll fuck her and she'll be waiting by the phone for him to call her. But he won't. Yeah, I've been down that road before. Yeah, I know how this feels.
Her emotion is stable but her heart is fragile. She knows what she can get and appears strong to the eye.
But he'll finally take her down. With his foot on her heart he'll finally have her right where he wants her. He'll shatter her heart into peieces and watch her love for him gush out like tears from her eyes.
He'll use her and trash her like a burnt out ciggarette. She'll sit at home in her room in the dark and cry her eyes red and swollen to the songs of Thursday. She'll hurt and he won't even realize it.
After all he just wants to fuck her. Fuck her over and leave her and never speak to her again every chance he gets. She's got to know the truth. She's got to know who he really is.
She looks into his eyes trying to find something. She's looking for the burning fire that she has for him but he doesn't have for her. She'll be suprised to find something else. Nothing. Nothing, at all.
Just cold gray eyes that stare angrily back towards her because she won't give in. This is what she gets for loving someone who always plays their games and never deals their cards wrong. But someday, they will.
When you finally ditch her, when you finally slit her throat, when you lock the box that holds her love for you in it. Don't expect to be able to fall back on me.
This isn't right. This wasn't supposed to happen. But it did and it's going by fast. Pretty soon he'll be calling another girl up and asking
"can we repeat older times and just rewind?"
"No. Never."
  • Current Music
    Thursday "Asleep in the Chapel"

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heres a song i wrote:

"emotional anguish"

help me forget the times
ive been so direct
times where my honesty
shot right through your heart

But darling remember
Im just a human being
with a room full of imperfections
and a thousand books to learn from

(chorus)
My soul
My past
present
and future
Passing from my lips to yours
All the while my heart aching
knowing you cant possibly understand

Please take this memento off my hand
I want to erase all the lurid times we've had
Ill give you my regret and sorrow
Youll hand me your distressed heart
We'll drink the sympathetic potion
emerge into a better world
and start to play a lovely song
  • Current Music
    the blood brothers

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This is now closed. Due to lack of mods and participation. We are mostly busy with scenester_sex. So if you want to, try out for that. It's basically the same as emo_sex except with more variation in music ect. Yeah, it's better and we need more people over there anyways. CHECK IT OUT.
tell your friends mmhmmmmm.

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some of you may have already seen these pics


Name:joshua

Age:15

Location:alberta, canada

Sex: m

Name some music you like:american analog set, as friends rust, bad religion, blood for blood, boy sets fire, fugazi, jets to brazil, mogwai, no knife, primus, rites of spring, small brown bike, social distortion, sorry about dresden, the cure, the good life

Website: it's just a crappy personal site. It's in my info.

Favorite lyric and why: Can you imagine for a second doing anything just 'cause you want to? Well that's just what I do so hurray for me and fuck you.--I like it because it's how I would like to live my life someday. I know I don't do everything I ever want to, but I'd like to.

Any strong beliefs: straightedge

Hobbies:bmx, photography, guitar

Best concert/show you've ever seen:Bad Religion in Edmonton

Favorite food:pizza, fries, ramen. Normal stuff

Something you are ashamed to admit:For some reason I'm ashamed to admit I've been in love before. I don't know why, it's just I know for a fact I could never tell anyone I know.

Do you enjoy art? if so, whats your favorite kind and artist?: Photography. When people mess around with contrasts and stuff. Pictures of Cityscapes, landscapes. That sort of thing. Favorite photographers would be Mark Losey, Ane Morales, Manu Sanz, Rob Dolecki and Scott Papiro.

Describe your personality:I'm a sarcastic pedant who has absolutely no right to be one.

pictures{yeah, there's kind of a lot} (+13)Collapse )
  • Current Music
    American Analog Set - Choir Vandals