my second self

after exam, i was so relieved that it's over!!!!

but now, my mum is like screaming her bloody head off at me.
WHAT THE HECKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!
what is wrong with parents these days?!?

i was just watching a show for god's sake! the exam's freakin over okay?!
she said i should start studying now..
that i should do more housework..
and stop wasting my freakin 'precious time' in front of the comp..
garhh...!!!!!!!

is she out of her mind?!
i am so pissed i could blow off..
even my most unreasonable dad did not say anything.
i guess i was wrong, my dad isn't the crazy one; my mum is.

and while she was screaming, i was crying..
she shouted, "YOU DON'T SHOW ME YOUR FACE WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU."
"IM NOT SCARED OF YOUR TEARS OR WHTEVER..  I SHOULD JUST LOCK UP YOUR COMP!"
"GO STUDY NOW LA!! WATCH WHAT SHOW?! ABOH EVERYDAY SAID EXAM HARD.."
"OFF YOUR WHOLE COMP NOW!"

when i didn't say anything..
"YOU DEAF ARHH NOW? YOU THINK IM INVISIBLE ISIT?"

first of all, my exam's over.. so i don't pretty much care.
secondly, tell me who in their right mind would study right after exam?
WHO ?!??!?? WHO ??!?!?!?!?!
third, why would i wanna off my comp now?

i WAS so happy, and now...
thank you so much, mum!

EDIT: god, she's still lecturing until now. kill me..
she's not even in my room! she's scolding me from outside. incredible.

the official trailer of twilight is out!
i think it's awesome.

:D

whooooooooooooooot~

EDIT: it's coming out on the 27th of november!

last but not least, PHASE #3 is here.
i had my braces on yesterday.

now, let's see..
1. the ortho and his asst. practically tore my mouth apart trying to insert those metal thing..
2. the whole bonding process took more than 2 friggin hours..
3. i went there straight after school and i was in my RC full-U until 6pm.
4. i chose the wrong colour. A VERY BIG MISTAKE. i looked hideous.
5. my dad's first sentence when he saw me: " WAH, an chua ah neh pai kua eh? "
[ direct translation from hokkien: WAH, why so ugly eh? ]
6. my mum's first sentence when she saw me: " UGLY BETTY. "
7. i couldn't eat, sleep and laugh. it hurts like crap.

and yeah, that was it..
my teeth weren't really that bad after bonding,
but the pain came hours after that.

so, i've skipped school today.
my gums and lips became really swollen, especially my lower lip.
i looked terrible. my lips were extremely thick and red and dry.
the braces also chapped my lips. =/
i woke up in the middle of the night because the pain was just unbearable.
and my swollen lips were even worse at that time.
i took some painkillers before sleeping again. it feels just a little better.

thankfully, when i woke up this morning,
the swelling has gone down a bit, but my lips are still kinda protruding outwards.
i looked like a friggin duck. i couldn't even close my mouth completely.
well, let's just hope my lips will get used to the braces ASAP and stop all this swelling.

just in case you're wondering...
i now look like this:

hey y'all, im finally back from KL,
i've wasted so much time there and guess what,
I DID NOT STUDY YET.
so, let's just say im gonna die. right now.
AhhhhHHHHhhhHHHhhhhhhh....!!!!

 currently, im stressing like crazy.
pimples popping out all over. headaches. temper. everything!
plus the fact that i can't eat at all makes me literally wana go siao.

PHASE #2 : another tooth was extracted and separators were inserted. im in agony!

and, one problem comes after another,
there were some spammers in xing yii's blog using my name.. oh greatttt....
haiihhhh. can my life get any worse?

p.s/: just got scolded by my mum while typing this. for not studying, of course.
i was beginning to wonder, who was the one that wanted me to go to KL in the first place?

p.s.s/: i found this link in phaik chern's blog.
all twilight lovers and haters should really read this. i LAUGHED like hell.
otahyoni.livejournal.com/130432.ht…
seriously hilarious.

okay now, it's time to start my revision before it's too late.
chaoxz.

i usually won't post more than an entry on the same day,
but this video is just so funny!!
i know exam's coming and everyone is pretty stressed up,
so watch this and have a good laugh.. xD!!

one word, four letter.. L-M-A-O! :D
instead of letting her voice come out from her mouth, she chose her butt.
hahahahaha.

