Electra

wow, when stuff happens it happens all at once doesn't it. jarods mother just got home from eye surgery and have to wait and see how that goes. and random crap.... maybe more later

ok so we got our tax return back and now we own an xbox360... that was a painful buy... lol always kinda scary to drop 500 in one day... *shivers* but this is a cool system. nice networking, and online play. damn its just a smaller desktop computer really. mircosoft went all out in this.

btw tax season is so much fun...

"I shot the sheriff, but i didn't shot the deputy"

i always get my hopes up just to have them crushed. you'd think i would have learned by now. i have so much to rant about but i won't come out....

today is the day from hell... i take that back this WEEK is the week from hell. on top of the whole grandmother dieing thing, you don't realize how much money you spend for a funeral. and i mean just getting ready for it. new pants, shirt, tie, shoes, socks, and thats just jarod! i had to get new pants, a shirt. and then the gas just getting to family houses! i've spent a fuck load of money! and most everything i got was on sale!!! this month is gonna be tight.

than you have to deal with family. which jarods family is overly critical so that was fun. it was stressing. and i hate the whole idea of funerals. i mean going into a room to look at a dead body that has been filled with fluid and dressed up to look alive. ew. then the whole standing in line to talk to the family thats just odd. and then the grave side this is just... i can't even put words to it. why would anyone want ppl crying over their rotting courps? ohh and one of the aunt! oh lord she is something else. all the sisters where crying over their mother and then one just said "ohhh no i forgot to give them her bra! she doesn't have a bra on!!" cries harder. " i can't believe i forgot that. im so stupid" (let me state that nana was small at the time of her death. she basically died of starvation.) " oh well mama's liberated!" i almost died laughing! lol but she was still crying and i dont' think she knew she said something funny.

then the rest of the day jarod was snappy which is understandable. oh when we get home our roommate, after saying hi and getting no answer, says "bad day?" i about killed her. really. then she gets mad at me cause i was snappy at that. *rolls eyes* im not happy with her. we've been at the hospital and family for 2 weeks and she hasn't cleaned up anything, and i know its not my mess cause i haven't been here!

oh then i was gonna take my mother to the air port today at 4:30 am but i was tired so she was just gonna drive herself. well i get a call at 4:30 saying that she can't get her key out of her ignion...
ok so i woke up jarod and drive out there at 5 in the morning. cant get the key out. she goes to get her flight, i call AAA and they would not come tow it cause i am not my mother...... ok so mom misses her flight changes it for later today. we go sit in her car to wait for the tow truck and i notice her car is still in drive.............. well as we all SHOULD know you can't take your key out with it in drive (at least newer models) so her car is fine.... i had disconnected her battery so it would go dead so i redo that and drive her home.

she had a flight at 2 so she was gonna get there herself. well at 11:30 she calls her battery is dead. ok so i go up there and i had noticed before she had alot of corrosion on her battery cables so i check her cells for water and then poured soda on her battery and then started it right up...... ok so i drove her to the airport and now have one to many cars around. mine is at her house hers at mine and my brothers at jarods work...... and its only 2:30 lets see what other shit happends!!!

ohhh don't let me forget that tomorrow is my and jarods one year anniversary... im gonna take a guess on how thats gonna go.

well jarod's grandmother passed away this afternoon so now we have all that stuff to deal with on top of the fact that this weekend is our anniversary sigh

*Sigh* this weeks been hard. lost my cool a couple of times. had to drop one of my classes. phil. of religion, which just turned out to be disproving theologywhich i don't need right now in the middle of watching a woman die.... i feel like somethings missing. i need some excitement.

im so tired. jarod's grandmother is back in the hospital and shes not coming back out. family is coming in from all over, we have taken over jackson hospitals ccu waiting room. its hard. i'm finding out its easier to lose a member of your family then have to lose one of your spouse's. this is hard on jarod. and i really don't know how to make it better for him. i guess i really can't but im trying. we spent all day up there yesterday and come home for 8 hours and are about to head back up there.

poo... i hate it when the rug gets pulled out from under me...