Where to start
Okay so i'm going to try not to disappear form years at a time, I was, believe it or not, very good at this consistency thing at one stage. So i've got so much to write about varying from now and my time away and i'll probably be jumping erratically between the two for a while, which is sort of how my mind works anyway. it's all over the shop.
so firstly, got some big news today, my boss said he'd like to extend my contract for three more months!! i was like AHYESPLEASE! so now i've got the next four months of my life planned. wheeee. since year 11 i've pretty much had a plan for the next 2+ years so going into this year without a solid plan for more than a month was scary, i had to work really hard to let it go and embrace the 'what will be will be/everything happens for a reason/it will all work out you'll see' mentality. i was going to do teaching this year but was really lacking motivation last semester and not really feeling the teaching thing. I would be no good at motivating high schoolers if i cant even motivate myself, ya know? so if i get in, offers come out on the 14th, i'll defer it and see what happens career wise before i think about studying again.
I tell you what i would love to do though: travel. this is my biggest news of the past however long. I was selected to go on an over seas design study tour during the winter break to America! i went to lovely San Francisco and the best city in the world New York! i never thought you could legit fall in love with a place but it happened. it took months before my heart stopped aching every time i thought of NY. both are amazing cities but theres this thing and NY, if you've been you'll know what i mean...i'm crazy desperate to get back there. Pretyt much my life goal has become to work there one day.....okay so i havent to europe yet and people tell me if i think NY is great i'll love London but i just don't see it.
See the thing about NY is, i freaking have cities. i dont even like going into the CBD here. a bustling hub is not my idea of a great escape—and then there are the crowds. i hate people and having them in my space ALL THE TIME, but i didn't once get sick of the group (we literally ate, slept, bused, planed, trained, taxied, walked, everything together) or the hustle and bustle of times square, which by the way is magical. Since coming back i have a sneaky stalker visit to Times Sqaure earthcam every so often and it makes me smile, even the sound of the traffic. okay i have to stop, i always feel like i'm gonna bore people when i go an adoring NYC rant. i'm sure more specific tales of my month long adventure will arise in future posts cos it was a massive experience, probably one of the best ive ever had. I'll have to sig up some pics to post :)
oh crud 11.30, i have to get up early tomorrow, i better head off—i'm working really hard to convert my night owl into a, well, not morning bird cos that will never happen but day bird at least.
talk soon.
peace x
so firstly, got some big news today, my boss said he'd like to extend my contract for three more months!! i was like AHYESPLEASE! so now i've got the next four months of my life planned. wheeee. since year 11 i've pretty much had a plan for the next 2+ years so going into this year without a solid plan for more than a month was scary, i had to work really hard to let it go and embrace the 'what will be will be/everything happens for a reason/it will all work out you'll see' mentality. i was going to do teaching this year but was really lacking motivation last semester and not really feeling the teaching thing. I would be no good at motivating high schoolers if i cant even motivate myself, ya know? so if i get in, offers come out on the 14th, i'll defer it and see what happens career wise before i think about studying again.
I tell you what i would love to do though: travel. this is my biggest news of the past however long. I was selected to go on an over seas design study tour during the winter break to America! i went to lovely San Francisco and the best city in the world New York! i never thought you could legit fall in love with a place but it happened. it took months before my heart stopped aching every time i thought of NY. both are amazing cities but theres this thing and NY, if you've been you'll know what i mean...i'm crazy desperate to get back there. Pretyt much my life goal has become to work there one day.....okay so i havent to europe yet and people tell me if i think NY is great i'll love London but i just don't see it.
See the thing about NY is, i freaking have cities. i dont even like going into the CBD here. a bustling hub is not my idea of a great escape—and then there are the crowds. i hate people and having them in my space ALL THE TIME, but i didn't once get sick of the group (we literally ate, slept, bused, planed, trained, taxied, walked, everything together) or the hustle and bustle of times square, which by the way is magical. Since coming back i have a sneaky stalker visit to Times Sqaure earthcam every so often and it makes me smile, even the sound of the traffic. okay i have to stop, i always feel like i'm gonna bore people when i go an adoring NYC rant. i'm sure more specific tales of my month long adventure will arise in future posts cos it was a massive experience, probably one of the best ive ever had. I'll have to sig up some pics to post :)
oh crud 11.30, i have to get up early tomorrow, i better head off—i'm working really hard to convert my night owl into a, well, not morning bird cos that will never happen but day bird at least.
talk soon.
peace x
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