i know, i know..
i've disappeared for quite some time, again.
hehehh.. can i say whoops?
just so you know, i most probably won't be updating much until exam's over..
so, this is just a short post to let you guys know that im still up and alive.
yup, still breathing and everything.. :D

tomorrow, i'd be leaving to kl for about one week.
but honestly, i really don't want to go, but i have to. =/
when i protested that i have to study for my finals,
my mum simply just said, "pack up all your books there loh.."
right.
mum, you're gonna drag me all the way to kl to study?
well, i can't blame my parents exactly. they miss my brother; so do i..
so, KL... here i come!

btw, cgl choir's closing ceremony for the year 2008 was a success.
good job to all of them who had worked hard for this event.. xD
and now, im so addicted to SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW!!
hahahaha.
i bet you guys have heard of connie talbot's famous somewhere over the rainbow,
but have you listen to nick pitera?

this is definitely not lip-syncing.. [watch his breath, then you will know]
some people claim that this is falsetto.
however, another person said it was modal voice.
well, i don't know! hahah.. what do you music people think?
whatever it is, i think it's pretty cool.. :)

i'll be back soon.. xD


#PHASE ONE: one tooth was extracted, still in pain.

okay, i think it was me..
urmm wait.. no, actually i don't know.. =/
i just thought it was scary. very scary..

i sat at the back today,
  thinking maybe i could sleep talk better without her looking..
well of course, i was so wrong!

so, what happened was..
while she was blabbering in front, i got so bored out..
i asked chery::
" hey, what time is it already? why so long wan? "
*look at her watch* " it's time! i think the bell rang adee.. "
" really? i din hear anything wor... "
*shrugs* " i dunoo.."
" ohh, okay.. thanks. "
i looked down at my book and tried to listen to her.
but suddenly, there was a total silence.
i knew something was wrong.
so, i looked up and *%$^*@$^*&#%^*&#%,
she was staring directly at ME! me!
i was like, 'oh dearrr...'
i looked at my book again and pretended like i didn't know anything..
i was staring at the book for as long as she was staring at me.
wow, what a brilliant idea. =.=
then, she started scolding us (only me, i think) for talking..
i was pretending to be innocent the whole time. (still staring at the book, btw.)
and finally, after a whole 10-min lecture, she let us go.

after the class, everybody claimed that she was staring at them, not me.
probably she has mona lisa's eyes, you know?
like, she can stare at everybody at every angle.. hah! 

oh yaa, and a lil update!
we’re currently rehearsing a drama for our english oral. :D
and the title is THE NECKLACE! hehh, sounds familiar?
we had so much fun!
still working on it but i think it's gonna be great. xD

p/s: if you think esther is the quiet type, you're wrong! she's an awesome director! :)

i think she should play all our roles! hahahaha..

i don't really know what's going on with me lately.
i got really frustrated over every little thing.
and right now, im still in a pretty bad mood.

well for one thing, i just got back some of my results and it ain't good. ):
i will talk about it soon. ha-ha.

secondly, i've been bombarded with loads of questions this whole afternoon.
questions which i couldn't really answer without hurting her feelings. /=
she insisted on knowing and in the end, it did sort of offended her..
now, i felt guilty.
sometimes i wish i could just lie so i wouldn't feel so bad.

also, my "best friendS" came back too.
"hooooorayyyy...!!" -.-
to make me feel worse, that is.
my whole body got bitten by them.
my arms. my legs. my back. my FACE! great.

not only that, my tooth's filling came off.
front tooth, mind you. it's been one whole week already.
and my parents still haven't take me to the dentist to fix that yet.
they DID took me to alot of dentists but there's always a problem.
it's either the doc is money-faced (she is, seriously!) or the doc is not in..
..or didn't make any appointment before that or full already, or blahblahblah.
in conclusion, i still got a hole in my tooth.
it kind of hurt at first but now, not anymore.
i think i got used to the pain.

and there's this guy named z that can't stop bothering me!
hello, i don't even know him.
yo dude, get your hands off my friend and disappear, man!
^@!&$^&*@%$@^$%!!! garhh..
i'd blocked him already. ahhh, peace of mind! :D

lastly, i still suck in my studies.
i couldn't make myself to study. in fact, im becoming lazier and lazier.
our plan was to start our revision on sept 2nd.
and guess what, i still didn't do anything at all, as usual. /=
i'd like to say this again, my results are terrible.
i am so hopeless. aikss.

i desperately need my BR. i LOVE mint, btw.